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Eloise’s POV:My vision doubles as I whirl around, wondering who the hell slapped me and what for. I blink, shaking my head and wobbling on my feet.“You little sl*t!” someone sneers.Blinking, I squint and instantly recognize the face of the woman standing in front of me. Amanda, a middle-aged woman who is also our valet, was glaring daggers at me like I’ve did her terribly wrong, leaving me rather confused. She’s never looked this angry at me before.“Slacking on your first day? The Alpha will surely hear about this,” she snaps, and I stare at her. “Excuse me?” I furrow my brows, wondering what’s gotten into her. She never talked to me like this before?Amanda scoffs. I notice the omegas starting to gather around us, mumbling amongst each other.“Playing dumb now, are we?” she sneers, making me more confused.“What are you talking about? I just need to get back to my room,” I groan, clearly not understanding why she’s keeping me here on my feet when I needed to get to bed. My injur
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Eloise’s POV:All day I worked, cleaning here and there, tidying up things I never noticed even existed when I’ve lived in this pack house my entire life. Somehow, I didn’t hate it. It provided a distraction while I wrap my head around the fact that there’s a werebaby growing inside me. And the fact that I now have to decide how I’m going to raise him or her alone since the father obviously wanted nothing to do with me. Yet, I couldn’t imagine having a family without a father figure. Growing up, I always dreamed of finding my mate, getting married, and of course, doing everything together as a team. My parents gave me the best childhood I could possibly have, and now I’d hate for my child to grow up not having that. I meant to use the house telephone to call his number. But I get dirty looks every time I go anywhere near it. So as soon as I return to my room, I decided to give him a call. Wiping the mirror for the last time, I let out a tired breath. This is my last chore before lun
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Kayden’s POV:My phone rings, but I ignore it. I haven’t picked up a call from anyone these days. I just didn’t want to. ‘Yeah, ironic how you keep your phone in your pocket at all times,’ I roll my eyes. ‘Even now you are waiting for her to call. Admit it!’ I grit my teeth but choose not to reply. It will only make everything worse. That was my wolf Rictus.I am currently driving on the way back from the conference. If Alyssa or what’s her name hadn’t been so damn silent the entire drive, she and my wolf would have driven me to the brink of insanity. He wouldn’t shut up since I rejected our mate. Insisting on taking her back, wanting to know her side of the story and what she has to say about the scandal. Which is just ridiculous. Why the fuck should I care? Even if she somehow got a story to tell, that doesn’t erase the fact that she still got herself knocked down, naked, might I tell you, in front of that man! And she doesn’t look like she’s fighting back! ‘Now how could you be
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Eloise’s POV:The phone beeps as I end my voice message, hoping it would go through and he’d call me back. I just need to talk to him. One second of his time. One second to let him know I carry his pup. That’s all I need.Tucking the phone away, I let out a sigh. My stomach grumbles. Having not eaten all day since breakfast, I’m practically starving. My hopes for getting any food at all was crushed when the cook took one look at me, her face turning into an expression of disgust. Before I could even ask her anything, she went ahead and told me there was nothing left for me there. So instead, I am left here forced to daydream about food. Looking in, I try to call out to my wolf. But like the last time, I get no response. Yet I know she’s still in there, I could feel her, so why doesn’t she want to come out? I wonder, worrying about my wolf instead of my grumbling stomach.I was about to try talking to my wolf again when the door opens, and my eyes dart to it, thinking it was my father
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Eloise’s POV:A week passed, and I’m still working as an omega in my own pack, and the very house I once lived carefree in. I never thought working as a maid would be so torturous, as the pack typically come in breakfast, lunch, and dinner to be served. I was one of the helpers in the kitchen, and I’ve been coming out often to serve the food myself. Curiously, none of them uttered a word about me working here as an omega, stripped off my own title, my birthright as the future alpha, while also carrying the child of my father’s biggest enemy. They don’t know that, all they know is that I’m pregnant. And they probably think it’s someone else’s kid and not my mate’s.Apparently, the pack’s silence was brought forth by my mother, who was once a warrior herself and highly respected within the pack. Hence, why Amanda was so scared when my mom confronted her. She never once spoke a word to me after, and instructed another omega to tell me my duties. Yet despite working here as an omega I ca
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Eloise’s POV:Waking up, the first thing I hear is the sound of beeping monitors echoing all around me. I groggily wake up, and pinch my brows as the light temporarily blinds me.“Eloise,” a voice.My head spins, yet I couldn’t seem to focus on one thing when I hear my name being called.“Eloise,” there it is again. This time, I manage to take a better look of my surroundings, my vision becoming better. As soon as I gather my bearings, I find that I am being watched by the pack doctor, who was sitting writing something down on a board. His brows knit.I groan, “What happened?”Sitting up, I try to recall the events prior and how the hell I ended up here.“The bleeding stopped,” he says, and my eyes widen. “Don’t worry, your baby is fine,” His words had me snapping up to look at him.“What?”He continues to scribble something down while I stare wide-eyed at him, unable to believe something bad might have happened to my baby. It was then my mind flashed back to that crazy woman Amanda.
