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Author: AY WRITES
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-26 16:40:09

CHAPTER 55

JAMES POV

One way or another I was dealing with something far more than what I was at the moment.

I might try to show how courageous I was on the outside, it was just a mirage to what I felt deep down in my mind.

In my mind I felt my soul was in shambles as I was trying so hard to wrap my finger around what just happened but couldn't no matter how hard I tried.

The last It remembered was getting drunk and walking with Addie to her home.

Perhaps, that was where the trouble had been. Maybe I shouldn't have gone in with her since I knew how manipulative she could be.

I could remember everything within me reminding me of how much of a bad idea it was, but then I had ignored the feeling I was getting and went ahead without listening to my mind.

A wave of awareness ran down my spine when Irene gaze settled on me from across the table. At that moment we were still barely trying to come back to the term we used to be and she was still proving difficult.

She came as a warm and annoy
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