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60 - I am Alpha
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Kaden’s POV:“Alpha?” I cocked my brows, not sure if I heard her right. Did she just say she’s an Alpha?I was taken aback by her murderous glare as she locked eyes with me. I cannot help but let my gaze study her features, down to her very last curve.God, she’s beautiful.“Yes, is there a problem with that?” she hissed, baring her canines at me. If it was anyone else, I would have taken it as a challenge. I cleared my throat, taking a step forward.“No, of course not.” I held my hands up in defense, not daring to look away from her gorgeous eyes, or not daring to.She has the most gorgeous eyes that she’d be mistaken a goddess for.“I have so many questions.” I say, not knowing where to start. I started my day this morning not expecting my long-lost mate whom I’ve searched every nook and cranny of every goddess damn territory to magically appear at my doorstep.“Well clearly, this is not a good time…” she uttered, looking away. I did not take my eyes off her. Her side profile was
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Eloise’s POV:The relief I felt after he let me go was immense. I have been driving for twenty minutes straight. No sign of him following my car which makes my anxieties slowly slip away.Finally, I exhaled a deep breath. What stresses me out more was that I had rolled down all the windows, but his scent still remained. Cocoa butter and mint chocolate. Much to my annoyance, it invaded my senses, and I rolled down the windows thinking the wind might just blow it away. Instead, it blew his scent right towards me. I groan.Somehow, I can’t seem to get rid of it.Suddenly., the sound of her voice echoing through me has me snapping out of my thoughts. ‘Adeline?’ I call out to her. I know what I heard. It was her. My wolf. She’s… alive?Five years ago, she disappeared. No matter what I did, she either refused to show or stayed silent. At one point, I thought she was dead.‘Eloise.’ My mouth dropped when she responded.‘Where are we?’ she asked, her voice coming out husky. It was as if she
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Eloise’s POV:I made it past the borders. I chuckle to myself, recalling the faces of the three idiots I practically left dumbfounded at the border. Putting my car in reverse, I park it just in front of the pack house. I turn the engine off and step out of the car. Looking up at the pack house, I squeezed my brows together. It was smaller than I remember. However, it looked much better. The exterior was repainted and remodeled to make a more modern design. Some parts were replaced with glass, and others bricks complemented with ivy leaves hanging along the edges. I can even say it looked beautiful. I grew up in this place. I was used to playing and making friends with everyone in this pack house, and I was spoiled rotten especially by my father. I used to play in his office and sit on his big leather chair, and he would always tell me everything will be mine when I turn eighteen. I smiled bitterly.Funny how that turned out.“You! How dare you come back here!” A sultry voice sudde
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Kaden’s POV:“I’m on my way, how the fuck did you let this happen?” I snap into the link at him, one of my trusted border men allocated in Heaven Moon Pack. I had just taken my seat back in the office, staring at the memo sent to me by the werewolf council, when the link was forced open. When that happens, usually it would be when someone is alerting me of an emergency. And this is the kind of emergency that I never expected to happen.“A woman…” his shaky voice was getting to my nerves. “Spit it!” I snarl, and he whimpers at the pressure of my voice alone. Bloody idiots.“Sh-she claimed to be an alpha, and we didn’t know…” His voice faded into silence. At this point, my patience is waning.“Just stay at your post. Don’t let anyone enter unless I say so,” I growl and cut off the link.Scanning the werewolf council memo for the last time, I furrow my brows and my jaw clenched. I stare down at the name in print before me.‘Eloise Sage Rivers, Alpha of the Night Warriors Pack, is hereo
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Eloise’s POV:I didn’t know what I expected to feel when I waltzed in here with every intention to see my father. Five years passed, and I thought I had moved past everything that happened. How wrong I was.The moment I saw him, it felt as if the walls were caving in on me. Each wall inched closer I couldn’t breathe.“El… you’re back?” he chokes, as if something got lodged in his throat and he could barely speak.Pulling myself together, I looked at him fiercely. I did not look away, even as Kaden stepped aside, folding his arms across his chest and stood observing us. There he stood. He looked just the same, strong and muscular, exuding his power like the Alpha he is. He grew some silver hair, but it did nothing to compromise his masculinity. However I noticed something different. He was thinner than I remember. Then I shrug it off. I probably did not remember well. He still looked the same. I have always looked up at him, growing up. I promised myself someday, I will be just like
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Eloise’s POV:My father froze up in an instant. I expected that reaction from him, but I did not expect him to look at me with such sad eyes.“I can’t…” he muttered low His shoulders slumped.I press my lips into a thin line, “It is well within my rights. I am the heir to this pack. You cannot deny me my title and pack forever.” I hissed through gritted teeth.“I am not denying you your rights, Eloise. I’d give it to you in a heartbeat if I could.” He says, and I raise my brow.“Funny you’d say that,” I said, and I can’t help but scoff.He leaned forward on the table, and I was beginning to feel uncomfortable if he kept looking at me like that. Like he wanted to pull me in his fatherly arms and tuck me under his wing. Five years ago, I would give anything just to have that. To feel his warm embrace and listen to him say everything would be okay.That was long gone now.“It’s true. If I was still alpha, I would never have banished you, El. I was angry, yes. But I will never forsake you