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Eloise’s POV:I did what my mother told me and busted my ass working all day. Thankfully, none of the omegas approached me this time. If anything, they looked rather scared, and avoid eye contact with me when they could. Anyway, it’s exactly how I wanted my day to go. My father, as usual, pays no attention to me as he passes by me scrubbing the floor. I couldn’t bear to look at his face knowing he’ll only look at me with nothing but disgust.Time flies, and night finally comes. I wait in my room for something to happen, and when it strikes nine o’clock, my door suddenly swings open and I gasp, looking at it. The next moment, Finn the pack doctor walks in in his usual sparkly white coat and glasses. When he removed them, I was shocked to see his face. He was really handsome, past the glasses, tall with a broad figure with his blonde hair and piercing blue eyes.He looks at me sitting up on the bed.“Come with me,” he orders, surprising me with his strong tone.Nevertheless, I jump out
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Kaden’s POV:How could I have been so stupid? I was stupid to think I could replace her that easy. Stupid to think any woman could just be my mate. Alyssa is an omega. The day she learns to become luna is the day pigs and cows fly. What fucking pisses me off the most, is that I felt nothing for her. That night, I didn’t fuck her. I hesitated, and every time I do that means I didn’t fucking want it. Somehow I think she saw through my words, and she politely nodded her head and said nothing the entire drive back. It was kind of embarrassing, yet she doesn’t seem to mind. If anything, she seemed more understanding than judging. Alyssa is a good girl, and not in a sexual way. I was sitting across my table in the office, working on getting some documents signed. My wolf scoffs, but I continue to ignore him as in the past few days, he never stopped bitching me out for rejecting our only mate. ‘You stupid asshole, you’d think a woman will distract you, but that’s not enough, and you b
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151Eloise’s POV:The sight of him being vulnerable, losing control beside me makes my heart clench. As I watch his lower lip tremble, I couldn’t help but feel guilty. It felt like stealing a part of his life. One I can never give back.A lump forms in my throat. I swallow, instantly feeling the dryness of it in my tongue as I drown in my own guilt.“They’re beautiful,” he says finally, his voice hoarse. “F*cking beautiful,” he chuckles, wiping the tears off his face as if to get a grip.I nod, “They are,”Kaden takes his eyes off the screen for a minute and looks at me. I bite the inside of my cheeks, holding his gaze. There is an intensity in it that made knots in my stomach. For a moment, I forgot how to breathe.Until he rips his gaze away and I let out a breath.“Are there more?” he asks, in a gut-wrenchingly polite way. His eyes move between our triplets back and forth.I press my lips in a line, and we both focus on the screen before I show him other pictures of them growing up
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 150
Eloise’s POV:We make our way back to the grounds. I’m relieved Kaden at least saw through the wolf for who he is. A man, and for years, he’d been lost after losing his mate and unborn pup. I couldn’t even begin to imagine how he felt that day, when the rogues clamped their teeth around her belly and ripped it out of her. Even now, outside that memory, I can see it. All the blood, and his hands covered in Maya’s blood and his unborn pup’s, makes my heart break.I couldn’t imagine my life without my pups. They are everything, and I would give my last breath for them in a blink.Still, the anguish and excruciating pain he felt was devastating. He lost everything, and I couldn’t help but feel, in some way, how it must have felt for Kaden.I glance at Kaden walking by my side. He had been awful silent for a while ever since Walter shifted. I noted the shock on his face, but his lips had been sealed shut.Logan left to run some errands, but before he left he winked at me and smiled, earnin
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 149
Kaden’s POV:Eloise’s body is flush against mine. I could feel Logan’s piercing gaze glare holes into the back of my head, but he’s the last thing I should worry about right now. I’ve just witnessed my mate search through a rogue’s memory, which is near to impossible, unheard of. I can tell by the way her eyes rolled to the back of her head. Also by the way the wolf whimpered and his eyes flicker like his life had flashed before him. And also because Rictus told me.But how could this be? Even Rictus have no idea. But something else stirs inside me, unsettled.Eloise sobs into my chest. Her body shaking uncontrollably.I lift her chin with my finger, whispering sweet nothings into her ear before she lifts her eyes, locking onto mine.“Tell me,” I rasp, “What did you see?”Her bottom lip quivers before she finally speaks, and proceeds to tell me everything. Apparently, this wolf right here is beta to some unknown pack. And her pregnant mate was attacked by rogues who had the unquenchab
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 148
