Fae
"Jigo..." I whispered, reacting to what he said.
"Hmmm...?" he replied softly, his voice hoarse, his eyes attentive, as he began to caress my body.
I gasped and buried my head in the pillow. I forgot what I was going to say as I felt his hard flesh, gliding between my thighs, teasingly touching the sensitive area. It was a different kind of sensation. A hot sensation. I never thought it would feel like this. I was all nervous, excited, and so... so curious.
And I was on fire.
"Ohhh... Jigo...!"
"I know... it feels good, doesn't it?" His head swooped down to kiss my lips with a possessiveness that I couldn't help but feel. And I was kissing him now, a serious business, as our bodies began to mold against each other. My hips lifted and my legs wrapped around his lower torso. I could feel his manhood pressing against the warm space between my thighs. I gasped when I felt his tip slide into my ready wetness, then a little more, and a little more. Hot and hard. Alive. I thought, that was it. We’re doing it.
But he stopped, and his lips left mine and travelled down my neck, then down my breasts, and I gasped at the gentle bites and the tantalizing flicks of his wet tongue on my skin. Below, his manhood slipped out a little.
I smiled. "Tease..."
Again, his soft, sexy laughter.
His hand found one soft breast, his mouth the other one. I watched, excited over his playfulness and quite aroused, as his thumb flicked against the hardened nipple. He sucked on the other. There was something hypnotic… mesmerizing about this view. I liked the possessiveness in his hand as my breast filled it, the confident teasing as he replaced one nipple with the other, pulling the tiny bud into his eager mouth. The playfulness in his eyes as they rolled up and watched me watch him back. He blew on my left nipple before sucking it again, then he released it and played with it. And I gasped when he sucked it back into his mouth, stretching me slowly.
His eyes continued to hold mine as he gently suckled… as if he was making sure I remained watching him. As if he enjoyed me watching him.
So erotic... his eyes promised me more was to come as he moved to my other breast again.
I closed my eyes, savoring the sensation of his mouth and hands playing with me. It was too much... and I moaned. It felt like my surroundings were spinning, adding to the headiness of this sensual moment. If drunken sex was like this, I could stay drunk as long as I could.
He wasn't done exploring yet. I opened my eyes again as he moved lower. I watched as he spread my thighs wider, his kisses becoming more fervent as he reached my right thigh.
He maneuvered his body while kissing the inside of my thigh, again peppering me with gentle bites, sucking on my skin, tasting me with his exploring tongue. A mixture of moans and gasps escaped me. I bit my lower lip as his head slowly approached my wetness.
I watched him, overwhelmed, because I knew what he was going to do next.
I bit my lower lip harder, and I closed my eyes as his mouth finally reached the most intimate part of my body.
"Oh my god..." I cried, breathless, as his tongue licked me like he was licking ice cream on a cone. My eyes widened as the tip of his tongue probed my womanhood. As he seek, my breath got caught in my throat. When he sucked on me like candy, I couldn't help but make muffled sounds from my mouth. My fingers gripped the sheets tightly, until I frantically reached for his head, pulling at his hair, trying to control myself and failing.
I trembled, my whole body did, from the intense pleasure of his hands and tongue, of his skin rubbing against mine, of his teeth nipping exactly to tickle and hurt on the edge of titillation. The way his tongue swirled, his teeth and his lips did things to me I couldn't even describe—it was all making me crazy.
"Oh, gha-ood... Jigo...!" I cried, my voice hoarse and pleading for I didn’t know what exactly. I just knew he could give it to me.
He groaned, too, and the vibration of his mouth against me intensified the pleasure. A tickling sensation thrilled me, and it was his tongue's exploration of my entrance.
My mind was spinning. I didn't know what was happening to me. I was floating in a limbo of fire. There was speed and force to the waves of heat starting to pulse, then crash, into me. It started from my core and spread outward… opening me, filling me, shattering me... and it felt so good!
