The wait at the hospital reception was excruciating to say the least, Vanessa has never felt so scared in her life not even when her Mother was fighting cancer or when she lost her high school best friend in a car accident, nothing came close to thinking Alex had attempt suicide or that he might actually had succeeded since he is not out of the woods yet. The thought of him lying lifeless on a hospital bed brought back memories of him the first day she had met him.She had arrived late because she had stupidly let Emma convince her that they needed to celebrate her internship appointment at a prestigious organization and they had went drinking late causing her to wake up late with the worst hangover and little to no memory of what had happened the previous night. Emma who she assumed had drink more than she because of her well established drinking habit was at the kitchen making breakfast wearing nothing but a shirt which she knew at the time means she had a guy over, probably a ran
“You look beautiful as always Vanessa” Kate compliment politely. And Vanessa smiles in response, it had been two days since the incident with Alex and she was glad he had kept his distance.“i told ya” Emma whispered in her ear with a duh tune. She had relentlessly nag Vanessa to RSVP yes to the party and invited herself as her plus one, she felt it will somehow elevate her spirit even though she claimed she was fine.“She's just being polite” Vanessa responded, scanning the room and occasionally nodding her head when she made eye contact with a familiar face.She honestly wished she were back home getting some work from her pile of work done but she agreed to this just to show Emma she was fine like she said she was and get her to shut up. All these exclusive parties only serve as a reminder of her life with him and she will very much like to put that behind her.“Beautiful as always miss Morgan” a voice said from behind her.She turned to reply but the face made her freeze, Sam! Sh
“Look Mama a puppy” Rose called out and pointed as she had done whenever she spotted one.Vanessa giggled and kissed her forehead, Rose was hell bent on convincing her to get them a dog and she felt it was too much work for her and Jenny.“We will get one when you're old enough to take care of it,” she said, dusting off sand from her knee. She had agreed to spend time with her this weekend and was somehow tricked into coming to the park. Rose was an outdoor person like her father, Vanessa would rather stay in and sleep, watch movies or tend to her garden if she had one, “I can take care of it Mama,” she said with a familiar smile and her best puppy eyes. She knew calling her Mummy Mama makes her emissional and affectionate and she almost always gets what she wants with it but not this time.“Okay Baby how about you take care of me and Jenny for the whole week and then I will consider” she offered resting her hands on her shoulders.“Really Mama?” Rose’s blue eyes light up with excite
She stood there like a statue while Rose screamed for her father, was she wrong to deny them that, was she wrong in assuming the worst and think he might one day hurt Rose to, was she selfish she felt worse than the night he left her, at least then she could shield Rose from all this.“ I want him!I want my Daddy!” Rose screamed, bringing her back to reality.“Okay Baby, your Daddy will come” she managed to say, patting her back to calm her dawn.“No!” She screamed “ I want him now you set him out i want him”Rose wanted to say he is not your Daddy but she doesn't want to lie about something like this.“ We will go get him tomorrow after school,” she said instead.But in her heart she knew that was also a lie she was just buying time and hoping Rose will forget about this at least for now. Rose didn't say a word but she was calming down at least so she decided it's better to just say nothing to.She picked her up like a baby and sat on a sofa with her on her lap. The crying had stoppe
If Alex had any doubt he is sure this is his daughter now and he is sure he is getting Vanessa back he just has to make her listen and understand.He was on his way to the golf club when he spotted her play with a little girl, he didn't just assumed she was her daughter, he just got carried away by how beautiful they had looked so much that he couldn't help but ask the driver to stop for some reason he wanted to get a closer look is like he was hypnotized by them, he was shocked the girl called her Mama that could mean only want thing.He had wanted to confirm then and there but how could he explain his presence? He knew she would just assume he is stalking her now and she had been threatening him with a restraining order. He doesn't want to give her any reason to act on it, not that it's going to stop him from seeing her.And when she kicked him out of her apartment later that evening it only confirmed his claims he has a daughter, a four year old daughter, he knew he wasn't going to
To say she was angry was an understatement, Alex had struck a nerve, she thought he was better than that dragging her poor baby into his drama.“Should we stop at the police? '' James asked as soon as he started the car she nodded her head in the negative. And even though she could see his disagreement in his eyes he had kept quiet and kept driving, and Jenny on the other hand was still crying and mumbling, she wanted tell her it was alright but was too angry to talk so the ride home was a painful quiet one except for the annoying radio that everyone was stone to off, and when they got home nobody said a word.Alex will be expecting her to call. She knew of that but she wasn't prepared to give him what he wanted. She's going to wait, she vowed but as soon as she stepped into her quiet apartment she knew it was going to be harder than she expected.She watched Jenny walk past her and sat on the couch probably thinking she wasn't making any effort to locate her daughter. She needed to
