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My Luna, My Son, My Regret 47 - Let's play
Kaden’s POV:“I will kill him…” Rictus growled menacingly. In my mind, I wanted to do the same thing. To rip his heart from inside out, tear him apart limb by fucking limb. But something stopped me.Looking up, I stared at the paused video for a long time. Colton and Garret knew when to look away, instead staying alert on any odd movements around. They did not want to disrespect their luna. Apparently, the only one who treated her with disrespect here, is me.I failed her. I fucking failed her. How many times did this happen? I felt a pang in my heart knowing I knew the answer to that already. I felt it.I had so many questions. The scandal… and now this video… My pups… Did she get through it all alone? I wanted to learn everything.“He’s here.” Garret’s statement snapped me out of my thoughts.The moment I looked up, I saw his face, and the coy, knowing smile that played on those lips. It triggered my wolf to the point of no control, pushing me forward and I shifted. The reins ar
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48—Eloise’s POV:No sign of him anywhere. It seems Abbie had a plan, because I don’t think I’m even supposed to be here. But, so far, so good.Suddenly, the nurse stopped.“Everything okay?” I asked the nurse guiding us out of the hospital through the emergency exits. Most of the exits we passed were blocked, so we had to make our way around the halls finding one open. “Yes, just act normal,” the nurse whispered in a hushed tone. She was pushing me in a wheelchair with my baby girl in my arms and the other two in a stroller rolling beside me. This looked suspicious, and I worried someone will notice, but I shove the thought away. They say negative thoughts attract negative results, so I nod quietly, Not even a second later, I felt her stop.“Hey!” A rough voice called out, and we both froze instantly.I hear footsteps approaching. Goddess, what now?“Your ID?” a man dressed as a security guard walked up to us. I remained frozen in my position when I felt his eyes move to me and my
Last Updated : 2025-02-15My Luna, My Son, My Regret 49 - Whatever it takes
Eloise’s POV:I never thought I would have to break out of the hospital on my day of childbirth. Not once in my life had I imagined this would how my first time with labor go, especially since I was carrying children of my mate.The driver pulled up at an apartment complex. The way was led by the same nurse. To my surprise, she led us to the top floor. The walls were painted white, all the decorations were placed so as to make the apartment look more comfortable than luxurious. She helped me sit on the couch, with my babies sleeping soundly in the double stroller and my baby girl sleeping in my arm. “I’ll be right back,” she said and smiled. I waited for only a few minutes before she came out. As I turned my head, I see the same nurse, but she has removed her lab coat revealing her casual clothes. She was a tiny but rather curvy woman. She has a great figure and beautiful bouncy blonde hair that reached her shoulders. Now I can see she is pretty, too, with minimal make-up and brig
Last Updated : 2025-02-15My Luna, My Son, My Regret 50 - All I Have
Eloise’s POV:What in the world was that about? I blinked several times at the screen before I finally came to my senses. Did he just…“Stick a big, fat wanted sign on your head? That’s a first.” Abbie chuckled behind me, making me snap to her.She shook her head. I moved my eyes to Nora, the one who held my little baby girl in her arms. She was no longer crying, but there was no denying her shock as she glanced between me, and my babies. “Are you telling me…” she started, and my heart pumped harder in my chest. Are they going to kick me out?“Please, I can explain, I—”“No, you are not!” Nora gasped, looking down at my baby girl with a big, goofy smile on her face, and I blinked.“Tell me that all three of you did not just come from the biggest ballsack that ever existed!” she beamed.My mouth dropped, and I looked at Abbie who rolled her eyes at her.“She has a thing for Alpha Kaden,” Abbie whispered to me.“’Had’ a thing. Had! And Abbie, don’t pretend you never got the hots for hi
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Eloise’s POV:“Have a seat,” Abbie said, smiling up at me.I took my seat across them on the sofa in the living room. My heart thudding in my chest. Are they going to kick us out? Because if that happens, I don’t know where to go. I don’t even know if it’s safe to contact my mom. If Alpha Kaden was indeed adamant to find me, no doubt he’d try to track anyone close to me. But if it comes down to it, where would we live?“We wanted to talk to you about something,” I snapped my eyes up at Abbie who spoke. I nodded then swallowed my anxiety. Instead, went to say something, anything that will keep us from getting kicked out.“Wait, please. I ask that you let me stay here for a month… No, a week! A week will do. I will try to contact my mother somehow, then we can leave, then you can—”“Woah, stop right there.” Abbie stopped me, and I shut my mouth before I felt tears surround my eyes.Nora came to my side, placing her hand on top of mine. She smiled at me.“We are not going to kick you out
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Kaden’s POV:“Any news?” I asked my beta, sitting on the couch in my office. Colton looked at me, and shook his head. I sighed heavily and slumped my shoulders, sitting back.A few have tried, insisting they saw her or something and demand they be rewarded their prize. Yet, no other evidence was presented to me except their words. Useless. All of them are useless.“What are you going to do now?” Colton asked, raising a brow at me and assessing my position, slumped in this damn chair.I buried my face into my hands, groaning. “I have to find her.” A growl accompanied my voice, “I have to find my pups.”“Tough. But I don’t think she’ll even want to come back.” His words had me snapping up and shooting him an ominous glare.Colton held both hands up, “I’m just saying… You rejected her!” he pointed. My canines slipped over my lips as I growled.As much as I wanted to rip my beta’s head off where he stood, he had a point.“Even worse, grabbed my mate and made the public think you’ve chos