"Aahhhhh!" I moaned hard. My hands let go of him and grabbed the sheets instead of pulling at his hair. I would never want to hurt him. His mouth left me, and I felt his hand, his fingers slipping into my wet passage, doing it slowly and repeatedly, while I continued to tremble from the small tremors inside my body...
"Easy... easy... that's it. Ride it, baby. Oh, you're so beautiful..."
I reached my peak, and I bvanked, then slowly subsided... weakened. He slid up my body and he caught me with a passionate kiss on my lips before I completely fell from where I had been thrown, back into his arms.
Slowly, I regained my composure.
Slowly, I returned to the feeling of his body gliding against mine.
I noticed when his fingers left me. I heard the sound of plastic. Then his hands on my thighs, spreading them as he positioned himself between them.
I felt his hard, thick member, testing the entrance to my womanhood again.
I wondered for a moment how it would feel, just for a moment, until I did feel him.
All of him.
He thrust. Deep. Filling me. Stretching me. And suddenly, my body was engulfed by his size.
Before I could even make a sound, he was out and pushing in again. I must be so wet because, although the pain registered, and although it was tight, he was sliding in smoothly. Before I could cry out in pain, my lips were sealed by his hot kiss, trapping the cry inside my throat. I clung to him this time and not to the sheets as his thrusts brought me to a frenzy of sensations both painful and glorious.
I couldn't control myself. Then I flew again, more complete, stronger, steeper now. And with a bite. But it was just so right. My whole body couldn't stay still, writhing beneath him, following the rhythm of his thrusts. I heard him calling my name, his moans and shouts.
Until...
I exploded again. It is a liquid fire of sweet, exquisite, orgasmic pleasure. A kind of pleasure I have never experienced before.
"Aaahhhh!"
And as he held me tightly, my whole body clung to him, I felt the last powerful thrust, his whole body embracing me as he released himself to his own climax...
Jigo
"Hey..."
I could still feel the tender smile on my face.
It had been several minutes since I claimed the woman by my side, but she still remained wrapped in my embrace. She hadn't pushed me away. She didn't regret it.
Not yet.
I hoped, not ever.
The beating of our hearts was calming down. The sweat on our skin had dried. I moved slightly, but her arms tightened around me. My smile deepened.
I hadn't made a mistake.
Making love to Fae was spectacular. She was so perfect. I held back because she was drunk, but as soon as she was sober enough and focused on me...
For the first time, she saw what she should have seen long ago.
Me.
That I was in front of her. That I was beside her.
That I was completely present. Always.
And I was so relieved when she asked for me to help her forget.
She responded to my kisses and embraced me as tightly as I held her. As I was holding her still. She matched my own heat with her own. She moaned and screamed, laughed and gasped, groaned and cried in a passionate response that I couldn’t doubt.
And in the end... she accepted every thrust with her whole heart. Our bodies danced to the beats of passion in a way I had never experienced with any other woman before.
I didn’t even want to think about any other woman before her. I doubted I could remember any name right now. It’s just become her, all about her. Finally!
My breath caught as I remembered the feeling of reaching the peak with her beneath me. When she let go of all her reservations and flew with me. Every sound and gasp she made filled my body, fulfilling the deepest desires within me.
She was extraordinary.
But I didn't know what she was thinking now.
She still clung to me. Somehow, she was pushing away my remaining doubts.
She moaned when I moved. I caressed her bare back. Her body arched towards me. I held her tighter in my embrace.
She didn’t seem to mind. Instead, she pressed tighter to me, wriggling a little, as if she wanted to slide beneath my skin.
Unable to resist, I gently pulled her chin toward me, then kissed her exposed lips. She responded to the kiss, clinging to my lips with her soft ones. Eagerly.
"Are you okay?" I whispered.
"Nuh-uuhhh..." she moaned her lips still chasing after mine before stopping.
"Huh?" I insisted to know.
"Sleepy..." she replied in a small voice. And I couldn’t help my smile. She sounded so cute.
"Is it okay if I stay with you... to sleep beside you?"
Her arms tightened around me. "Don't leave me. You're comfy," she mumbled.
