Why do you hate me?

Meera ~

"You killed me, Meera. You didn't care for my love, you killed me, ruined every happy aspect of my life, now it's time you die and rot in hell".

I felt my breath got stuck in my chest, and I couldn't breath, all I could see and hear was my sister's voice who is hell bent on killing me.

Tears streamed down from the corner of my eyes, I couldn't breathe, I tried to remove the hand which was choking me but I failed.

Seconds by seconds my breathing laboured and shortened and I could feel my death near, in front of my eyes.

Suddenly , my throat got released, and I take long intakes of air, trying calm myself from near death experience.

"I hate you, so much Meera" I heard the familiar female voice of my ex best friend, her head was on my chest and she was sobbing.

"I know, and I desrve it" I said and stroked Raya's hair. I have no explanation to justify what I did to her. I am terrible person and a bad human being.

Maybe that's why what happened to me, was my fault. Because I