“ You should've seen how engaged they were. They didn't even notice that I was there”, Esther said, her hands moving in gesture as she expressed herself. “ Oh my gosh, wait, really? That really happened?” I asked, excitement flowing through my arteries. “ For sure. Matilda here was busy dancing and drinking herself to stupor, she just didn't know what was going on”. “ Oh please”, Matilda retorted, “ I was basically doing what every normal person would do at a party, unlike someone who was busy being a live CCTV camera”, she rolled her eyes and we all laughed. “ So I'm the CCTV camera?” Esther asked, pointing to herself and still chuckling. “ Do you actually need anyone to tell you that?” I said. “ Wow, okay, okay, no problem”, she said, feigning annoyance. “ Don't worry, you are so good at what you do and we love you for that”, I said, smiling mischievously. “ Yes, and we deeply respect your passion”, Matilda added and we burst out in laughter again, our lungs explod
“ What's going on here?”, someone's voice broke the fearful silence that had already taken over my soul. “ What are you guys up to?” Coach Mbape asked, his hands resting on his tiny waist. Never have I felt so thankful that someone interrupted something that I was a part of. “ Nothing coach”, Franklin said as he let go of me, changing his voice from the dreadful one I heard few seconds ago to a childlike one - the dude must've had a multiple personality disorder or something. “ Come on, get your tiny legs on the tracks”, he said, moving his hands like a choir master as he motioned for us to move out. He called us ‘ tiny legs’ while his own legs couldn't appropriately carry his potbelly, the one that made him look so much like a pregnant woman. “ Okay coach”, I said and immediately moved away from him, taking quick steps as I headed for the door. I still felt his deadly gaze on my back, and only when I stepped on the tracks was I able to actually breath. “ Set yourselves i
Nuel's POV “ Father, I heard they would be a storm”, Mrs Athena said, clutching her Bible to her chest in that sense of self righteousness that eluded nothing but pretence. “ Really? I also heard it on the news”, Mrs Jane chipped in, also holding her Bible but not to her chest. Even though she clicked so well with Mrs Athena, she didn't wear her religion as a shield over her real self. “ Wow, what news channel? The daily news?” I asked, trying to get in flow with the conversation. “ Both the daily news and the CNN. They said it will be caused by the longshore drift from the north Atlantic Ocean, and strictly warned that we should expect it in a few days”, Mrs Jane said, laying out the news as if she was the news caster. “ That won't be good”, I said, frowning my face and wondering if I was frowning because of the storm news or because of the two women who had held me in captivity for like thirty minutes. “ I guess it will be good to also let the congregation know about it
Collins' POV It always felt stupid. To die for someone you loved, it always felt stupid to me. Even when Sam Smith released a song called “ somebody to die for”, I felt he was stupid enough to want to die for someone. Why would you want to die for anybody in the name of love? I remember watching this Asian movie: League Of Avengers; I couldn't tell if it was Korean or Chinese, but it seemed somewhere in the middle, just like I couldn't tell if Jumong or Alchemy Of Souls was Korean or Chinese. In the movie, Bi Yao, the female lead, sacrificed herself for Xiao Fan, the male lead, to save him from being killed by the leader of the righteous sect. Yes, Jesus Christ died for us; we were told, but that was different, he is God, and he was doing it to save all mankind, not some cute guy that he loved, and as I there stood on the sanctuary, in the dim darkness caused by the power shortage, and the heavy rainy noise that was accompanied with lightning and thunder, I came to understand J
In the beginning, Judaism which begot the Christian faith was a faith that was built on sacred sex. Or at least that was what one author like that was trying to say through his book. I think it was Dan Brown? Yeah, and the book was The Da Vinci Code. In the book, speaking through a fictional Harvard university scholar, he buttressed the fact that sex was a divine act through which men encountered God through the sacred feminine. That the Holy of Holies in the temple built by king Solomon not only housed God, but also his female equal known as Shekinah. He told millions of his readers that men would visit the temple and the priestesses would help them to encounter God through physical contact and bla bla bla. That all sounded stupid when I read it, so so stupid and absurd, but I had cause to doubt myself after what happened between Nuel and I right there in the chapel, in the presence of God. Everything was slow, delicate, sophisticated. He broke the kiss and slowly shut t
After His Death Collins’ POV Nuel had warned me, very sternly, to stay clear off Charles, but I was never one to listen. He had found out about my lie, that I was never Twenty-one, that I was still a child, he found out, and he ended our relationship, the one that we had while having full knowledge of who we were both in the church. I had found him attractive; father Charles. Gosh, he was attractive. A fine piece of a man that was potentially waisting in the priestly vocation, and when he showed signs of feeling the same way for me, I jumped at the opportunity and became his sugar boy. I had nothing to loose. Nuel had dumped me again and I was just so sex starved. He wasn't as good in bed as Nuel, but his performance was good, good enough to make me cum, and his beauty compensated for any other area that was lacking. But to my wildest imagination, there he laid, on the floor, in his room, drenched in the pool of his own blood. I screamed at the top of my voice, so much tha