Eloise's POV:Kaden slits his eyes and looks at me, "Eloise," "No." I glue my feet to the ground, letting him know I am not going anywhere until he listens.Why does he want me to leave so bad?"You have to listen,"Kaden moves his gaze between me and Logan who tosses a knowing smirk my way.Kaden sighs, "Fine." He grunts.Logan gives me a nod, and I turn back to the wolf, Walter.I extend my hand, slipping it between the bars which inevitably elicits a growl from Kaden. I shoot him a glare and he does not move, but his eyes are glued to my hand, preparing for the worst.Before I can place my hand on the wolf's fur, he leaned forward, pushing his forehead onto my hand instead. The moment my fingertips brushed his fur, my eyes roll to the back of my head as I am transported to a place where my feet is rooted to the grass. I felt my soul leave my body as visions began to flash before my eyes in nanoseconds, but I feel as if I am right there.I blink, opening my eyes slowly. When I look
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 147
Eloise’s POV:The cells is probably the filthiest place in the pack house. While everything above these old cages are filled with luxurious pieces from floor to the damn ceiling, everything down here gathers dust and filth. What’s more, I feel like the prisoners here were plucked and tossed into the pit of the abyss, never to be seen or heard from again. And it reeks of blood and feces that can never be seen clearly as not a single ray of sunlight touches these dark cells.Is this what the rumors were all about when they labeled Kaden as the notorious, merciless alpha ever known?I can’t believe this. I can’t believe him.I step towards the cell Logan has brought me to see, and I duck my head to see the same wolf who took my side unexpectedly that day I was attacked in the forest.“Hello,” I speak out, trying to reach him. He was still in wolf form, curled up facing the far wall.“Can I talk to you just for a second?” As my eyes focus on his form, I furrow my brows when I see blood co
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 146
146Eloise’s POV:Shaking my head, I hold back angry tears before they rise to the surface. The hallway is wrapped in suffocating silence, which also means he did not follow after me.Good. If he really wants my trust, he would let me wallow in my regret for ever coming back here in the first place. I swallow the lump in my throat, and walk faster before turning around the corner.The next moment, I slam into a hard chest that has me stumbling backwards, and I lose balance. I brace myself for the fall as I feel my body leaning back. I squeeze my eyes shut knowing this has got to hurt but surprise fills me when a hand wraps around my waist and my back hits something hard. And that is not the cold, tiled floor of this ridiculous mansion of a pack house.“Look who finally woke up,” a deep chuckle resounded in my ear, and I blink my eyes open.“Logan,” He flashes me his handsome smile and places me gently back on my feet.“You scared the shit out of me,” I chuckle, unable to hide the ne
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 145
Eloise's POV:I groan, blinking rapidly. My mind is in a whirlwind of complicated emotions as I try to figure out where the hell I am. The last thing I remember was the sound of growling and snarling as a fight breaks loose all around me. Rogues. And one I couldn't seem to get off my pounding head.The wolf with blue eyes.He helped me. My head whips up so fast and I gasp when I remembered everything that had happened so far.And that scent that engulfed me while my body felt like it was flying in the air, lingered close. Logan.He saved me, didn't he?"You're awake." My head snaps to my right as a shiver snakes down my throbbing, aching pussy. It hurts so bad. And I'm not even exaggerating it.The voice had broken out so close right next to me, before I was even aware of his dark figure leaning against the wall and his arms crossed against his chest."Kaden," I blow out a breath as I take him all in. His hair sat a sexy mess on top of his head, looking like he'd run his fingers thr
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 144
Kaden’s POV:‘Alpha, we found her.’ The pack link split through my head. The words sending an instant relief through me and I come to a screeching halt after running for miles for hours. If I were being honest, the run was driving me crazy.Eloise isn’t in any condition to be wandering around outside the pack house. Hell, she shouldn’t even be one foot away from her bed.Everyone knows that she-wolves mated to Alphas turn extremely weak after their Alpha mate successfully broke their heat. Eloise does not just happen to be my mate, but she is also Alpha by blood. In terms of sex drive, Alpha females are on par, or they might even exceed an Alpha’s sex drive. She may not remember everything from the past three days she had gone into extreme heat, but I had kept my eye on her and could say she had the drive of two she-wolves combined. Her wolf took that opportunity and dominated me in every way and I let her. And fuck, did I relish every singly moment of it.She was beautiful as when sh
My Luna, My Son, My Regret 143
Eloise’s POV:I have never seen eyes that glowed like that before, nor have I ever seen wolves, rogues at that, bearing the same eye color.‘Be careful, Eloise.’ My wolf warned me. As I thought, not even Adeline could tell how the hell these rogues turned out the way they are.They exuded a strange aura, the same but strong aura none of them should be able to possess. As a matter of fact, once a wolf turned rogue, their aura ought to be diminished little by little. And by the time they had turned feral and completely lost their sanity, their auras should have been as good as gone.But these rogues…Their aura is surprisingly strong, which was in itself impossible.I gave my wolf a nod of acknowledgement just before the largest wolf lunged right at me. Just in time, my body reacted and I ducked my head, sprinting forward, but the action caused enough pain shooting through my body and I winced.Ignoring the pain, I attacked the largest wolf just as it turned around to bare its sharp tee
