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87 - Like f*ck I will

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Eloise’s POV:

Once the other alphas decided upon themselves whether or not to make the challenge viable as well as its underlying conditions, they emptied the chamber and left.

I could feel Kaden’s stare at me the whole time while settled on my father’s previous seat in the council. It was fun while it lasted. His irritation bled through his skin from the moment I accepted Alpha John’s challenge.

Goddess knows how the hell I managed to dodge the glares he kept throwing at me in my spot. Even the other Alphas began strutting out when his aura has gotten stronger and stronger.

I have to admit, his aura was strong. Perhaps one perk of being his ex-mate meant I was immune to his deadly gaze. And his scary aura.

But my mind is too preoccupied with thoughts of my mother, who is now my main priority until I find a damn cure.

I need to find out who turned her, how she was turned. Well that last part I have figured out from my father. I can’t help but feel guilty for everything that happened t
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