I swear I try my best to hold it in. To be a mature woman and be the bigger person here, but I can’t. "God… what a fucking bitch! Bitch, bitch, bitch!” I finally blurt out while we’re waiting for Cameron’s car to arrive. He starts laughing, "There was no need for her to be such a bitch, right?" "Absolutely not. And they walked to our table only to be nasty. They were already sitting somewhere else until the girl noticed you," he says, surprising me, "I saw them coming in around fifteen minutes ago, that's why I was on a rush to leave. There was no reason for them to do all that, I'm very upset in your behalf." I shake my head in disbelief. I can't believe Farrow just let her do that, go there to antagonize me and try to embarrass me. "She was really quite a bitch," Cameron adds, making me smile again, "How are you feeling?" "Angry," I spit out, "Fucking angry. Like you said, there was absolutely no need to do that. The Farrow I know would never act like that, he hates awkwar
I have to admit, I absolutely love this little continuous sleepover set-up we have going on. After I tell them everything, we hang out for a little longer, I go check on Bobbie and then go to the guest room with Hope for a not-so-peaceful sleep, since she keeps kicking me randomly in the middle of the night. When I wake up the next morning... I feel like a new woman. I have a good morning text from Cameron, I didn't cry at all yesterday, not even when I ran into Farrow, I had a lot of fun and now I'm a bit hungover, which is fun. I haven't been actually hungover in a while, it reminds me of simpler times. Both me and Farrow went through a party phase a few years ago, back when Bobbie was a kid who didn't ask too many questions or complain about us disappearing. Once she started complaining around two years ago, we stopped. So, it didn't last that long, but it was crazy fun. Ever since then, I've been focused on being... a real adult. A good 24/7 mom. But at this point Bobbi
"It must be very scary for you to even consider having sex with someone else since you've only been with one guy," Regina murmurs slowly as if she’s deep in thought, then she lifts a hand, "I'd like to propose something." "I'll allow it," I play around, sipping on my freshly refilled mimosa. "All of us have been single at some point except for you, but you used to go out with us anyway and often acted as our wingwoman," she starts, I nod, interested, "So how about we go out again, except we act as your wingwomen this time? Now we're all boring and locked up, but we can still get you some guys to dance with and kiss..." "Well, I've only been with Roland two months... I wouldn't mind dancing with someone else if you keep it a secret," Monica murmurs, laughing with Emily about that as I consider what Regina is saying. I've never been out as a single woman before, that's very much true. It must be a lot more fun. "Think about it, you've been married forever... and now you're goin
“I guess I am,” I reply boldly and before I even understand what's going on, Peter drags all of us to the other side of the club where there's three more people I know from high school, but he doesn’t leave my side until he offers to go get more drinks. "I'm fucking wasted," I inform Hope, but she's just as wasted as me, I think. She laughs and nods before grabbing me so we can dance together, "Peter's acting like my date or something." "Yeah, he wants you bad," she says in my ear as we dance, "If he's making you uncomfortable I'll smash a bottle on his head, just say the word." "Don't," I quickly let out, knowing she’s fully capable of that, "He's nice, I just feel weird. I mean, they all know Farrow." "So? He sucks," she says and makes a fart noise before grabbing me, "Stop thinking about that piece of shit and have some fun like he's doing with Violet." That reminder sets my soul on fire again. He probably is having so much fun with her right now. He must be touching he
A few minutes later I have to get up in a rush and go look for a bathroom before I throw up all over my friends. Luckily, I make it to the toilet… but then I let out everything I consumed tonight. And it’s not an easy ordeal because my body decides it must cleanse itself from the inside out. I wake up the next morning in the bathroom floor. I have no idea when or why I fell asleep here, but I guess since I couldn't stop throwing up, I just gave up and decided it was safer to stay there. Now I'm dehydrated and hungover as fucking hell. I get up with a long whine and stumble out of the bathroom to go back to the room with my sister and my friend, both of them in their individual little mattresses. "Hope," I whine and I bend down to shake her, trying to wake her up, she just groans in annoyance, "Hope, I threw up. I feel bad." "Me too," she complains and slaps my hand away, but I'm not in the mood to be slapped right now, so I just whine and throw myself on top of her, "Get off!"
