WINTER:My heart hammered against my chest. I was not good at confrontations and if I had the chance, I always avoided it. Just like what was happening now. “What do you mean by that?” I asked even if I already knew what it was. A lot has been going on lately that I forgot some people in my life. I admit there were times when my focus was on Calcifer. “You don't know, Miss Winter?”“Y-you can enlighten me, Hawk.”He smiled sadly. "Is it just me, Miss Winter or you already forgot that I am still your bodyguard? Because right now, I don't feel it. I already feel that I am useless in our life. Guarding you. Protecting you is the only thing that I am good at, but when your ex-husband enters the equation in your life, I no longer feel that I am important.""Of course, you're still my bodyguard, Hawk. You're the best bodyguard I could ever have. I will always want your protection. I want you to work with me until Liam is capable of protecting himself.""Am I?""Yes, you are.”My heart br
WINTER: Next month? “T-That soon?” I asked. Why so soon? Why was he in a hurry as if someone was after his life in this mansion? What else? He did not want to see you and Calcifer being happy together. It hurt him so much.“Hawk…is it something about…” Calcifer? Are you jealous? What do you want me to do? I did not want to ruin whatever we have right now, Hawk. It hurt so much. He shook his head multiple times, giving much emphasis to his words. “It’s not, Miss Winter. Free yourself of any burden,” he said. “It’s not about him. There is another reason for this resignation. It’s not about you.”Liar! I screamed inside my head. How could it be not Cali’s fault and mine? He was only making this easier for the three of us. He was sacrificing his happiness for me. Think about it, Winter. If you choose this man, will you be happy? Will Liam be happy, too? The happiness that a father would bring to his son was much different from what Hawk could offer to Liam. If I choose Calcifer, Haw
WINTER:I was staring at the empty wall when Hawk stepped out of the room. My heart continued to bleed like crazy. He was still here, but the pain was tremendous. Where was Cali? I hoped he was here so that my mind would divert into something else. After Hawk’s visit, I lost the energy to go out to have a family dinner. A couple of minutes passed when another knock resounded. Finally. I was certain it was Cali. When I opened the door, I was already expecting that it was him. However, I still could not help but smile seeing how smoking hot he looked. He looked so dashing wearing his polo and trousers. He smelt good, too. He smelt expensive. Seeing his face made me temporarily forget my worries about Hawk. “Calcifer. You looked good. You should be thankful that you’re this handsome. If not, I would be scolding you right now for being late.” His eyes widened upon seeing me. Dang it. “Pumpkin.”I shifted my weight from foot to foot. Did he see my puffy eyes? I should have checked
WINTER:The room full of people suddenly went silent. If a needle would drop, all of us could hear us. The deafening silence felt like there was an ongoing funeral.They gawked at us as if we were complete individuals who trespassed their houses. I clenched my fist and put them in the back. This felt like meeting his parents for the first time. I had already forgotten their names as well as some of their faces. I was right. I should have never come to this house. Cali grabbed my hand and squeezed them tight as if giving me assurance that he would never leave me. That he was at my back, willing to back me up. Open your mouth, Winter. Say something. Don't look like a fool there.Why would I be the first one to talk? Am I the one who was at fault in the past? It was not me. It was their son who left me. When their son divorced me, they did not say anything at all. But now that I am here, they should talk now. Why are you bringing the past again?Why not?For all these years, I kept
WINTER:My blood was boiling as we left the dining room. I could still remember how their eyes widened when I just left like that. Huh. They did not know that I could be rude to people I don't even like. I mean why would I stay in the same place with people who did not even know me to begin with?And let's not start with Calcifer. How dare he lie to me? He put me in a tight situation. It was a wise decision that I did not prepare that much. Or else, I would be a laughing stock in that family. "Mommy, why did we leave early?" Liam asked right away. "We haven't said our goodbyes to them, yet."What I was thankful for right now was Liam was oblivious. "I'm sorry, Liam. It's just that I am not feeling well right now."Liam stopped, went to my front and stared at me with wide eyes. "Let's ask for medicine, Mommy. Why is Daddy not with us?""He is talking to his family, first." I hoped he would take his time talking to his family. I was also mad at him. “He will be with us in a minute
WINTER:Cali's lips were warm and soft. It reminded me of the alcoholic drinks I drank last night. It was addicting at the same time. My hands traveled towards his hair and pressed him towards me, wanting this kind of contact. My breast smashed against his and he was well aware of it. He opened his mouth for me to gain access. Tongue against the tongue. It was a war as if no one wanted to get defeated. I sucked the edge of his mouth as if I was hungry. Yes. I was hungry for him.My resentment towards his family was suddenly thrown out the window and my thoughts were focused on this lovely moment we had right now. The kisses and our touches became even rougher as if we were making up for the lost time. Cali moaned as he touched me, too. His hands started moving until he found the valley of my breast and started massaging it."Fuck," I whispered loudly. “That's it, Cali. Don't stop,” I moaned. The pressure started building in my stomach while my pussy started getting even wetter.
Warning: SPG contents. —----------WINTER: Cali could not believe what he just heard. I was also surprised. Was it the right time to tell him what I felt? "Pumpkin? Am I hearing things or not?" He asked his voice in disbelief. I pretended as if I did not say something any serious n"Didn't I tell you before?" I asked, pretending to be innocent. He hesitated, thinking that if he did something, this beautiful moment would be gone. Forever. "You never tell me anything, Pumpkin. Do you love me now?" He held his breath as he awaited my reply. I smiled, making up my mind. This was already the right time. "Yes. I love you, too, Cali. I loved you before and I love you now. I will love you forever. There is no one else other than you."His eyebrows formed a straight line. "Before?""When we were married. I love you already. I haven't told you about it because you don't have any feelings for me. When you drop the divorce papers in front of me, I never bothered to tell you, either.""Y
WINTER:It was bliss. I meant being finally true to myself about my feelings for Cali. The night we spent in the connecting door was worthy to be remembered. He drew me close to his side as if he did not want to let go of me. We were only like this for a couple of minutes after making love for how many rounds? I did not know. I lost count.“I still cannot believe this is happening, Pumpkin. Can you pinch me to know if this is real or not?”I pinched his side. “Ouch. That hurts, Pumpkin.”“That's what you asked,” I said, chuckling. “This is true, Cali. This is not a dream.”I felt him. I also could not believe that this is true. After so many years of hating him. After so many years justifying my hate towards him. After so many years of hiding my feelings, this has finally come true. Inhaling deeply, I sniffed the smell of after-sex. “I love you, Pumpkin.”“I love you, too, Cali,” I whispered and kissed him on his lips. Cali was true to his promise. He took me over and over again