"Dianna, I'm pregnant!" I was clutching my chest when my office door slammed, as Chelsea handed me a pregnancy test with a positive result. My eyes widened.
"Oh my gosh! It's definitely good news, Chelsea. I'm happy for you and Dave." "Congratulations!" I added and returned the pregnancy test to her. She was happy to sit in the chair in front of my table. "Does Dave already know?" "Actually, not yet. I just found out, and I'm still thinking of a way to make it unique when I tell him." "You're the type who will really cry when he finds out!" "Dianna, I'm really happy. I mean, it's a different feeling when you find out you're going to be a Mommy soon." I saw the glow on her face and smiled. She was so happy, it's too obvious. Well, who wouldn't? "I'm sure that no matter how you tell your husband that, his smile will reach heaven." Her gaze became even wider, her eyes seemed to contain stars. "Oh, I'm sure of that too! How many times have we been rocked, and finally now it was worth it for him to put fireworks inside me." She laughed, and I laughed too. "Yes, you are the happy one. And because of that, I will announce the good news to the whole team so we can celebrate." "I like that! Well, let's change the topic..." "How about you and Lucas, when do you plan to have a child?" I was dumbfounded. In the three years we've been married, we haven't really talked about having a child, but it never leaves my mind, because it's also one of my dreams. "Hm, we haven't talked about it yet, because of work. I also don't want to talk about it because he certainly won't be able to pay attention either, especially since he has a lot of projects that need to be finished." "Why don't you try? I mean, Lucas is a man. Doesn't he at least caress you?" "Don't tell me even when it's sexy time you forget to do it?" I winced, because what she said seemed to slap me. "Oh, why can't you talk there anymore? Nah, Dianna! It's supposed to be a couple, the warmth doesn't go away in bed." "You're really funny, of course I really want to have a child. The truth is that I have been thinking about it for the past few days." "That's right! Come home early later, don't waste the days. If Lucas doesn't want an outdoor adventure, maybe he wants an indoor adventure." "Maybe your husband want a kind of rides on Dianna Rodriguez, top!" I couldn't stop laughing at what she said, but at the end I also smiled. It was almost six in the evening, and now I thought of going home early, maybe after I signed the remaining documents on my desk. When I came home, as usual, Lucas was still not there, which was not surprising because he often worked overtime at his job. Since he wasn't there yet, I thought of resting first. While sitting alone I can't stop my mind from wandering, especially in silence. I just now realized that in recent times the warmth seems to have disappeared in our relationship. I also blame myself for why every time he becomes distant from me I don't do anything.Deep inside, I also felt a little jealous when Chelsea told me that she was going to have a child. Dave and Chelsea have only been married for a year, they both have jobs, but they are ahead of us in starting a family. Only a few minutes later, I heard the horn of Lucas' car. I quickly stood up from my seat and greeted him happily. And tonight I didn't let what I wanted to say to him slip from my mind. It's already past 9:00 in the evening. We are now both laying on our bed with his laptop on his stomach, typing furiously. I can hear the music blasting through the headphones he wore something that he didn't usually put on. I smiled and then held him close, and motioned for him to take off his headphones, which he did. "Why?" he asked me listlessly, while his eyes were still focused on the laptop. "Honey..." I gently caressed his arm. "I just thought that I wanted to start a family. Ahm...I want us to have a child." I hugged his arm, but he slowly removed it and when our eyes met, his meeting eyebrows did not escape my eyes. "Dianna, we've talked about this before, haven't we? I want to give you everything, you know that. That's why I can't put my work aside." "My career is still in its unstable status. I want everything in my business to be in order first so that our future is secure. And I can't do that if I focus on other things." I swallowed and slightly pulled away from him, as if something pierced my heart. While thinking about the dream of having a child that I can hold in my arms squeezes my heart. "But, Lucas..." there was more pleading in the tone of my voice. "We're not getting any younger. I want to have a family with you. There's probably nothing wrong with what I'm saying because we've been married for three years." He took a deep breath as he closed his laptop. "Dianna, I