“ Say something,” Alex said, his tone lace with concern. He had followed her almost immediately she left and was relieved when she was the one who opened the door even though he could see her detest for his presence so much that even Rose's presence couldn't turn her frown, but she let him in without a word she walked straight to the kitchen and sat on one of the chairs around the kitchen island. He could tell she had been seated there probably since she came home , her face looking aged by worry.He sat on the vacant chair next to hers, while Rose ran around playing, occasionally calling for his attention but he was too concern for what Venassa was thinking to join the little girl, could do anything to make her smile it pained him to see her like that.“ What do you want me to say?” She asked when he had lost all hope that she would talk to him.“Say anything, tell me what you are feeling, what you are thinking please” he had her hands held in his hand while the other lifted her chi
“So you guys are friends now” Emma asked with a disgusted look on her face.“ No, not really,” Venassa answered, smiling like a teenager in love. “ He just wants to be involved in Rose's life and I figure it's good for her.”“Umh” Emma wasn't buying it she knew her friend enough to Know that smile wasn't just because she finally had closure.“Really, we talked, I am with Sam now and he is just getting to know his daughter.” Venassa was defensive.The truth was they had actually talk and he had agreed to keep his distance but none of them is truly convinced they were actually over, and the fact that he had came himself to get Rose for the weekend when he could easily sent someone only confirmed that he wants to see her and when he was told she went for a run he waited for her . She wanted to see him , if she was being honest with herself and touch him even and the only reason she was smiling was because she was going to see him again today but she couldn't say that out loud not even to
After days without receiving threatening messages, she finally felt a sense of relief. Emma seemed to have backed off from nagging her too, but it was too early to declare it over. Despite this temporary peace, her nerves were still on edge. Her main concern now was having to constantly dodge her daughter's pleas to see her father, her heart aching with the web of lies she had to spin each time.It was a quiet morning as she sorted through her emails, trying to find some semblance of normalcy while sipping her coffee. Suddenly, her phone rang, shattering the fragile peace she had mustered. Her heart raced as she debated whether to answer the unknown number. This was the reality of her life now, she thought, before finally picking up the call and bringing the phone to her ear."Vanessa," his deep voice greeted her from the other end.She refused to admit to herself that a part of her was relieved to hear his voice, knowing all too well that nothing good could come from breaking the con
“It's just me,” a voice called out from the building. At first, Vanessa couldn't discern the speaker's identity, but as a figure clad in a bathrobe emerged from the shadows, she recognized the familiar gait of her best friend, Emma. Her initial instinct was to flee, but she willed herself to remain composed.“It's just me,” Emma repeated, a hint of laughter bubbling beneath her words.“Emma?” Vanessa gasped with relief as she approached her friend. “What are you doing here?”“Well, you canceled on me, so I thought I'd surprise you at home. But when I arrived and found you missing, I let myself in,” Emma replied casually as they made their way back to Vanessa's apartment.“Is everything okay?” Emma inquired, noting the tension in Vanessa's voice.“Yeah, why?” Vanessa replied, her voice betraying a fear she sought to conceal. She knew that voicing her worries could jeopardize her Rose's well-being, so she masked her emotions behind a facade of composure which she knew Emma could see thr
Vanessa spotted Alex sitting at a corner table in the cozy cafe, elegantly dressed in a crisp shirt and sleek suit, it dawn on her that they had never heard an actual date like normal couple, and this wasn't one either.She felt a pang of guilt as she approached him, dressed in jeans and a hoodie, her attire fitting more for incognito than a casual coffee meetup. Alex looked up as she approached, a flicker of concern crossing his features before hiding behind a polite smile."I almost thought, you're standing me up," Alex greeted her, his voice holding a hint of uncertainty.In truth she had considered standing him up or canceling the date all together but she couldn't. She had dread her decision to meet every time the clock tick until an hour and a half passed.They exchanged brief pleasantries before settling into their seats, the tension palpable in the air between them his eyes set on her like he was scanning her, she knew he knows something was wrong, nothing ever pass him and t
