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Too hard to say Goodbye

Author: Lyra's Pen
last update Last Updated: 2024-03-10 14:25:45

I don't think you should leave." Grace spoke as she held my hair backward while I retched into the toilet bowl. Her words unsettled my stomach and I felt another wave of puke threatening to spill out if I wasn't careful so I shook my head slowly.

"What do you mean by no? You do know that I mean well right? How would you say that you want to leave in this condition? At least, I can't be free to release you, I don't know what anyone else is saying." She said and I stared at her. Why was she yelling into my eardrums? I was pretty sure that she was thinking of a way to probably bundle me to the doctor's unfortunately, she couldn't do that.

"See, Ember, I..."

" Think that I should be left alone for a minute, please. I can't deal with this right now." I replied and retched again.

I sighed as she passed me a paper towel which I dabbed my mouth with, flushed the bile, and finally rose.

I was lightheaded and my legs felt like jelly. They couldn't support my weight. I touched the wall for sup
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