promise you that when my job is stable, we'll get to where we want to be. But for now, I am really sorry but I can't give what you're asking for." As my shoulders slumped, I felt the corners of my eyes heat up. I really want to have a child, but I also know that I can't force Lucas into this kind of situation, because I want our child to be the result of our love and not just because I forced him. "I-I understand you, Lucas. I'm not forcing you, I just want you to know that my dream of having a child is important to me, so that our marriage can be even more colorful." "Don't be sad, Dianna. Just be patient and wait. I promised that we will make that dream come true. Alright?" "Let's go to sleep and I'm tired too." I only smiled and nodded at him. And as I lay by his side I just quietly let my tears fall.He gently strokes my back as I lay down in bed, holding me close. His lips move down to the crook of my neck as his hand moves up and down my bare thigh. "Oh, Lucas..." "I want to make you happy, Dianna. I want to give you a child." His soft lips continued to caress my neck, down to my chest. "You're so beautiful, honey." My body arched, when I started to feel 'him' in my womanhood. "It makes me want you even more." My fingers dig into his shoulders as his mouth presses against mine passionately. My heart races in a rush and I feel like crying out with happiness as he pushes me onto my back with a kiss so powerful. "Ohhh, L-Lucas..." I closed my eyes, I bit my lip when I felt his length. My body trembled, as he continued his movement, his lips could not be removed from my chest. We exchanged hot kisses and deep moans until I felt the heat that came from him take over my being. "Mmm..." I slowly opened my eyes because of the strong sunlight coming from the window in our room. I
"I-I'm sorry, Dianna." He stopped and faced me. My forehead furrowed as he stepped closer to me. "Sorry?" "Dianna, please don't make it a big deal." I felt the weight of my feelings. "Don't make it a big deal? Lucas, it is a big deal! I can't believe you, for the first time you didn't remember my birthday." I wiped the tears from my cheeks. "Excuse me, will I be too dramatic if I say that I am in pain today because my husband just forgot that one of the days that is important to me?" He put down the bag and then came closer to me, then he held and gently caressed my hands. "I'm sorry alright? I just lost my mind because of the amount of work I do at work." My lips trembled, even if I wanted to accept his reason right away, I couldn't because he had already hurt me. "Is it really just your job, huh, Lucas?" I noticed that he was stunned, but now he touched both of my cheeks. "O-Of course, Dianna. I just forgot now, didn't I? And I regret that I forgot your birthday. I really do.
"May I know your name?" I already turned my back at him when I heard him ask that, causing me to face him again. "By the way, I'm Dylan. I am a new investor here at Rodriguez company," he extended his right hand while introducing himself to me. "Oh, so you are one of my husband's new co-worker then. I am her wife, Dianna," I also introduced myself with a soft smile, shaking his hand lightly. "Wow! I am a bit disappointed. I thought you were my soulmate already." My lips parted for a moment, but later I just laughed at what he said. "Just kidding! It's really good to meet the beautiful wife of our Mr. Rodriguez." He flashed me another charming smile which made me blush slightly. "Thank you, I must admit, you are quite handsome yourself." He let go off my hand and chuckled. "Well, I have to thank you for the compliment. I mean, I have always heard that you're quite the beauty. You know, I also know your father. He's an amazing CEO of one of your companies somewhere in New York, ri
As the sun started to go down, I picked all my things as I was preparing to go home. Lucas promised me just this morning that he'll go home earlier from work, so that we can have our celebration of our anniversary later night. And I want to make more efforts for this, because I noticed how he also does his best every year to make this day memorable, sweet and full of love.As I opened the door of my office I was shocked to see Chelsea there with some of my staff. "Opps! You are not going home yet, Dianna. Remember, we are going to celebrate my pregnancy!" Chelsea said in excitement. I scratched my senses, I almost forgot. "Let's celebrate at the bar, tonight!" she added enthusiastically, the others agreeing. "At the bar? Why there, Chelsea. Don't tell me—" "No worries, because we'll just dance there, drink juice, no wine. Kill joy is forbidden, we shouldn't miss it." "Guys, Chelsea, I have something to tell you," I tentatively began. "Tonight is actually our anniversary. Hmm...