Before his death. Collins' POV “ So what will you do if you ever catch me with another man?” I asked Nuel as I sat on his dick, riding him like a motorcycle. His two hands held my butt cheeks, helping me bounce up and down up on his dick. “ That man will have to die by my hand”, he said in the middle of his ecstasy, tightening his butt, making pretty sure that he was getting to his climax. I laughed a little, throwing my head back for a while as my palm laid on his tummy. I brought my head back, and in a moment of lust and satisfaction, I put my right hand around his neck, as if to strangle him, still rolling and twerking with his dick inside of me. “ Say it again daddy”, I said, locking eyes with him. A mischievous smile grew on his face and he let go of my butt cheeks, breathing hastily as he said, “ he will die by my hand. You are mine and mine alone”, he said, sounding so serious that it made me shudder internally for a second, but all in all, I loved it, and hearing him
Nuel’s POV I laid in bed for a few more minutes after Collins left, still feeling horny. Having sex with him could be compared to taking a walk in paradise, and nothing made me more satisfied than the fact that he was mine, totally mine. I had been the first person to penetrate him, and so far I was the only one, and that gave me immense joy. I was always a preserved person, and I never wanted to share things with people, and that included Collins. At first it was supposed to be a hookup. I was horny and didn't know who could help me satisfy my sexual desires, but then a young stud walked right into my dm, asking if I was interested, after seeing what I had posted online using a fake account. We exchanged pictures and I agreed to meet up with him. He seemed way too young and I didn't want to fall into the temptation of having a sexual relationship with a minor, so I asked him to bring his ID along. After our first encounter, I felt drawn to him, and just like that, I asked
In the beginning, Judaism which begot the Christian faith was a faith that was built on sacred sex. Or at least that was what one author like that was trying to say through his book. I think it was Dan Brown? Yeah, and the book was The Da Vinci Code. In the book, speaking through a fictional Harvard university scholar, he buttressed the fact that sex was a divine act through which men encountered God through the sacred feminine. That the Holy of Holies in the temple built by king Solomon not only housed God, but also his female equal known as Shekinah. He told millions of his readers that men would visit the temple and the priestesses would help them to encounter God through physical contact and bla bla bla. That all sounded stupid when I read it, so so stupid and absurd, but I had cause to doubt myself after what happened between Nuel and I right there in the chapel, in the presence of God. Everything was slow, delicate, sophisticated. He broke the kiss and slowly shut t
Collins' POV It always felt stupid. To die for someone you loved, it always felt stupid to me. Even when Sam Smith released a song called “ somebody to die for”, I felt he was stupid enough to want to die for someone. Why would you want to die for anybody in the name of love? I remember watching this Asian movie: League Of Avengers; I couldn't tell if it was Korean or Chinese, but it seemed somewhere in the middle, just like I couldn't tell if Jumong or Alchemy Of Souls was Korean or Chinese. In the movie, Bi Yao, the female lead, sacrificed herself for Xiao Fan, the male lead, to save him from being killed by the leader of the righteous sect. Yes, Jesus Christ died for us; we were told, but that was different, he is God, and he was doing it to save all mankind, not some cute guy that he loved, and as I there stood on the sanctuary, in the dim darkness caused by the power shortage, and the heavy rainy noise that was accompanied with lightning and thunder, I came to understand J
Nuel's POV “ Father, I heard they would be a storm”, Mrs Athena said, clutching her Bible to her chest in that sense of self righteousness that eluded nothing but pretence. “ Really? I also heard it on the news”, Mrs Jane chipped in, also holding her Bible but not to her chest. Even though she clicked so well with Mrs Athena, she didn't wear her religion as a shield over her real self. “ Wow, what news channel? The daily news?” I asked, trying to get in flow with the conversation. “ Both the daily news and the CNN. They said it will be caused by the longshore drift from the north Atlantic Ocean, and strictly warned that we should expect it in a few days”, Mrs Jane said, laying out the news as if she was the news caster. “ That won't be good”, I said, frowning my face and wondering if I was frowning because of the storm news or because of the two women who had held me in captivity for like thirty minutes. “ I guess it will be good to also let the congregation know about it
