68. Poison- Natalie -.I gotta pick a bone with West.That Jerk!As I am raging through the school corridor to find him, my head is throwing me warnings. It’s probably not a good idea. But I won’t be that weak spooked Natalie he met last Friday. This Friday he gotta see the fierce me.It’s probably none of my business. But I cannot stand this. I cannot ignore it this time. After looking for him in Library and counselor waiting room, Boy’s locker room is my next guess. It’s an odd time for him to be there, but I gotta see him now. So I go in there.Probably there will be o
69. Rebel- Jacob -.In the past few days, I have gotten closer to Natalie more than I expected. She has been visiting me with the excuse of games and studies. The way she was upset about her father’s reaction last week. I thought she will outright shut me down and sit in her room like a good girl. But turns out she is far from a good girl and I love it. More I talk to her, I realize she is a rebel.“All crime is legal for one hour. What do you do?” I had asked her last evening in hopes she will spill something.“Jaywalk,” she replied with glee in her eyes.“You Rebel!!” I chuckle and smack her arm.“What about you?”“hmmm… I will probably loiter beneath No Loitering sign.”That makes her giggle. She has told me many times my jokes are stupid, but I am not backing off as long as she laughs.Nowadays, it takes a sincere effort to not stare at her. Yesterday, she was wearing shorts. I couldn’t help but admire her strong runner legs. When she hugs me, I bask under the softness I feel ag
70. Paparazzi- Natalie -.When I rushed out of the locker room, I was both afraid and embarrassed. I went in there to confront West. Not to get intimidated by him. Once again, he scared me off real bad. He did it intentionally this time.I was walking with my head down. Angry and frustrated. As per his logic, I am not supposed to date his friends. But apparently, he could sleep and date mine.The Audacity.What kind of fucked up logic is that?When Jacob blocked my way and demanded an answer. I was flabbergasted. It should have annoyed me. Everybody wants to dominate me.But for some reason, I found it hot.So hot.Because it was the first time Jacob had shown me this intensity. Something different from his tender nature.The idea excited me.I have been touched many times. But never with this passion before. I have kissed other boys countless times. But never with this much intensity. His demanding kiss made my knees go weak.It was unexpected. I have never kissed anyone in front o
72. Patch Up - Natalie - . I was embracing myself for some sort of ‘You better be careful’ lecture from Mom and especially Dad. The whole day passed, and it never arrived. It gave me some confidence to invite Jacob into my room on Saturday evening. Just to hang out. Nothing sordid. “Keep the door open Natalie!” Dad had asked me. I did not. Jacob raised his eyebrow at me when I locked the door instead. “Pushing your limits, aren’t you?” I grinned. Then we kissed. and kissed.. and kissed... Neither of us had guts to remove even a layer of clothing. We knew Dad could knock and ask us to open the door at any time. It’s Sunday morning and Jacob is busy with his sudden team meeting. He had offered to join me for the quarter marathon when I told him I was running for the sake of participation and will run at a slower pace. “I don’t think you could run that far!” I remarked. “It’s 6.5 Miles!” “Of Course, I can. It’s only 6.5 Miles.” “You skate! You don’t run. I don’t think you
73. Christmas Miracle- Jacob -.Coach asked us to join at ice rink this morning. Practice notice was given last evening, out of the blue. But I know he wants to grill us.Thanks to West, our freaking captain, our team hasn’t been performing well for the coach’s satisfaction.The hell with it.Anyone can see we are playing terribly. It’s because of the invisible divide that happened a few days ago. Some teammates love the drama and take sides even when there is no point.Hockey season starts after a few weeks, two matches every month until the school session ends. I am not even sure how well West’s hand is now. If he can play by that time or not. He didn’t join us for practice last week.Coach made him sit to watch us. “Observe and suggest if the team could use better formation. Act like a captain, For God’s sake!” He had told him.West was annoyed. He probably hoped for time off from coming to practice. Too bad. But I am glad Coach was rather calm. Nobody likes him when he is in ful
74. Piggyback- Natalie -Spending time with Riley turns out to be a fun day with occasional awkward moments. I love the massive gossip info she dumps on me but resent her when she implies we will hang out in school together. She mistook my silence as yes. For some reason, I don’t object.I am sure West has put her on this. Riley is too gullible to realize West is manipulating her to get back at me. He gave me that warning and I am worried he might follow through. I don’t want to spend time with them. But I am not sure what Jacob wants. I don’t get along with them doesn’t mean Jacob has to stop talking to them too. After the marathon, She asks me about Jacob. After digging details from me she grins. “I knew It since day one!”I frown. “What do you mean since day one?”“The way he was ready to beat the shit out of David and Sam that night…” She giggles. “And… it was written all over your face too. I think that’s why Millie is so jealous of you…”“She is?” That’s news to me.“Yea… she g
75. The Bully- West -—A few days ago—.I knew I was fucked up. It never bothered me. Apple doesn’t fall from the tree after all. Why expect something different?I was friends with Natalie when she was dating Jake. Jake, the asshole, created hype for her in our team. Yea, that was the reason many of us, me included, got interested in her in the first place. It was easier for me to win her over. It didn’t bother me when some athletes made schemes to get in bed with her. I knew she was smart. Unfortunately, not smart enough to keep her distance from me. I never realized how much she was into me until that party night… When we finally stopped talking. But I had to break things off… Things were getting messier. My own troubles were enough to keep me stressed and occupied. I didn’t need pressure from Natalie too. She was too observant. It could put her in danger, so it was necessary to shut her off and maintain some distance. I thought it wouldn’t bother me.I have never been so wrong.
76. Apologies- West -.When I enter my house, a pungent smell hits my nose and makes me want to puke. As if a tiring day at school and that session with that counselor wasn’t enough to piss me off. I glance at the stinking piles of dishes and garbage lying around in the kitchen and my blood boils.“Clean up the house for God’s sake, Alfred!” I yell at my father.“And what are you supposed to do? Lazy Ass!” He howls.It’s no new sight. Especially when I am not making an effort to keep this place clean. I go to the living room and show him my wrist wrapped in warm bandages. He goes quiet. He probably forgot, just like he forgets everything these days.