Ryan. Jealousy. A word I wasn’t familiar with since I had nothing to do with feelings. This feeling often refers to thoughts or insecurities, fear or concern over a relative lack of possession or safety. I was feeling that right now and I hate it. I hate having this odd new feeling moving inside of me and it was all because of a certain red head with a hot body. I was more of a nightstand man, I hated relationships and anything that had to do with them but that changed when I met Gwen. She was everything but then my hopes got dashed when I found out she was married, she was fucking married and I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe the first time I wanted someone, the first time my dead heart started beating for someone and it turns out the woman was married. She was fucking married and even had a child, did that stop me from knowing more about her? No, I don’t give up easily, I always get what I want and since the first time I set my eyes on Gwen, I knew I wanted he
Gwen. I got home, and immediately I stepped inside my apartment I slumped on the ground. What I did and saw today was too much for me. Henry. I do not know if he would believe what I had said—I know he would. He would get his people to find out about this and then know I’m telling the truth. I had thought Henry knew about everything, about me and Emily being friends—best friends, if I add— and him being the one who separates us. He doesn’t know a thing and yet I wonder how he would feel to know what really went on that night, the same night we both had sex for the first time. I shook the thought off my head, I didn’t want to think about that right now. I wanted to think about Jason, he had a new family, a family that wasn’t ready to accept him. Oh, I know that very well, a mother who’s willing to leave her child in the pouring rain, leaving him to die doesn’t want him. I don’t know what I would do if Emily found out about him and then tried to get him, will I be able to let Jaso
Gwen. His lips connected with mine but he didn’t start kissing me immediately, he left his lips there without moving or doing anything. I opened my eyes and caught him staring at me. He smiled when he saw that I was no longer closing my eyes. “You are beautiful Gwen and very soon you will be mine,” he whispered against my lips, I wanted to say something but he stopped me by moving his tongue in my mouth. His tongue tangled with mine as he kissed me. It wasn’t an earth-shattering kiss or the one which was passionate. It was something more primal, something more sexual between us and we both felt it. We felt the difference in the air as we kissed. It was different from the kiss we had before but I didn’t mind. As I got lost in the kiss, I realized something; was I using Ryan for just what I would gain?I knew he liked me—at least that’s what I thought—but I’m not too sure if I like him the way he does. Ryan pulled from the kiss snapping me from my thoughts, I forced a smile so he
Henry. Should I confront her? Should I ask her why she didn’t tell me all of this? If I even asked her what was the assurance that she was going to tell me the truth?She hadn’t been telling me that truth for years now and I wonder if she would eventually open up to me. I was tired. I didn’t know what to do, this was the same lady I was ready to be with, the same lady I left my wife, the only woman that has ever loved me and maybe still do, for. And yet she wasn’t truthful. She hid something this important from me. A child. Cheating. Lying.I thought I knew her well, after all, she was the sweet girl who I met in the past. The sweet girl who was ready to do anything for me, the sweet girl who made me hate Gwen. Now that I’m thinking about it I can picture everything clearly, Emily has never been by my side. She was only with me for the money—not the money at first because she was also as rich as I was before her parents' death. She had everything and I wonder why she could do so
Gwen. I picked up Jas and Jace from the preschool before taking them to the mansion. Luckily for me mother and father were eager to spend some time with Jasmine and Jason, they even planned on going out of the country for the night. I couldn’t say no since I was in need of this little time with Ryan. As I did my light makeup, I couldn’t help but think about what Mother said. She was right about asking what was going on between Ryan and me, I had no answer to that since I did not know what we had or where we were going with this. She advised me to talk with Ryan and asked him what he truly wanted. I didn’t know what Ryan wanted or expected, did he want a relationship with me or he just wanted to be a fuck buddy? And what do I want? Do I really want him to be my boyfriend or do I only want a sexual relationship from him? I was determined to get over Henry but am I doing it the right way? I didn’t want to hurt Ryan, especially if he was sincerely interested in having a relationship w