“ What's going on here?”, someone's voice broke the fearful silence that had already taken over my soul. “ What are you guys up to?” Coach Mbape asked, his hands resting on his tiny waist. Never have I felt so thankful that someone interrupted something that I was a part of. “ Nothing coach”, Franklin said as he let go of me, changing his voice from the dreadful one I heard few seconds ago to a childlike one - the dude must've had a multiple personality disorder or something. “ Come on, get your tiny legs on the tracks”, he said, moving his hands like a choir master as he motioned for us to move out. He called us ‘ tiny legs’ while his own legs couldn't appropriately carry his potbelly, the one that made him look so much like a pregnant woman. “ Okay coach”, I said and immediately moved away from him, taking quick steps as I headed for the door. I still felt his deadly gaze on my back, and only when I stepped on the tracks was I able to actually breath. “ Set yourselves i
“ You should've seen how engaged they were. They didn't even notice that I was there”, Esther said, her hands moving in gesture as she expressed herself. “ Oh my gosh, wait, really? That really happened?” I asked, excitement flowing through my arteries. “ For sure. Matilda here was busy dancing and drinking herself to stupor, she just didn't know what was going on”. “ Oh please”, Matilda retorted, “ I was basically doing what every normal person would do at a party, unlike someone who was busy being a live CCTV camera”, she rolled her eyes and we all laughed. “ So I'm the CCTV camera?” Esther asked, pointing to herself and still chuckling. “ Do you actually need anyone to tell you that?” I said. “ Wow, okay, okay, no problem”, she said, feigning annoyance. “ Don't worry, you are so good at what you do and we love you for that”, I said, smiling mischievously. “ Yes, and we deeply respect your passion”, Matilda added and we burst out in laughter again, our lungs explod
Our eyes were locked together, hunger and yearning flaming red with all rubiness. The carton of water that was thrown into the air came crashing down beside us, and yet we didn't flinch. We didn't even hear the sound of it falling to the ground, or at least we weren't listening, but it was clear that even if it had fallen on top of us, we will still not flinch, for we were both enchanted, lost in a trance. “ Are you alright”, he asked as he came back to his senses and helped me stand to my feet. “ Yes father. I'm sorry father”, I said, averting my eyes from his. I didn't want him to know that I yearned for him, I didn't want to give him the impression that I still cared, that I still wanted him, and that Ionged for his touch, his kiss, his whole being. “ Okay. That could've been fatal”, he said and walked past me, continuing on his journey to the third floor. “ Tell Patrick to come and clean off the water before someone else falls because of it”, he said to me from the stairc
Collins' POV Mr Bright. The wolf I was talking about, that was Mr Bright. He was the very antonym of his own name. Gloomy, hateful, spiteful; every other thing but bright. I bet his parents had named him Bright, praying and hoping that he will be bright, but alas, their prayers were never answered. “ In differentiating and integrating variable functions of dy/dx, the integer functions or trigonometric functions have to …………..”, he blabbered all along, making integration and differentiation seem more difficult than it actually was. Math itself was already a handful, and with Mr Bright as the teacher, I could only hope to come out with a pass. “ Guess what happened at school today?” Ella said as she gently sat on the sofa, careful enough to not spoil her recently painted nails while her face was covered with a facial mask, making her look so much like a Halloween ghost. “ What happened?” I asked, setting myself to listen to her. Omi and Michael also diverted their attentio
“ I'm sorry father”, the poor boy said, his head bent. “ Sorry for what? I asked a question which obviously needs an answer”, I said, still keeping the smile plastered on my face even though he wasn't looking at me. His checkered shirt and shorts looked good on him, with his hair that was neatly carved and combed. “ Sorry father”, he said again, seeming as if he was about to burst into tears. “ Why don't we take a seat there”, I pointed to the chair at the base of a giant crucifix statue. As we sat, I took a long look at him as we both delved in silence. He looked so much like his mother, so much that it wouldn't be debatable if it was said that his mother spat him out instead of birthing him. “ Andrew, what exactly are you sorry for?” I asked again, as gently as I could, sitting not to close but yet not too far from him. He needed his space and I knew it. “ For everything father. For watching porn, for disappointing my mother, for troubling you with my issue, for wi
Have ever been hit in the groin? Like, punched straight to it that your balls almost cracked open? Do you know that condescending, painful feeling of your lower abdomen being torn to shreds? Contracting and expanding in pain? That was exactly how I felt when my older brother checked my search history on chrome and found searches for “ pictures of naked gay men”. I walked in on him while he was scrolling the searches on my laptop, and almost as if on reflex action, I shut the laptop so hard that I almost broke the screen. But it was too late. He had seen everything, all the cockroaches in my cupboard. He never confronted me; at least not to my face, but each time I looked at him it was obvious to me that he knew, he knew about that side of me that I thought I had safely kept hidden, and trust me, it always made me feel nauseous. And after all these years, in my office, trying to do my job, I am confronted with that same feeling of nausea, feeling lightheaded and sick in