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Love And Forgiveness

Author: Nkulie M
last update Last Updated: 2021-10-23 18:04:45

Elena's POV

So in the midst of everything that is happening I find myself caught in the middle of two men. Both with great power. Jonathan is an Alpha but importantly, he is litterally the strongest werewolf ever. 

Then there's this guy who just came into my life and changed my life in an instant. I felt something when he kissed me. Something I have never felt before well atleast not with Jonathan and it scares me. I have never been scared of my feelings before so this is very confusing.

I know that I love, I love him and there's no question about that, what I don't get is why it felt like the most natural thing to do when Edward kissed me. I don't even know what to make of it, all I know is that I don't want to hurt Jonathan.

After days of being ignored by my husband I knew that I had to find a way to talk to him. I knew that I had to make it right no matter what it took. I then knew that I had

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