“Hello, there. Fancy meeting you here,” Farrow said as soon as he walked inside the shower uninvited, making me roll my eyes and chuckle, “What? Do you hate me?” “I simply wanted to have a real shower like normal people,” I answered, turning to him. He was already naked, “You better be here with pure intentions, Mister.” “Sky, you really are on a hate rampage this morning, I simply lost something here and I’m looking for it,” he said, walking closer until he stepped under the water, “Oh, damn, now I’m wet. I guess I’ll have to take a shower too.” “How convenient,” I laughed, grabbing soap so I could start washing him because… well, he was already there, looking hot as hell. And even though we had sex that morning, I was starting to get hot again, especially when he did the same thing and started soaping me up, “Farrow, we have to leave in ten minutes.” He groans when he remembers why we woke up so early on a Sunday morning. Breakfast date with Hope and Danny. “Okay, then no
Cameron takes me to his house and it’s just as I imagined it. Big and modern on the outside, filled with color and art on the inside. Of course I ask for a tour and he takes me around the house as if this is his own gallery. As he’s explaining why he chose each piece, I start to know him a bit deeper and I like everything I know about him so far. He seems like an open, easy-going, kind person and we have the same taste. “Oh, my god, you have this piece?” I shriek when I see the Pietro Santiago cocktail table next to his white couch, “I bought the coffee table, remember?” “Yeah, I really wanted it to complete the set,” he mentions with a teasing frown, “Farrow outbid me, he went way too high.”He did, because I kept pinching his leg and pouting. “Well, my idiot of a brother destroyed it," I let him know and he jerks back, horrified. Finally someone who gets me, "I was too distraught to care when it happened but right now im started to care a lot more.” “It was a hate crime agains
Next saturday, we leave Bobbie in a friend's house for a sleepover, Danny stays home all by himself and we go follow Rocky to find out if he's dating someone or not. But don't feel bad, Rocky deserves this. He was a pain in the ass when I started dating with Farrow and with every guy Hope has dated, so I would love to be the one to bust his balls this time if he actually has a girlfriend. We follow him for a while, until he reaches the shadiest part of the pack. Me and Hope look at each other in stress. "You think he's looking for a hooker?" She whispers, as if we're not alone in this car. I can smell her anxiety, "That's all there is around here. Hookers, strippers, drug dealers, shady bars, what could he possibly have to do here?" "Why the fuck would he go for hookers, though? He's not hideous. Is it really that bad for him out there? I thought girls liked him," I let out, my heart on my throat. "There's other reasons a man would go for a hooker, Sky. He might be into kinky st
The truth is staring me straight in the eyes, right there in the monitor, but I keep denying it to myself for another ten minutes.I mean, one baby was doable… but, two? I'm going to lose my fucking mind. Not to mention, little Alex is most likely going to be around too, since Hope didn't say no. So, the Anderson family is going to be running a daycare, basically. At least I know that my aunts are going to love that, they’re always complaining about how they never had any children. Now they’re going to be overwhelmed by the baby factory we have going on. "How has it been, spending time with Farrow?" Natalia asks. Somehow, I'm sitting in front of her desk again. I don’t remember moving, "The bond is only going to get stronger the weaker your wolf feels with this pregnancy." "Oh, great. This just keeps getting better," I let out sarcastically and take a deep breath, "It's really difficult to stay away from him, Nat, it makes me feel sick. But allowing him close to me is a bad idea
{ Sky } Now that the initial shock about my pregnancy has gone away a bit, I come back to my doctor’s office so she can run some tests on me just to make sure everything is going alright with Baby Number Two. It takes a lot of needles going into my body and almost two hours of waiting, but I don’t care. I’m not fifteen anymore, the chances of me just magically popping out another perfect baby are low. I have to be more careful now that I’m old. Hope is here with me and every time we stay alone, I wonder if this is the right time to tell her we want her to adopt a kid for Rocky, but I chicken out every time. “Alright, you’re hiding something,” Hope lets out when she can’t take it anymore, “You fucked him again, didn’t you? I knew it would happen.” “What?! I didn’t fuck Farrow, I wouldn’t!” I lie, but her eyes never change, “Fine, maybe I would, but I haven’t yet. And I won’t. Anyway, that’s not what I’m hiding.” “Spell it out then, this place is making me feel like I’m the on
After lunch with Nico, I drive to the main building to have a meeting with Alpha Frank and discuss money. The money I'm owed for being the biggest dumbass to ever live. Alpha Frank is a very straightforward and serious man so we get to the point in two minutes and when I look at the check he extends over his desk, my eyes widen to the size of the moon for one second. I have to force myself to stay calm. Holy fucking shit, I don't know why they're giving me so much money, but you won't catch me complaining. Not at all. "Lastly, I need you to sign this. You can take your time reading it," he says and slides a document my way, "It's just to make sure you feel happy with the outcome and this issue is finally resolved." I do read it, just in case they're trying to fuck me over somehow, but it's really only to make sure I won't make a fuss and keep exploiting this situation to get more money later on. Half a million dollars is enough ‘victim compensation’ for me, I don't need
"Stop moving," Rocky growls at some point during the night and elbows me in the ribs, “Seriously.” I try, but I can't stop. I just can’t shut my brain off, I keep thinking about how much trouble I’d be in if I just said fuck it and went into Sky’s room right now. I think Bobbie and Rocky would totally beat my ass into oblivion. But I kind of don’t even care and I’m considering to just risk it. The need to sleep next to her is out of this world. I wish I could touch her again, kiss her, fuck her... sink my teeth into her slender neck and make sure the fucking mark sticks this time. Forever. But I know it won't. The marks I gave her over the years never took because even though we’re compatible, we’re still nowhere near mates. The marks always heal in a few days, so I just stopped doing it at some point because it was more frustrating to see them fade away than to see her bare neck. That’s why I decided to go a different route and just adorn her neck in other ways, with the p
I bury my hands on Farrow’s soft hair—longer than usual at the moment—and I shift my hips lower, just to feel him a little bit. I promise, I’ll stop this before it turns into something else. I promise. Farrow makes a low growl when he feels what I’m doing, he takes two steps until my back is against a wall and he can align himself perfectly to me. I feel his hardening length against my center and I can’t help myself anymore.I hold on tighter and I grind at the same as him… "Mom, what the hell?!” Bobbie absolutely bursts our bubble out of nowhere. I gasp in shock and Farrow scrambles to put me back down, then we're all in the most uncomfortable situation. Bobbie is looking at us like she’s horrified and we're completely embarrassed, "You... what..." "What are you even doing up?" Farrow asks, his tone a lot harsher now that he's embarrassed, but that only makes Bobbie narrow her eyes at him, "You should be in bed by now." "I came here just to ask something, not to get traumatized!"