My heart swelled. Even with her messy hair and washed-out makeup, Fae was still beautiful. She had that almost heart-shaped face, an intelligent forehead, fine eyebrows, and thick, black eyelashes. Her nose was straight and her lips naturally red. Fae's fair complexion made her features stand out. She had curious, seeking, big dark eyes that could melt the heart of anyone who looked into them. Above all, she had a very expressive face. Even from a distance, her eyes and lips were easy to see. They defined her face so perfectly, as if they were drawn by a very good artist especially for this.
I knew this intimately because I’d always watched her from afar. I saw her when her forehead was furrowed, when her lips were smiling, whether they were open or closed. Every time she lifted her chin, I felt a pull in my heart and lower abdomen, a desire to kiss those lips. I wanted my lips to pass over her chin and jaw, down to...
I took a deep breath. God, I had such memories of wanting her from afar. Because that was the only time I could look at her like that. I couldn’t do it when she was close. She would notice.
And Carl would, too.
JigoHer eyes were closed now, her long black lashes resting on her smooth skin. Her cheeks were still flushed from our lovemaking.I smiled again. I couldn’t stop. So beautiful and adorably cute.If only she wasn't obsessed with Carl...Don't go there, buddy.But still, I went. What else could I lose? Carl was already married to someone else. It still shocked me, the way the last three days went. But Carl made his bed, and he would soon find out what kind of a bed it was he’s carelessly claimed.The important thing was that Fae was free now, regardless of what I thought about her or what we did together.She didn't move when I carefully let go of our embrace. Her breathing was deep and regular. She had fallen asleep. It took a moment to bring her to my bed. She settled on my blankets and pillows like she belonged. I watched for a moment, enthralled, but I needed to use the bathroom. I got up to leave the bed for a moment.The lamp was still on, providing a soft light to the bed and I
Fae"It was your first time," he said, as if I needed reminding. But he didn't seem upset that I didn't tell him.I breathed a sigh of relief. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Once we started, I just... I just wanted us to have sex."His hand caressed my cheek. "You guarded that for a long time. Was it worth losing it to me?"I laughed softly. "It is," I said with relief. “FYI, I don’t think I lost it. I think… I’ve given it to someone who knows how to take care of it. So, thank you, Jigo.” For setting the standard for me. The real question is—can I find another Jigo? Do I even know how to look? It wasn't like I expected this to continue. It was just a distraction for us both. I still felt giddy about last night. But I wasn't blind about this.He took a deep breath. And I bit my lower lip as I felt movement on the lower part of his body.Oops.Probably what they call morning wood?"You must be feeling sore," he said."A little, but not too much.""Let me see..."And under the blanket, hi
FAEAnd just like that, I was thinking of Carl again. I drew my breath at the assault of pain to my heart. I felt him tense, and it was so small that I could tell myself I was mistaken.But he took both my hands in both of his and raised them over my head until I was arching my breasts to him. He was tall enough that his mouth reached the tips effortlessly, and I was moaning, and he was moaning, his lower torso grinding on the spot between my legs. And I expected to feel soreness there, but how aggressively his mouth and hands were on my upper body was how gentle he was as he rubbed himself to me. He took a moment to take something from a drawer where he took the condom last night. And I thought it was going to be the same. But it was a tube. On his knees between my legs, he put a dollop of clear lube to his palm. And, his eyes on me, he lowered that hand to me.I closed my eyes, overwhelmed by the sensual look on his handsome face and the beginnings of his work to stimulate me furthe
Fae“I’d never lie about this,” Jigo was saying, pinching back my cheek gently."Jigo, that was years ago. You've… really… liked me since then?"He rolled his eyes. "You only have your eyes on him that I have wanted to shake you several times.""Oh… I’m so sorry… but can I say I can almost believe you after that eye roll?” He pinched my cheek harder this time. “Ouch!” I slapped at his hand. “Really. I never felt or noticed anything.""You only had eyes on him. Anything I do for you, you're always wishing he's doing for you.""You... I thought everything you did for me since then were what your grandmama asked you to.""Idiot," he said, lovingly. His grin was so sexy. His eyes were lazy and fondly amused. "But it doesn’t matter. I bet you can see me now."I rolled my eyes at his very confident tones, but my face was flaming up. I could see him. And it was hard to unsee because I honestly didn’t want to. But we were currently teasing each other. And it was something I found I really enj
