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Author: AY WRITES
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CHAPTER 69

IRENE

I stared up at the ceiling, uncontrollable tears falling from my eyes, when it fell from my eyes it was as the the torrent of a rain falling like from a dam shut down from years

I hated being emotionally frantic in moments like this.

Deep down in my mind I had hoped and prayed for the days where I would eventually be free from the trauma and pains of being in the sort of mess I was in at the moment but I guess it was part of a script played out by life or rather fate .

The two took up spaces in my mind, spaces left open and vulnerable by the event that was unfolding.

It was hard to get a lot of things out of my mind, it was harder because I was with this man.

It was funny life was unfolding— one moment I was the one angry and furious about everything and in the space of days there was a shift—A massive shift between who was reaching to who now and it turned out that he was the settler…someone who had to deal with my excesses.

The words from James still hurt my
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