Gwen. I was drunk. I could feel it, with two bottles of alcohol gone I knew I couldn’t tell right from wrong or my left from my right. My head felt light and it felt like I was flying in the fucking sky. I haven’t done anything like this before, I never had friends I could go out with while I was young, and neither did I do this when I was married to Henry. I never knew drinking this much could be this fun, I didn’t want to think of the consequences of getting drunk right now. I wanted to enjoy myself and that is what I’m going to do. “So you are saying you had this crush on Henry as soon as you saw him?” Ryan asked while pouring more drinks into my glass. I bobbed my head up and down and cursed myself for it, “Yes and at that time I knew he was the one for me,” stop talking about Henry in Ryan’s face. My mind warned me but I was too drunk to care. “At that time I thought he was my one true love. I wanted to marry him that instant but then that evil bitch came out of nowhere an
Gwen. I moaned into the kiss again, it felt different from the other ones we had had before, I would blame it on the alcohol. It was the one thing that was engineering me to do this anyway, even though I knew this was wrong. I was doing the one thing I said I wouldn’t do. Am I wrong in wanting to have sex with another man I do not love, even though I know he wants this as much as I want this? I held Ryan’s hair as his kisses went down my neck, I pulled him closer as he connected his lips with mine again. “You are so beautiful Gwen,” he whispered, as he pulled from the kiss again. “You too,” I said and then blushed when I realized what I just said. “No….I didn’t mean it like that…” I stuttered and he chuckled softly. “No matter what you meant by that I don’t care, Gwen,” he said and then kissed me again. “Ohh….” I moaned softly as his kisses went down and down until he was staring at my naked chest. “So beautiful, you look so perfect Gwen,” he whispered with his eyes locked on
Henry. I was running out of my mind thinking about everything that was happening around me and as if that wasn’t enough, just when I decided to go out and have a good drink I saw Gwen with that lawyer bastard again. All I wanted to do at that moment was wrap my hands around his neck and then squeeze it so tightly that he wouldn’t be able to breathe. I couldn’t stay for long because if I did I would be charged with assault or do things worse. I didn’t want to do anything so I left. I drove around town for a long time, I did not want to go home. Emily was still staying in my mansion and I don’t want to face her now. I couldn’t stay out for long so I had to go back to the mansion. “You’re home late Henry,” that was her fucking greeting to me once I stepped into my room. I glanced at her, she was sitting on my bed with her nightwear on and nothing else. Her boobs were on display for everyone to see. “I can come home anytime I want Emily,” I hissed taking off my tie and suit. “Why
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Epilogue. Henry. A little body jumped onto the king-size bed, waving the mattress and waking me up from the deep sleep that I had been engulfed in. The fucking hell. I need no one to tell me who it was. I snapped out of my sleep just as Gwen burrowed further beneath the comforter in her deep sleep. I tried to hold her before Nate jumped on the bed but yet again I was late. Jesus! He always do this every morning and I'm tired ot correcting him everytime. “Nate,” I called. “Papa, wake up, wake up,” Nathaniel sang jubilantly and then crawled towards me while dressed in his SpongeBob pajamas. It's his favorite pajamas. “It’s Saturday which means cake time, mommy. Wake up,” he said again but unknown to him, Gwen was too deep in his sleep to notice anyone. Crazy pregnancy brain. I swear. She wouldn't hear a thing. Also unknown to Nathaniel, he failed to notice the giant lumps of his twin under the comforter wrapped around Gwen’s body. I sighed when I caught the s
Gwen.I couldn’t believe what was happening, one time I was angry at Henry for driving me out of the room and the next I was walking down the hallway then stopped all of a sudden because of a huge pain that hit me.And then something wet ran down my thighs, I couldn’t believe I’d just peed on myself. But after another wave of painful contractions hit me again, I knew this wasn’t about me peeing on myself, my water just broke.And let’s not talk about how Henry suddenly froze after I told him about it, I mean the man wasn’t moving at all. He was just staring at me like I’d just turned into a big alien all of a sudden.“Henry!” I called harshly, squeezing his hand tightly to pull him from wherever his head was at but that didn’t work.I groaned when the contraction hit me again. Calm down Gwen, you have gone through this before.Breathe in and out, breathe in and out.Yes, that’s it, you are doing fine……Argh.“Henry, please say something baby,” I called, hitting his hand.He blinked but
Henry.We have been in Maldives for a while now and as much as I want to stay here with Gwen for a very long time, I couldn’t. We have a life back at home and I could tell Gwen was missing the kids and our families.So after staying for about a month—left to me I would stay here forever, we returned home and went back to our new life, only that I didn’t want Gwen to work.She always looks exhausted after coming back from work. She was having a tough pregnancy and I wanted to do everything for her. So even when she requested going back to work even though she wasn’t fine I had to say yes so I wouldn’t stress her out. Doctors advise.But for safety purposes, I got her secretary Alice to always keep an eye on her. I even made her stay in the same office as Gwen and made sure she called when she wasn’t fine.Gwen was strong, she was always there for me and the kids. She has a kind heart, she is different from every other woman and I never regret getting married to her.She’s my lifeline,