I called him several times, but if I couldn't contact him, he turning off his cell phone. The food had lost its heat, the candles had been consumed by the fire, but I didn't even see his shadow until I fell asleep. I just woke up to a noise I heard from the garage. I stood up in a hurry, and then I ran the distance so I could look through the window and that's when I saw him getting out of the car. The front door opened, and my pulse quickened as I stood there, waiting. He entered, tired and the expression on his face seemed indescribable. He glanced at me, and then gave me a tired smile. "W-Why are you are late again, Lucas?" My feelings were filled with dread. I'm afraid that what came out of his mouth is the reason that he forgot again, especially since this morning he promised to come home early. "Happy Anniversary, honey..." he greeted. He approached me, hugged me for a moment and then put down the things he was carrying. I felt a lump in my throat, but there was something
"O-Of course not, honey." He grabbed my wrists and held them softly. "Then how can you explain this necklace? Why should it be R.D?" I glared at him angrily, trying to hold my anger. "Alright. I bought that necklace. The truth is that I should have given it to you, as my gift for our anniversary. About the engraved R.D letters, it's just a mistake." "That's really for you, but because of the wrong initials, I just decided not to give it. I just think that you might not like it, Dianna." I kept my mouth shut. My grip on the necklace loosened. "Oh my g-gosh..." The anger I was feeling gradually subsided. "I'm sorry, I-I just thought—" "You thought that I'm having an affair?" I looked up at him again, so our eyes met. "Honey, I'm loyal to you. You know that..." I swallowed, ashamed of my reaction. I shouldn't have thought ill of him. "...and you're really important to me. I love you, Dianna, so let's not bring this kind of topic anymore. Okay?" He kissed my temple as I hugged hi
Only the noise coming from the air conditioner and the sound of tapping on the laptop prevailed in the living room. After I fixed the rest of the work and I walked towards Lucas, who was not looking at his laptop screen but at his cell phone. "Um, honey..." "Hmm?" "I have something to tell you," I began weakly. I just can't help but be nervous because he often doesn't like me going to far away places without him. "What is that, Dianna?" I stood behind him and then massaged him. "Chelsea and I are going on a party on Monday. It's grandma Epang's birthday, is it okay if I go? Her cousin is also with us..." I suddenly hesitated. I thought she might be upset when she found out we were with a boy. "Then go, Chelsea is with you." I smiled and sat next to her. "Really? You agree even if you can't go with me?" He looked at me, and let out a soft but charming laugh. "Why do you seem shocked by what I said?" "Ahm, I'm just not good at it. You used to not agree, especially when I
I put my hair in a bun as I continued cleaning our room. I want this room to be perfect before he arrives, cause this is the place we will start to fulfill our plan to have our own family. Opened the window and smiled at the steamed window inside the room. The joy I feel is strange, because Lucas will be home in just three days. It's like I didn't realize the months had passed. I can really feel that my dream to have a child with my husband Lucas, will soon be fulfilled. I can totally imagine now how it's gonna be like having kids of our own. The way it has to feel to walk into our home as the parents of a kid would surely be amazing. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard my cell phone ring. I wiped a few beads of sweat from my forehead, also some dust from my hand and then I checked who texted. What I thought was Lucas' name turned out to be an unknown number. I was surprised, it was not familiar to me. "Who is that?" I whispered to myself. Out of curiosity I opened
I don't know exactly how I will feel. My cheeks were wet when I stopped my car in the garage of the house. It took a long time before I got out of here because until now I feel like heaven and earth have thrown me down. I washed my face. I couldn't stop crying especially since Dylan was completely gone from me, he didn't even know that we were going to have our first baby. I know it's all my fault why he broke up with me. I can't blame him for that. Even if I want to follow him to Hong Kong, I don't want to be selfish again. Maybe it would be better if he was far away from me for now so he wouldn't get hurt anymore. My shoulders slumped as I stepped into the front door of the house. I opened it, then hit the light switch. My eyes rolled, my lips parted and it trembled again when I saw who the man was standing there, holding flowers, while he opened one of his arms. "D-Dylan!" I ran towards him and then hugged him tightly. "I'm sorry...I'm really sorry. P-Please, don't le
I took a deep breath, as I decided to call him. It is just so stupid of me to believe that I can handle the fact that I will no longer have someone like Dylan Rios in my life. But then, despite the multiple attempts to call him, I didn't get a chance to reach him again. It was a night filled with remorse. I was leaning on the end of my bed with a box on top of my thigh where Dylan and I kept some of our photos that we had taken in New York and other countries where we had vacationed. In a cemetery where my unborn child is buried in, I put down my head and slowly caresses his tombstone. Sadness drew in my heart. "Sorry baby..." "Your Mom had been a monster. I'm a fool to think that you'll be proud of me in heaven. Maybe you're already embarrassing me there." I laughed bitterly, while I can feel the corner of my eyes hiding a tears older. "Your father hurt me so much, and the pain he inflicted on me grew into anger, and those emotions turned me into something I didn't want to
