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It's We, Not You

Author: Taevya
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“Why?” Nina's questions faded each and every emotion from his face. His gaze got deprived of that tenderness with which he had been peering at her till now. Nina could not even understand the storm of emotions evoking inside him in that moment because he was perfectly capable of not letting his emotions to show on his face with his blank numbed gaze but deep inside, her question had shaken something extremely deep inside him as he knew it he would give her his answer then it would definitely make her loathe him which he didn't want in that moment somehow.

He didn't want her to hate him but he was aware that hiding the truth from her was not going to be a suitable decision in the long run. She deserved to know the truth and he should tell her about it but something inside him was stopping him from telling her the truth as he knew the truth was going to change every single thing between them.

Getting stuck in that dilemma of what he should do, Rican looked at her and found her staring
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