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Nineteen

Author: AY WRITES
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CHAPTER 19.

JAMES POV

She was definitely the last person I expected to see at this place.

I stood there perplexed, unable to move away from where I was as I stared into the eyes of my onec past love and companion Addie.

If there was any term to describe my dark toxic past it definitely had a lot to do with her and I was speaking about not just the toxic part of it but everything in general.

She was one person that had walked right into my life and changed the whole Outlook of it.

We both had dated for quite a while till it turned out that I had wanted more and so after making love to her one certain morning I had walked out and the rest was history..

Addie was no saint as well, she looked to be an addict at whatever she did and forever I was talking about the sex, drugs and the list was endless.

Seeing here right there again, standing right at that spot I didn't know whether to feel excited or not.

The reference to our past sex life inspired a mix of emotions— embarrassment, anger,
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