"Attention back to me, please," Rocky mutters, pinching my arm to make me snap out of my eye-locking with Farrow. I yelp and move away from him, "What would Hope say? I need her advice but I don't want her fucking nagging me about this." "Uhm, well, Hope is extremely anti-Cassie or anything to do with her," I remind him, he makes an annoyed face, "However... she has a soft spot for kids and I think she would think the same thing, that Alex shouldn't go to the orphanage. He's only a baby. How old is he?" "Four," he murmurs with a sigh, then looks at Farrow again, "How was raising a four year old?" "Bobbie? She wasn't too bad at that age," Farrow responds, moving to grab a new beer from the cooler. He offers one to me, but I shake my head, "I think one, two and three were the most difficult years, then four through ten were absolutely amazing, Bobbie was the sweetest little girl. After ten, though... that's when you lose them.” He’s so dramatic. She just stopped being obsessed
There’s chatter as I walk to the backyard, but as soon as I reach the guys standing in the corner next to the grill, Rocky shuts up and the vibe gets awkward immediately. I narrow my eyes at my big brother and I stay there, unmoving."Shit, Sky, you're creeping me out," he complains, but he's still refusing to meet my eyes."What were you talking about just now and why did everyone got quiet when I arrived?" I ask, looking at the three men, all of them very focused on their own thing. Farrow is now checking the ribs like it's life or death, Nico is pretending to text and Rocky just shrugs."Nothing to do with you," Rocky responds, but he's defensive. I know he wouldn't talk about any of my secrets, so I don't think it's that."Was it about Cassie?" I cross my arms. Nico is the only one who remains impassive but both Farrow and Rocky get nervous, "I knew it! He's obsessively talking about her again, isn't he?""So what if I am?!" Rocky blurts out, swinging his beer so hard, Nico’s ches
"If you're scared Farrow will try to fight you, don't worry about it," I try to appease him, but as the words are coming our of my mouth, I start realizing I can't actually promise that. Farrow’s not as quick to start a fight as he used to be. Or even if he starts one now, it's shouting first, not straight up running to tackle a guy to the ground and ram his face like he did in school, "Actually, there’s a chance he will… but he's weaker than normal at the moment, so if you were to fight him… right now would be the right time." "Sky," he lets out like he can't believe me and laughs, "I don't want to fight at all." 'Not even for me?' I want to ask in bewilderment, but I instantly discard the thought and remind myself that it isn't all that normal for a man to constantly be ready to disfigure someone for you. Or to growl at anyone who even dares to look at you too much, like Farrow does. It's not the norm, even if I'm so used to it. And it's not a representation of how much a man
Cameron is wearing jeans and a basic black t-shirt, which throws me off my game completely because this isn’t… him. He's always wearing formal clothes, even at the most casual of times. At the very least, he's wearing khakis or linen pants, never jeans. Jeans are Farrow's thing. But jeans and a black t-shirt? That's basically Farrow's daily uniform. They are two totally different men, they can't start fucking fusing together in my head now."Hey, gorgeous," Cam says as I walk closer to him. I haven't seen him in a week, so I don't think it's weird when he hugs me and goes to kiss my lips. The kiss is perfectly fine and quick, but it doesn't really do much for me this time. Not to mention, my wolf is not happy. But I'm not happy with her either. She's willingly and consciously putting us in a difficult situation, bonded to a man who broke our heart and isn’t meant to be ours anymore.'He's my mate!’ She fights. Not really, dummy. You're just hormonal and crazy.Cam grabs my hand a