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Eloise’s POV:Ten hours later, we arrived at our destination. I have no idea where. Only thing I knew is that anywhere far away from him, would be a great start. A smile graced my lips as the flight attendant prepared us all to leave. Unexpectedly, a sleek, black limo was waiting outside. My jaw dropped to the ground when Nora ushered me to get in.“This… this is ours?” I asked her, just to be sure. She chuckled at me and nodded with a smile.Without another word, we jumped into the car. Nora helped me with the pups, and I was glad we were here with her. If it weren’t for her and Abbie, goddess knows what Dexter had done to us by now.A large gate opened, and we entered. However, I could sense precisely four wolves following our car into the new territory. Usually in packs, this presence I feel would belong to wolves in patrol, guarding the territory. Strange, nobody showed up. Perhaps it was because they already recognized the limo, and Abbie did tell me their leader is already expe
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Kaden’s POV:FIVE YEARS LATERWork.I had buried myself in tremendous paperwork, again. Only when I glanced at the clock did I realize it is already 7 in the fucking morning. I barely slept. Hell, I can’t even remember the last time I slept well. Probably the time I dreamt of her face as she slept peacefully in my bed. The only thing I regret is waking up the next morning to find it was nothing but a dream. Rising to my feet, I headed out and walked into my room when my eyes squinted. A woman with straight blonde hair laid like a starfish butt-naked on my bed. Her saliva leaked onto my pillow, and my skin crawled instantly in disgust.Those pillows need to be changed immediately. I heaved out a deep sigh. “Why am I not surprised?” I muttered to myself, knowing there’s only one person who had the cheek to disobey me like this.‘Colton!’ I growled into the pack link.‘Yes, your highness?’ he answered in a sarcastic tone.I rolled my eyes. ‘Get the fuck in here. Now!’ ‘As you wish,’ h
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Kaden’s POV:I wipe the tears from her eyes. The hurt flashing across them tells me I may not be the only one who feels regret. We both made mistakes. But now, all I want is to gain her full trust. I want to show her I can be her mate, to support her, protect her, and love her all the days of my life. I want to give my life to her and our pups if that means keeping them safe.“I will protect you, protect our pups.” I say with determination and promise, “That is,” I lean down and move closer until our foreheads press together, “If you let me?”Eloise slowly lifts her head, staring up at me and searching for even the slightest hesitation in my eyes. But I could feel her own fade away as she bit her lip, and damn, did I want to crash mine against hers.“Okay,” she finally says.One word. Soft. Fragile. But it shatters me inside out like a damn grenade.I exhale shakily, pressing my forehead harder against hers, memorizing this moment because I know it’s everything. It’s Eloise, my Eloise
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151Eloise’s POV:The sight of him being vulnerable, losing control beside me makes my heart clench. As I watch his lower lip tremble, I couldn’t help but feel guilty. It felt like stealing a part of his life. One I can never give back.A lump forms in my throat. I swallow, instantly feeling the dryness of it in my tongue as I drown in my own guilt.“They’re beautiful,” he says finally, his voice hoarse. “F*cking beautiful,” he chuckles, wiping the tears off his face as if to get a grip.I nod, “They are,”Kaden takes his eyes off the screen for a minute and looks at me. I bite the inside of my cheeks, holding his gaze. There is an intensity in it that made knots in my stomach. For a moment, I forgot how to breathe.Until he rips his gaze away and I let out a breath.“Are there more?” he asks, in a gut-wrenchingly polite way. His eyes move between our triplets back and forth.I press my lips in a line, and we both focus on the screen before I show him other pictures of them growing up
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 150
Eloise’s POV:We make our way back to the grounds. I’m relieved Kaden at least saw through the wolf for who he is. A man, and for years, he’d been lost after losing his mate and unborn pup. I couldn’t even begin to imagine how he felt that day, when the rogues clamped their teeth around her belly and ripped it out of her. Even now, outside that memory, I can see it. All the blood, and his hands covered in Maya’s blood and his unborn pup’s, makes my heart break.I couldn’t imagine my life without my pups. They are everything, and I would give my last breath for them in a blink.Still, the anguish and excruciating pain he felt was devastating. He lost everything, and I couldn’t help but feel, in some way, how it must have felt for Kaden.I glance at Kaden walking by my side. He had been awful silent for a while ever since Walter shifted. I noted the shock on his face, but his lips had been sealed shut.Logan left to run some errands, but before he left he winked at me and smiled, earnin
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 149
