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Ten Steps Backward

Author: Lyra's Pen
last update Last Updated: 2024-05-11 22:08:01

Ember's POV

Oh my goodness, what have I done to myself?' I soliloquized and I paced my room. How could I allow Xander to have sex with me again? I was a betrayer and my heart condemned me already.

Meanwhile, my wolf was having the time of her life enjoying and making sure that she didn't change a thing. "Why are you fussing over nothing?" She replied and I stilled.

If I could see her personally, I would have made sure that she received some slap from me. What the hell was she on about? I had cheated on my husband. It was still tolerable when I hadn't gone physical with Xander.

I just imagined what would happen if Trent found out. If he was going to forgive me for paternity fraud before, with this, I was sure that I had been condemned to the deep abyss. I was so weak and tired and I was feeling like something had left my soul. I didn't even want to talk about the way I was feeling very attached to Xander.

This was a curse and it's sad that I was chosen to bear it. If I could turn back
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