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17. Want Her So Bad

Author: Excel Arthur
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-02 02:22:20

Damon's POV

I am losing it by the day and I think I am really going mad.

“So can you give me one reason why you haven't prepared yet because I remember leaving you exactly 30 minutes ago? Are you really that slow?"

Great. Now she is trying to get me infuriated by calling me a slow tortoise.

I chuckle and shake my head before looking back at her as I bite against my bottom lip.

“That is not going to work, Serena. That is totally not going to work. I can promise you that. I was still dealing with my breakfast and I knew it wasn't a really hard job to get myself prepared. I didn't want to prepare and get down here and begin to wait for you to find myself sweating all over again so yeah, just chill and wait. I'll be back in 3 minutes."

She looks at me with a raised eyebrow, giving me a disbelieving look and I chuckle before giving her a smirk.

We haven't exactly been too close for a very long time to actually know each other's special abilities so yeah, she has every reason to be doubtful.

I smirk as I snap my fingers behind my back and just like that, everything comes to a stand still.

Yep.

I have the ability to manipulate time anyhow I want.

I walk over to her, looking at her still body, standing in front of me, gazing straight at me, motionless as I place my palm against her cheeks and brush it down to her chin.

Then I move my fingers to her beautiful soft pink lips.

Those lips are really going to look so nice wrapped tight around my cock.

Fuck!!!!!

I shake my head and continue to look into her majestic, beautiful eyes glittering with all the many stars in the galaxy.

I know I have said this before but I am so going to say this again.

She is a fucking masterpiece!!

Wouldn't it be so nice to just take off clothes right now and have my way with her to my satisfaction and then put her clothes back on and return her back to her position without her actually realizing that anything has gone amiss???

Yeah, I mean I could do that but that would just be extremely so crazy and too bad.

Nah. it won't be nice if I have my way with her without her knowing about it.

I want her to know and see and feel me and accept the fact that I am irresistible to her and no matter how hard she tries to play hard to get, she is still mine.

Yep and just like that I am finally claiming her as mine.

I am really really going crazy.

My dad must not hear about this. He is going to fucking kill me.

Let me picture how this is going to be;

“Hello Dad, so after a very long consideration, I have finally discovered that I am lusting and craving after the fucking half breed you asked me not to mate with."

I find myself laughing inwardly to myself as I shake my head and step away from her still body.

Very very very crazy.

I'm going to be a silly dead man before those words come out of my lips.

I look at her for a very short while before shaking my head and then making my way towards the guest room.

I step in and within a few minutes I am done having my bath and putting on my school uniform.

I put on some cologne and walked out of the room.

Then I came to stand directly in front of her looking at her still body, still standing in front of me where I left her previously.

I smile at her and snap my fingers, returning time back to its normal flow.

She blinks the moment she sees me standing in front of her and I watch her eyes go wide with disbelief while she shakes her head glancing at me from the crown of my head to the sole of my feet.

“Wait…how did you…” she shakes her head briskly as if she can't believe what she is seeing or as if trying to shake away a negative thought. " You never left here…how did you get your clothes back on within the blink of an eye? How did you…”

She looks completely bewildered and the sight of that just makes me smile as I hold onto the straps of my backpack and continue to examine her with a raised eyebrow.

“Now do you get what I was trying to tell you?"

She looks up at me with her lips wide apart and her eyes wide also as if not believing what she had just experienced.

This is the reaction I usually enjoy seeing whenever I reveal this special ability of mine to outsiders who are just getting to know me.

Their shocked reaction usually gives me the trills and makes me just feel so special in ways I can't quite phantom.

I fucking love it.

I can tell that she is still trying to process the entire situation with the way she continues to look at me but then I walk up over to her and place my hand against her shoulder, trying to lead her to the entrance of the building.

“Yeah I know you are surprised about this but it is not something I can explain right now so why don't we just head to school so you don't miss that test of yours.”

She reluctantly begins to move but shoves my hand away from her shoulder, giving me a hard glare and it makes me smirk.

Yeah still are stubborn as ever. I'm going to have a lot of work to do in trying to break down that ice all around her.

I look behind me to see Brian stepping out of his hiding place as he picks up his backpack from the sofa, giving me a knowing look.

Yep. due to the fact that he is one of my friends, he definitely has an idea what happened here but I really do hope he doesn't go behind my back to spill the beans to her.

I don't want her knowing about my abilities yet and I am not ready to reveal that sort of thing to her right now.

Maybe when the time is right, but not right now.

Now I am stuck, walking behind her as she makes her way towards my garage while I stare at her sexy looking behind, moving in a gracious, orderly, bouncing, manner according to her majestic steps and it makes me hard once again.

Goddess knows a time is coming when I won't be able to bear the shit no more.

In fact, why do I feel like that time has already arrived?

Because I'm fucking losing it and I don't think I'm able to deceive myself about this again.

I want her so bad. And the reason for that is still quite unknown to me.

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