Kaden’s POV:Eloise’s body is flush against mine. I could feel Logan’s piercing gaze glare holes into the back of my head, but he’s the last thing I should worry about right now. I’ve just witnessed my mate search through a rogue’s memory, which is near to impossible, unheard of. I can tell by the way her eyes rolled to the back of her head. Also by the way the wolf whimpered and his eyes flicker like his life had flashed before him. And also because Rictus told me.But how could this be? Even Rictus have no idea. But something else stirs inside me, unsettled.Eloise sobs into my chest. Her body shaking uncontrollably.I lift her chin with my finger, whispering sweet nothings into her ear before she lifts her eyes, locking onto mine.“Tell me,” I rasp, “What did you see?”Her bottom lip quivers before she finally speaks, and proceeds to tell me everything. Apparently, this wolf right here is beta to some unknown pack. And her pregnant mate was attacked by rogues who had the unquenchab
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 148
Eloise's POV:Kaden slits his eyes and looks at me, "Eloise," "No." I glue my feet to the ground, letting him know I am not going anywhere until he listens.Why does he want me to leave so bad?"You have to listen,"Kaden moves his gaze between me and Logan who tosses a knowing smirk my way.Kaden sighs, "Fine." He grunts.Logan gives me a nod, and I turn back to the wolf, Walter.I extend my hand, slipping it between the bars which inevitably elicits a growl from Kaden. I shoot him a glare and he does not move, but his eyes are glued to my hand, preparing for the worst.Before I can place my hand on the wolf's fur, he leaned forward, pushing his forehead onto my hand instead. The moment my fingertips brushed his fur, my eyes roll to the back of my head as I am transported to a place where my feet is rooted to the grass. I felt my soul leave my body as visions began to flash before my eyes in nanoseconds, but I feel as if I am right there.I blink, opening my eyes slowly. When I look
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 147
Eloise’s POV:The cells is probably the filthiest place in the pack house. While everything above these old cages are filled with luxurious pieces from floor to the damn ceiling, everything down here gathers dust and filth. What’s more, I feel like the prisoners here were plucked and tossed into the pit of the abyss, never to be seen or heard from again. And it reeks of blood and feces that can never be seen clearly as not a single ray of sunlight touches these dark cells.Is this what the rumors were all about when they labeled Kaden as the notorious, merciless alpha ever known?I can’t believe this. I can’t believe him.I step towards the cell Logan has brought me to see, and I duck my head to see the same wolf who took my side unexpectedly that day I was attacked in the forest.“Hello,” I speak out, trying to reach him. He was still in wolf form, curled up facing the far wall.“Can I talk to you just for a second?” As my eyes focus on his form, I furrow my brows when I see blood co
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146Eloise’s POV:Shaking my head, I hold back angry tears before they rise to the surface. The hallway is wrapped in suffocating silence, which also means he did not follow after me.Good. If he really wants my trust, he would let me wallow in my regret for ever coming back here in the first place. I swallow the lump in my throat, and walk faster before turning around the corner.The next moment, I slam into a hard chest that has me stumbling backwards, and I lose balance. I brace myself for the fall as I feel my body leaning back. I squeeze my eyes shut knowing this has got to hurt but surprise fills me when a hand wraps around my waist and my back hits something hard. And that is not the cold, tiled floor of this ridiculous mansion of a pack house.“Look who finally woke up,” a deep chuckle resounded in my ear, and I blink my eyes open.“Logan,” He flashes me his handsome smile and places me gently back on my feet.“You scared the shit out of me,” I chuckle, unable to hide the ne
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 145
Eloise's POV:I groan, blinking rapidly. My mind is in a whirlwind of complicated emotions as I try to figure out where the hell I am. The last thing I remember was the sound of growling and snarling as a fight breaks loose all around me. Rogues. And one I couldn't seem to get off my pounding head.The wolf with blue eyes.He helped me. My head whips up so fast and I gasp when I remembered everything that had happened so far.And that scent that engulfed me while my body felt like it was flying in the air, lingered close. Logan.He saved me, didn't he?"You're awake." My head snaps to my right as a shiver snakes down my throbbing, aching pussy. It hurts so bad. And I'm not even exaggerating it.The voice had broken out so close right next to me, before I was even aware of his dark figure leaning against the wall and his arms crossed against his chest."Kaden," I blow out a breath as I take him all in. His hair sat a sexy mess on top of his head, looking like he'd run his fingers thr
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 144
Kaden’s POV:‘Alpha, we found her.’ The pack link split through my head. The words sending an instant relief through me and I come to a screeching halt after running for miles for hours. If I were being honest, the run was driving me crazy.Eloise isn’t in any condition to be wandering around outside the pack house. Hell, she shouldn’t even be one foot away from her bed.Everyone knows that she-wolves mated to Alphas turn extremely weak after their Alpha mate successfully broke their heat. Eloise does not just happen to be my mate, but she is also Alpha by blood. In terms of sex drive, Alpha females are on par, or they might even exceed an Alpha’s sex drive. She may not remember everything from the past three days she had gone into extreme heat, but I had kept my eye on her and could say she had the drive of two she-wolves combined. Her wolf took that opportunity and dominated me in every way and I let her. And fuck, did I relish every singly moment of it.She was beautiful as when sh