Sam followed her gaze to the door but Alex was gone.“ Is everything alright?” he is now sitting next to her, making her even more uncomfortable.This is definitely not how she had pictured the evening going, it was supposed to be a romantic evening that ends with her waking up with a smile next to a naked Sam and the thoughts of Alex gone, she was convinced it wasn't love she felt for him it was lust and sleeping with Sam was going to make everything go away but instead she is worried about how much of what went between her and Sam Alex had witness and for no reason she was getting angry at Sam.“This is a bad idea,” she said in a whisper. If he wasn't sitting so close to her he wouldn't have had her.All this was getting old and frankly insulting, Sam was a solid nine, since nobody was ever actually a ten except in books, he was tall, good looking, respectable and runs his own successful business he wasn't Alex rich but rich yet it felt like she was using him.“Is there someone else
Rose swung her Father's hand happily as they walked to their car. It was parents teachers day and she was happy both parents came, she is having this bond with him that scared Venassa to the core, what if he up and leave again was forever her fear.“ You see, we work perfectly,” Alex pointed out, smiling at Vanessa.It always amazes her when he smiles even after all these years it was beautiful, almost like it he was a totally different person and she still wonders what most have caused him to be like that, Alex was never one to do back stories they are too painful she figured. If she could she would very much like to take the pain away, be his sunshine and see that smile everyday but she has been burnt down that road before.“I told you I am in a relationship,” she replied.“What are we then?” He asked with a mischievous smile this time.She knew exactly what he meant as Soon as that smile crossed his face and she hated thinking or talking about their shared nights together almost
“So you guys are friends now” Emma asked with a disgusted look on her face.“ No, not really,” Venassa answered, smiling like a teenager in love. “ He just wants to be involved in Rose's life and I figure it's good for her.”“Umh” Emma wasn't buying it she knew her friend enough to Know that smile wasn't just because she finally had closure.“Really, we talked, I am with Sam now and he is just getting to know his daughter.” Venassa was defensive.The truth was they had actually talk and he had agreed to keep his distance but none of them is truly convinced they were actually over, and the fact that he had came himself to get Rose for the weekend when he could easily sent someone only confirmed that he wants to see her and when he was told she went for a run he waited for her . She wanted to see him , if she was being honest with herself and touch him even and the only reason she was smiling was because she was going to see him again today but she couldn't say that out loud not even to
“ Say something,” Alex said, his tone lace with concern. He had followed her almost immediately she left and was relieved when she was the one who opened the door even though he could see her detest for his presence so much that even Rose's presence couldn't turn her frown, but she let him in without a word she walked straight to the kitchen and sat on one of the chairs around the kitchen island. He could tell she had been seated there probably since she came home , her face looking aged by worry.He sat on the vacant chair next to hers, while Rose ran around playing, occasionally calling for his attention but he was too concern for what Venassa was thinking to join the little girl, could do anything to make her smile it pained him to see her like that.“ What do you want me to say?” She asked when he had lost all hope that she would talk to him.“Say anything, tell me what you are feeling, what you are thinking please” he had her hands held in his hand while the other lifted her chi
To say she was angry was an understatement, Alex had struck a nerve, she thought he was better than that dragging her poor baby into his drama.“Should we stop at the police? '' James asked as soon as he started the car she nodded her head in the negative. And even though she could see his disagreement in his eyes he had kept quiet and kept driving, and Jenny on the other hand was still crying and mumbling, she wanted tell her it was alright but was too angry to talk so the ride home was a painful quiet one except for the annoying radio that everyone was stone to off, and when they got home nobody said a word.Alex will be expecting her to call. She knew of that but she wasn't prepared to give him what he wanted. She's going to wait, she vowed but as soon as she stepped into her quiet apartment she knew it was going to be harder than she expected.She watched Jenny walk past her and sat on the couch probably thinking she wasn't making any effort to locate her daughter. She needed to
If Alex had any doubt he is sure this is his daughter now and he is sure he is getting Vanessa back he just has to make her listen and understand.He was on his way to the golf club when he spotted her play with a little girl, he didn't just assumed she was her daughter, he just got carried away by how beautiful they had looked so much that he couldn't help but ask the driver to stop for some reason he wanted to get a closer look is like he was hypnotized by them, he was shocked the girl called her Mama that could mean only want thing.He had wanted to confirm then and there but how could he explain his presence? He knew she would just assume he is stalking her now and she had been threatening him with a restraining order. He doesn't want to give her any reason to act on it, not that it's going to stop him from seeing her.And when she kicked him out of her apartment later that evening it only confirmed his claims he has a daughter, a four year old daughter, he knew he wasn't going to