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My Hatred, My Soulmate 43. So Not Damon
Serena's POVHe raises an eyebrow, gazing at me with disbelief."No, I sincerely doubt that, Serena. There is no way you are going to be stuck here and sent over here for detention without me being informed, so please just forget about this and get out, okay? Your presence is not needed here," he says firmly.I don't even know what I'm doing anymore as I quickly step forward, trying to catch his attention as he attempts to return back to the task at hand."No, I am actually serious! I am not joking. I made a very big mistake, and I kind of messed up during the test. I didn't do anything wrong, but I kind of accidentally spoke to someone, and the invigilator caught me, so he sent me here," I explain hastily.The instructor looks at me with a raised eyebrow, confusion written all over his face."Yeah, that just makes it so evident that you are lying because that kind of act doesn't warrant a level two detention. In fact,
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Serena's POVHe is now gazing at me, and I observe as his eyes trail down towards my lips while he suddenly licks his, and then that strange, powerful sensation and desire courses through my body once again, making me feel as though a vibrating force is moving through my veins, and I quickly look away from him.Oh fucking goddess, this is already becoming too much to bear.I need to get done with what I am doing here with him so I can just get out of here as fast as I can.Moreover, I think I must have already spent way more than the entire ten minutes the instructor gave to me."Okay, so I'm just going to go straight to the point and state why I'm here," I begin as quickly as I can, trying to keep my voice as low as possible."I am not here to help you or anything. I need to ask a very huge favor and I don't care if you can remain here in this detention center until probably midnight or so before you get back home. All
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I chuckle nervously as they both begin to lead me out of the school straight towards Luna's vehicle that is waiting at the garage.We all step inside quickly, and I embrace myself tightly, leaning my head against the window and gazing out without any intention of starting up any conversation.I can feel their gazes observing me intently, and I know they have a lot of questions in their heads, but nobody says anything.Yeah, that is the reason why I love my friends so much.They understand me as a person, and they know when it's time to say something and when not to say something.I just know one thing for sure.Right now, I am not in the mood to talk, and I am not in the mood to say anything.I just want to be by myself right now.And I am still thinking about that when that beautiful, gorgeous face pops up in my head once again, and it makes me groan with so much annoyance. I don't know how, but I lif
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I pick up my backpack and fling it over my shoulder before getting up and making my way straight to the entrance of the detention hall."Uhmm, hello? Excuse me, Mr. Damon, where the hell are you going? Did you perhaps lose your senses?" he asks, forcing me to stop few meters away from the entrance as I close my eyes and exhale deeply."I need to go home, Mr. Carlos."He laughs out loud and taps his palm against the table in front of him with so much disbelief in his voice."I'm seriously having a hard time trying to understand you, Damon, and I can't actually believe my eyes are witnessing this. But who the hell do you think you are? Do you think because of the powerful and strong influence of your father, you can just go on about doing anything you want without abiding by the law and think you'll just get away easy with it?"I take a deep breath and rake my fingers through my hair as I slowly turn around to look at him.
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"That doesn't answer our question," Luna interrupts, forcing me to look at both of them with frustration as I finally slap my palm against my forehead."Okay fine, since you are so adamant and stubborn. I evaded detention, okay? I just really couldn't sit back there and allow Serena to be alone back at home.""Well, she's not alone, and we are right here, so I don't think she actually needs you."I look at both of them with a heavy frown.Why the hell are they suddenly being such jerks right now?I exhale and shake my head before walking over and avoiding their presence as I stumble into the kitchen to realize that Serena is not there.I look back into the sitting room to see both of them gazing at me with their arms folded."Where is she?" I ask, but none of them replies to me, and it makes me look at them with a pleading gaze."Come on guys, are you seriously planning on hiding her from me?"
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I hear a slight knock on the door, and it makes me frown intensely as I look at it."Serena, please can you get the door open? We need to talk.""I don't want to have any such discussion with you," I reply instantly and dive into the bed, using the blanket to cover my entire body except my head."Please, Serena, okay?""What exactly do you want to discuss with me that is of much importance right now by this time?""Oh, it's actually about you, and I feel like it's something that needs to be addressed so that things don't get so complicated and hard between the both of us.""I like it complicated as it is, and I want it to be hard, so just fucking leave my life alone!"There is a very brief silence at the other side of the door, and then I hear nothing else as I finally close my eyes and exhale, trying my possible best to relax and cool off.Honestly, my prayer right now is that he has probably left or
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I chuckle the moment she says that and shake my head immediately, biting against my bottom lip."Nope, don't do that Luna. Don't do that. Don't bring up some fake stupid thoughts into my head because there is literally no way in hell that can be possible. He himself has already said that he doesn't freaking care about me.""Do you?" Cassidy hurls that powerful, sharp question at me, and I am forced to tilt my head slowly to look at her as I give her a heavy frown. She lifts up her hands in surrender."Okay, I'm sorry. My bad. I just had to ask, okay? Just for some little confirmation."I chuckle and shake my head before glancing at both of them."Well, I guess you are right about that, Luna. We actually need to talk about this, probably some other time when Damon is not around, but I can directly grant you both one thing – there is no way in hell I care about that lunatic. In fact, I hate him with every fiber of my being, and I
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