Gwen.One Week Later.It had been a week since Ryan died and everything had gone back together, even though he kinda spoiled my wedding, I was glad Henry and I did exchange our rings and vows before his appearance.It has been a week since we got married and I still can’t believe this fine man sleeping beside me was my husband. Again.I couldn’t get enough of him, he was too unreal to be this handsome. To me, it was a crime for someone to be this cute and handsome at the same time.I couldn’t take my eyes off him as he slept soundly beside me, it was day two of our honeymoon phase—yeah you heard that right, Henry wouldn’t let it go.He said he wanted an alone time with me in a different country and place so three days after our wedding and after Ryan’s death, we left the country for Maldives.Henry had already gotten the reservation and everything ready before coming, so it wasn’t difficult for us to settle down.I could remember how horny Henry was as soon as we entered our room, he
Gwen.“I have a question for you baby,” he started but I still didn’t look at him. He shouldn’t ask me anything when I’m still mad at him. Everything that happened today was a mess, though I have an idea about it that doesn’t mean I was ready for the drama Ryan was bringing with him.I wouldn’t lie that I wasn’t scared when he held me with that knife pointing at my neck, I was scared out of my mind that any movement would get me killed. I was scared but after seeing the reassuring look in Henry’s eyes I knew everything was going to be fine. More reason why I didn’t panic.“Tell me, apart from hearing your mother talk about Ryan, did you hear something else?” He asked and I kept quiet.When I noticed he wouldn’t stop asking until I answered I shook my head.“What if I told you that everything that happened today was planned?” He asked, dropping the bombshell.I froze after hearing that, he didn’t just say that.I couldn’t say anything, in fact, it felt like I couldn’t hear anything fro
Henry.The gunshot sounded in the room accompanied by Gwen’s scream and I watch, I watch with satisfaction how it went straight to the fucker and hit his chest. I rushed forward and held Gwen in my arms, protecting her from the bastard's blood. The loud thud of his body dropping on the ground and the heavy sound of a boot on the sand told me everything went well.I looked behind me and saw Ryan trying to catch his breath with his hand on his chest like he could stop the blood from coming out. I took my eyes off him as my men took him out.“Are you alright baby?” I asked, looking down at my wife who wasn’t moving in my arms.I pulled from the hug and stared at her, her eyes were open but she wasn’t saying anything.“Talk to me baby, are you alright?” I asked worriedly while searching her body for any injuries. I hissed when I saw a scratch on her neck, it must be from the knife.Gwen blinked and then as she had just snapped out of her thought she held my hand, staring at me with her be
Henry. “You want me right? Just me?” She asked and he smiled. No. “Now we are talking, yes I want you. You should know that for a long time now I have always wanted you even though you are already mine,” he said.I groaned as I flexed my jaw muscles. How delusional could one be to think someone who isn’t in love with him is his? He must be mad.“Right, then let them go and just take me,” she said.I blinked and looked at her in disbelief, she didn’t say what I think I just heard right?“Gwen…” I started only to get interrupted by her.“Take me instead and don’t hurt any of them,” I could feel my bliss boiling as I heard her repeat the same words.She shouldn’t agree to his terms, he was only above us because he was with a gun. I fear he would shoot if I decide to attack him and that is what I do not want. Someone might get hurt.Ryan paused, he did nothing, said nothing but only looked at Gwen with suspicious eyes.“You are being way too easy Gwen, tell me what do you have planned?
Henry.I knew he would be here, I knew he must have gotten a whiff of the wedding and where it would be held. I had everything planned to capture the bastard if he gets here but I never thought he would be this early, never thought he would come and spoil my wedding.The bastard was really getting on my nerves.I looked at Gwen who stood frozen beside me, her eyes wide open as they stared at Ryan in shock. I know what she is thinking right now, she couldn’t believe he was here, and not only that he also had a gun.The whole place was completely quiet as Ryan took slow steps inside, he had a huge grin on his face while taking in everyone’s reaction.“Good day people, I bet you are all surprised to see me here?” He asked but no one answered.I glared at him while trying to bring my phone out discreetly. I quickly typed and sent a message on it after making sure he wasn’t looking.I slipped the phone back into my phone pocket after doing that.“It’s very rude of you guys not to invite me