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Eloise’s POV:Walking out of the pack house, I hurry to my car when that cursed smell hits me again. I groan, just as his voice floats in the air over me.“Where are you going?” he calls out.Instead of thinking for a reply, I ignore him and rush to open my door with my damn key. Only as I rummaged through my bag, I couldn’t find it.I hissed my annoyance, looking for the damn thing. It’s so small, but big enough to become a problem if I don’t find it soon enough. Where the hell is it?I could feel him closing the distance between us, and once again Adeline wakes from her slumber with just a whiff of his masculine scent.I groan inwardly. Had I been with women for so long that the scent of testosterones around me is making my head pound to the point of insanity?I’m going insane, no doubt about that. Meeting my father while having to deal with my prick of a mate at the same time is driving me crazed in no less than thirty minutes. I haven’t even spent an hour in there and now all I wa
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Kaden’s POV:‘What in the actual fuck were you thinking?’ My wolf snaps at me, his anger vibrating through my chest as he growls, which he had been doing for the past fifteen minutes.‘Shut up, I know what I’m doing.’Rictus scoffs. ‘Yeah? Like how you’ve handled the scandal before rejecting her? Bull to the fucking shit. You don’t know what the fuck you’re doing, Kaden!’I snarl. Five years he’d gone radio silent on me. And now he won’t stop nagging me every damn second.‘Fucking pipe down, will you? Eloise will never let us see the pups without a good reason.’‘And you think trading a title for her pups is good enough reason to make her bring them?’‘I am not asking for a trade. I was simply asking her to bring our pups before I can give her the title. I was already planning on signing it off to her, but then I saw this!’I look down at the picture of two identical-looking boys and a girl. Although they all look pretty much alike, there was no doubt in my mind they were mine. If I r
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Eloise’s POV:“Let’s go.” I look at his hand, then take it, allowing him to lift me to my feet before we walk out the door, side by side. My heart felt light and warm with his hand wrapped tightly around mine.“Where are we going?” I ask him, and a smile curls on his lip.“Don’t you want to see your friend?”My eyes lit up at the mention of Abbie. I have been worried about her, and the conditions she is in when Kaden opens a door just to my right.Kaden gestures me to enter so I did, and the moment I reach a few steps my eyes caught sight of Abbie.“Abbie!” My breath caught in my throat as I practically make a beeline straight towards her on the bed. To my surprise when I walked in, she’d been squinting at the huge TV, in her hand a remote and had been switching the channels with a deep frown on her face.“Oof,” she blew out a breath as our chests collided. “Eloise, you’re squishing me,” she grunts, and I immediately let go of her before looking her up and down, checking for any kind
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153Eloise’s POV:Kaden promised to let me see Abbie, on one condition. I have to meet with my father and get him to let me see Mum.“How do I know you won’t hurt her?” I ask, searching his eyes. I want to know.Kaden pins me with his dark gaze, and slowly he lifts my chin to meet his orbs. They had turned pitch-black which means his wolf has surfaced.“He won’t.” a deeper, huskier voice rasps, making me gasp. It was his wolf speaking.Dark, dangerous eyes peers into me, leaving a burning sensation down my spine. A familiar feeling.“What’s your name?” I ask, looking at his wolf. I have barely seen him in action, and my wolf’s growing curiosity at what he looked like was killing her inside.“Rictus,” he says his name was, as he looks at me like he wants to devour me whole.‘Gladly. Hell, I’ll even offer myself up to him,’ Adeline snorts, and I roll my eyes at her comment. Horny-ass wolf.“I promise you, my human may appear all tough and stubborn, but he’s kind and wants to protect you
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Kaden’s POV:I wipe the tears from her eyes. The hurt flashing across them tells me I may not be the only one who feels regret. We both made mistakes. But now, all I want is to gain her full trust. I want to show her I can be her mate, to support her, protect her, and love her all the days of my life. I want to give my life to her and our pups if that means keeping them safe.“I will protect you, protect our pups.” I say with determination and promise, “That is,” I lean down and move closer until our foreheads press together, “If you let me?”Eloise slowly lifts her head, staring up at me and searching for even the slightest hesitation in my eyes. But I could feel her own fade away as she bit her lip, and damn, did I want to crash mine against hers.“Okay,” she finally says.One word. Soft. Fragile. But it shatters me inside out like a damn grenade.I exhale shakily, pressing my forehead harder against hers, memorizing this moment because I know it’s everything. It’s Eloise, my Eloise