FAEAt that moment, I wanted to stay mesmerized by the view while fresh breeze continued to fill my lungs. I wanted things to stay like that, doing nothing and not overthinking. But there were things in my life I needed to deliberate about and change so I ended up there.I worked in Carl's family’s company, with their legal team. All the employees there knew about me. All the people in the legal team knew what I was going through. Even the partners...They all knew... everything.They had known me since I was a child. My daddy used to bring me to the office. Every lawyer was my uncle. Every assistant was my auntie. Each person in the team felt like family to me, from senior partners to apprentices.And I would miss them all.I would miss the grind, the headache of research to help with the investigation of cases, sometimes even overnight. I would miss the joy of breakthroughs in our investigations and the dinner celebrations for the cases we won, shared by everyone from clerks, parale
FAEI had just put down my bag when I entered the door of the condo where I stayed with Sarah, and my phone started ringing. It was my agent."Find me a buyer for my unit, Lenny, pretty please? If you have time today, please visit me and make an estimate. I'm leaving as soon as I can, so if you can also help me find a new unit to move into? ASAP, yes."The agent didn't ask too many questions about why I was leaving my unit. Aside from being my late father's real estate agent passed on to me, Lenny also worked for some of Carl's friends, so she might already know the situation.She focused more on my second request.In fact, she already knew of a place that I would surely like and that suited my needs. If I had time today, we could visit the unit.I showered and changed into a new outfit, and we met at the site.Lenny was right; it was perfect for me.Before the day ended, Lenny had taken care of the documentation for the sale. When I returned to the condo, I had boxes with me for pack
FAEI went straight to the mall after leaving the office. I walked around, wanting to get lost in the midst of unfamiliar faces with no obligation to talk to anyone at all. I still had no intention of opening my social media accounts or calling my friends to let them know I was back in Manila. I still needed to be alone and didn't want a pity party.I didn't buy anything or eat. I watched a movie—or I tried to. I left the cinema without knowing what happened in the movie. I just passed the remaining hours of the night there. When I got tired, I drove back to my condo. My bed was still in place, untouched, so I had that to sleep on tonight. Almost everything was packed, even the kitchen utensils, except for one plate, glass, and cutlery. The fridge was still running, but there was hardly anything inside except for my takeout, which I didn't eat either.I tried to ward off the depression and numbness by soaking in the bath. But it only reminded me of Jigo. But this was okay. I finally s
FAEHow to get dazed with your eyes closed?If I opened my eyes, I knew I would still be captivated by the rotating fan on the ceiling atop the bed. Jigo melted like jelly on top of me, and we were messy, but again it was the greatest kind of messy. Our hearts continued to race against each other, our chests pressed tightly together, and I felt nothing but contented bliss and boundless wonder."Wow..." I finally managed to say after swallowing to moisten my dry throat. "Just... wow..."He lifted his head, grinning as he looked at me. "I know..." He raised his hand and gently caressed my cheek, momentarily controlling his excitement. I was too sensitive. "I debated for so long whether to come to you. I know you need to be alone... but I can't stay away for long." In a more intense tone, he confessed, "It may just be an excuse… Lola Leah sending me. If it weren't for that, I would find other reasons to come to you."I remained silent for a moment. Then he slid beside me, stood up and he