"Am I really the one in your heart or it is still your ex-husband?" he asked me sadly. "Dylan, it's true—" His shoulder went down and wiped his tear-soaked cheek. "I promised you that I will support you in everything, that I will not leave you." I see the pain the way he looked at me. He knew how much my heart was broken—he saw my scars yet he still tried to comfort me. But I am the one who is hurting the person who saved me. "A-And I'm really sorry, Dianna..." Another tear fell from my eyes. I held him in his arms again. "Sorry because I can't fulfill my promise anymore. I love you so much, you know that. But it hurts so much." "It's painful to see that the person you love still can't completely forget the man who just hurt him. It's painful to love a woman who doesn't seem to be done loving the first man she loved more than me." "It's hard to compete. It's so damn hard, Dianna." "N-No, Dylan..." I hugged him tightly, and I felt his shoulders tremble. "Let's stop making t
I continued to made them suffered. Every day my tiredness is relieved whenever I hear about them having difficulties.From a nice house to a cheap motel they are living. But of all the things that happened to them, the news that Roxanne stole something from a popular shop is the one I will never forget. Those are just some of the evidences that they are really suffering. "Nanny, who is that?" I asked, after I came out of my work office in my house and heard some yelling. "Ma'am, there are two people that are struggling to talk to." My forehead furrowed. I glanced at the watch on my hand. It's nine o'clock in the evening. "Alright, nanny. I'll take care of it." I walked towards the door and found Lucas and Roxanne still arguing. "What are you doing here? It's late at night, aren't you ashamed of my neighbors and you're still fighting here?" "I told you, Lucas. We shouldn't be coming here! Do you think this woman can help us, especially since she's the cause of all the troubl
I'm on my way to my company. Today I plan to focus on my important meetings with new investors. I glanced at my watch again, there was probably an hour left before I got to the company.When I returned my gaze to the road again, my driving slowed down as I noticed the crowd and the traffic on the other side of the road."What's up?" I whispered to myself. I opened the window and then I saw a familiar car. It was Lucas' prized possession, a symbol of his former wealth. I put my car aside for a moment then watched Lucas fight the repo man. His face was red with anger, his voice was so high pitched that even birds flew away.He was gesturing wildly at the car, clearly desperate to stop it from being taken away. I couldn't stop laughing at what I was seeing now. The man who used to be in the news because of the achievements he received is now laughed at. Deciding to have a little fun, I got out of the car and approached the crowd. "What's — Oh, Lucas Rodriguez, is that you?" I
"To what do I owe this unexpected visit?" I met his dark look at me. I am sure he's here to urge with me again. "You are really collecting sins, Dianna. You're the reason why we're suffering today!" he said softly but firmly then held me tightly by my arm. "Let go of me, Lucas," I ordered him threateningly, but he didn't listen. "Don't you have a conscience, huh? Because of what you are doing, our daughter is also suffering." I gritted my teeth, because he didn't want to let me go, so I was the one who removed his hand from my arm. "Ah, it's so surprising that you know that word. Why, Lucas? Do you have a conscience for everything you did to me? You hadn't, so why would I give you the quiet and happy life you want if you didn't let me to have it?" "The tables have already turned. Don't you like your situation now, it's your time to shine." "I'm not kidding, Dianna." My left eyebrow rose. "Oh, why? Who said we're joking here, Lucas? We're not." I saw how his jaw darkened, the
"Mommy, mommy, I'm hungry!" I heard Reanna's cry from the speaker. I leaned back in my swivel chair and continued watching. I feel a little bad for Reanna, though I know that she doesn't have any bad things to do with me, she needs to suffer also because she's the daughter of those people who make me suffer first also. "Reanna, don't annoy me, okay? I told you to go to the kitchen. Open the refrigerator and find anything to eat there!" Reanna started to throw a tantrum."Roxanne, what's going on?" As I started to heard Lucas voice on the record, I feel more the excitement within me. "Your daughter keeps crying. Come on!" The camera feed was briefly cut off and only resumed when it covered their kitchen. I watched as Roxanne opened their refrigerator. I watched her reaction, as she saw nothing but an empty fridge, there's no even a single food there. "Shit! Lucas!" she exclaimed, like the only hope she has, even disappeared. "Lucas, come here!""Roxanne, can't you see I'm still loo
A new day greeted me. I hold in my hand the two folders where Lucas's work that should be finished is placed. It was only a few steps before I could give it to him when I saw Roxanne. "Where is that girl of yours?!" "Roxanne, don't make a scandal here." I saw how Lucas pull her on the side. I cautiously approached and hid on the side. "And why not? That Dianna is taking you away from me!" Lucas looked around before bowing slightly and approaching Roxanne. "Don't ruin my plan, Roxanne." I leaned against the wall behind me. "Just make sure, Lucas. You wouldn't want me to get mad." Lucas closed his eyes for a moment. "Yes! Just a little more time, I think her heart is really soft for me." "Oh, this! I cooked that." Lucas took it. "Alright, go now! Maybe instead of finishing my plans right away, I'll have to wait a little longer because of your preening." Roxanne glared at him and then he kissed her on the cheek before turning away from her. I was especially hidden from
I broke away for air, my breath hitched and I closed my eyes. And after some seconds our eyes met again, he kissed me deeply and I closed my eyes once more. Our tongues intertwined. The shallow kiss deepened, his body was even closer to me, which is why I was lying on the bed. He kissed me again, but this time I felt his hot tongue inside. The heat I felt flared up even more. "M-May I?" His voice even trembled when he asked me, the way he looked seemed to be asking permission for whatever he was going to do. I smiled at him and then nodded. He took my clothes off as I pulled his shirt over his head. I felt him move underneath me. We were both breathing heavily by the time he rolled us over so that I lay on top and began to fondle my breasts. I moaned and grabbed his back. "I love you, Dianna... I love you so much.." he whispered as his lips touched my neck. "I-I love you too, Dylan," I said as my breathing intensified. I understand Dylan's explanation that he can't give