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151Eloise’s POV:The sight of him being vulnerable, losing control beside me makes my heart clench. As I watch his lower lip tremble, I couldn’t help but feel guilty. It felt like stealing a part of his life. One I can never give back.A lump forms in my throat. I swallow, instantly feeling the dryness of it in my tongue as I drown in my own guilt.“They’re beautiful,” he says finally, his voice hoarse. “F*cking beautiful,” he chuckles, wiping the tears off his face as if to get a grip.I nod, “They are,”Kaden takes his eyes off the screen for a minute and looks at me. I bite the inside of my cheeks, holding his gaze. There is an intensity in it that made knots in my stomach. For a moment, I forgot how to breathe.Until he rips his gaze away and I let out a breath.“Are there more?” he asks, in a gut-wrenchingly polite way. His eyes move between our triplets back and forth.I press my lips in a line, and we both focus on the screen before I show him other pictures of them growing up
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Eloise’s POV:We make our way back to the grounds. I’m relieved Kaden at least saw through the wolf for who he is. A man, and for years, he’d been lost after losing his mate and unborn pup. I couldn’t even begin to imagine how he felt that day, when the rogues clamped their teeth around her belly and ripped it out of her. Even now, outside that memory, I can see it. All the blood, and his hands covered in Maya’s blood and his unborn pup’s, makes my heart break.I couldn’t imagine my life without my pups. They are everything, and I would give my last breath for them in a blink.Still, the anguish and excruciating pain he felt was devastating. He lost everything, and I couldn’t help but feel, in some way, how it must have felt for Kaden.I glance at Kaden walking by my side. He had been awful silent for a while ever since Walter shifted. I noted the shock on his face, but his lips had been sealed shut.Logan left to run some errands, but before he left he winked at me and smiled, earnin
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 149
Kaden’s POV:Eloise’s body is flush against mine. I could feel Logan’s piercing gaze glare holes into the back of my head, but he’s the last thing I should worry about right now. I’ve just witnessed my mate search through a rogue’s memory, which is near to impossible, unheard of. I can tell by the way her eyes rolled to the back of her head. Also by the way the wolf whimpered and his eyes flicker like his life had flashed before him. And also because Rictus told me.But how could this be? Even Rictus have no idea. But something else stirs inside me, unsettled.Eloise sobs into my chest. Her body shaking uncontrollably.I lift her chin with my finger, whispering sweet nothings into her ear before she lifts her eyes, locking onto mine.“Tell me,” I rasp, “What did you see?”Her bottom lip quivers before she finally speaks, and proceeds to tell me everything. Apparently, this wolf right here is beta to some unknown pack. And her pregnant mate was attacked by rogues who had the unquenchab
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Eloise's POV:Kaden slits his eyes and looks at me, "Eloise," "No." I glue my feet to the ground, letting him know I am not going anywhere until he listens.Why does he want me to leave so bad?"You have to listen,"Kaden moves his gaze between me and Logan who tosses a knowing smirk my way.Kaden sighs, "Fine." He grunts.Logan gives me a nod, and I turn back to the wolf, Walter.I extend my hand, slipping it between the bars which inevitably elicits a growl from Kaden. I shoot him a glare and he does not move, but his eyes are glued to my hand, preparing for the worst.Before I can place my hand on the wolf's fur, he leaned forward, pushing his forehead onto my hand instead. The moment my fingertips brushed his fur, my eyes roll to the back of my head as I am transported to a place where my feet is rooted to the grass. I felt my soul leave my body as visions began to flash before my eyes in nanoseconds, but I feel as if I am right there.I blink, opening my eyes slowly. When I look
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Eloise’s POV:The cells is probably the filthiest place in the pack house. While everything above these old cages are filled with luxurious pieces from floor to the damn ceiling, everything down here gathers dust and filth. What’s more, I feel like the prisoners here were plucked and tossed into the pit of the abyss, never to be seen or heard from again. And it reeks of blood and feces that can never be seen clearly as not a single ray of sunlight touches these dark cells.Is this what the rumors were all about when they labeled Kaden as the notorious, merciless alpha ever known?I can’t believe this. I can’t believe him.I step towards the cell Logan has brought me to see, and I duck my head to see the same wolf who took my side unexpectedly that day I was attacked in the forest.“Hello,” I speak out, trying to reach him. He was still in wolf form, curled up facing the far wall.“Can I talk to you just for a second?” As my eyes focus on his form, I furrow my brows when I see blood co
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146Eloise’s POV:Shaking my head, I hold back angry tears before they rise to the surface. The hallway is wrapped in suffocating silence, which also means he did not follow after me.Good. If he really wants my trust, he would let me wallow in my regret for ever coming back here in the first place. I swallow the lump in my throat, and walk faster before turning around the corner.The next moment, I slam into a hard chest that has me stumbling backwards, and I lose balance. I brace myself for the fall as I feel my body leaning back. I squeeze my eyes shut knowing this has got to hurt but surprise fills me when a hand wraps around my waist and my back hits something hard. And that is not the cold, tiled floor of this ridiculous mansion of a pack house.“Look who finally woke up,” a deep chuckle resounded in my ear, and I blink my eyes open.“Logan,” He flashes me his handsome smile and places me gently back on my feet.“You scared the shit out of me,” I chuckle, unable to hide the ne
