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2021-07-17 04:48:28Elena's POV
I left Jonathan's office and I went into my old room and for a minute I thought I had been lost because it didn't look anything like the room that I knew, it looks like Jonathan took it up on himself to renovate the whole entire house.
I am a hundred percent sure that he hired a designer to do everything in here because everything looked great. I didn't think that he would even have clothes ready for me when he said that my bath was ready.
I went into the bathroom and I was immediately hit with a beautiful smell of Jasmine. I got out of the dirty clothes and I went into the bath I closed my eyes, the water felt amazing seeing that I hadn't had a bath in weeks.
Tonight is a special night for every one of us. We are going to be one with our wolve's. We are going to be running freely in the woods and getting in touch with out primal sides.
I used to love these nights because my father and I did our own thing. When everyone goes into the wo
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