FAE“Jigo!”I turned to the voice. Actually, all of us did. We were still in the restaurant, going through the initial and most important detail of the incoming church wedding, trying to wriggle ourselves out of schedules (mostly of the two because I still was officially unemployed and though Lola Leah was long retired, her social calendar was so swamped she still used an assistant), when someone opened the closed double doors and made a noisy entrance.I recognized the voice. It was Gabrielle, one of the females who used to hang out with the guys in the campus. I didn’t know her anywhere but there and it had been a long time since I had seen her. There was little change to her physical looks, I observed as she walked in, her curvy hips swaying. Still tall, and willowy and pretty. She was a cheerleader, and she did ballet. And she was one of those who were nice to me.That was when I still liked Carl. I had always suspected Gabrielle secretly liked Jigo. I wondered if they had ever h
CARLI didn’t want to leave her there. I could feel now the whiplash of our new situation. I wasn’t the primary person behind her anymore. She now had a husband. It didn’t even occur to her to fight that I stayed in the room; she just assumed I was teasing Lola Leah like the others. She didn’t need me anymore. She wasn’t thinking of me at all.And I didn’t think it would hurt like this. I was standing on the beach, an expanse of sand and sea in front of me. And noise. Boisterous noise. But my thoughts were left inside the hotel where my Fae was… the only girl I ever let close to me like blood. But it wasn’t enough. I didn’t know how to be a real brother. And I lost her.Guilt and shame slammed into me when I remembered how I had used her image to get off. How I was with my wife, yet my revulsion of her wasn’t enough for me to push her body away. Instead I used her to relieve myself of the traitorous sexual haze that had gripped me since watching the girl I had cared for as a sister fo
FAELola Leah had plans to grill us after dinner—I just know it. Jigo and me. The others would be sent to wherever they planned to go for the day. There was no discussion that an Engagement Party would be held as soon as possible for the closest friends of the family to keep up with appearances—a small price to pay for making a much-awaited event secret. That meant guests of about five hundred people. At least.I sighed. It’s started.But I could see how excited Lola Leah was to finally be able to do something she had been dreaming of doing for a very long time. Her eyes were twinkling, her lips couldn’t stop smiling, and her whole being was vibrating with bliss. We all could see this as we wrapped up lunch, the boys itching to go somewhere else. This only made me feel guiltier. We should have told her, included her from the beginning.She suddenly looked at me and I didn’t have time to hide the expression on my face. My eyes even felt a little wetter from unshed tears. Her frown was
FAEI couldn’t move. I was trying to breathe. I didn’t even know I had smiled automatically because Lola Leah was smiling. And it was such a sweet smile and I was thinking I was such an evil person for not telling her myself that I had married her favorite grandson.“Baby, relax,” Jigo whispered. “It’s going to be okay.” His hand left mine so he could grip my shoulder and pull me closer to him almost protectively. And I almost winced. We didn’t need protection from her lola. Really.“Oh my kids!” Lola Leah moved to get up, and two of the boys were quickly there, helping her up while the other was pulling her chair out of her way. Her hands were outstretched as those restless feet maneuvered and were approaching us. The Hug. I almost stepped back. But Jigo steadied me. And then she was there, and the air was filled with the sweet smell of expensive talcum powder and I was kissing both her cheeks as she did mine and Jigo’s and we were both getting blessings as she placed her right hand
SARAHThe phone was ringing but I couldn’t be bothered to answer. It was only when I heard the banging on the door that I realized who had been calling. Tom was the only person who knew I was back in the condo unit where I lived before, and that I had left Carl’s house three days ago. There was no one to call to help me move. I had no one. I even refused Carl’s offer to help by making his driver go with me. Not only did it feel like an insult, I also didn’t want him to know where I would go while I thought of what next to do. Up to the last minute, I had hoped he would change his mind. That the three days we spent together would make him reconsider what I could do for him as his wife, not just in the bedroom but as a partner. I could learn. I got this far because I worked and studied hard. I could go anywhere.But the third day, I woke up to find him dressed and ready to leave, taking my copy of the keys to the house, handing an ATM where I could take my initial expenses as I settl
JIGO“Do you ever wish for a honeymoon, baby?” I asked.Fae moved slightly from her lazy recline against me. We both faced the windows in the bedroom as we idled on the bed, spooning, after that first hot and fast fuck. I still couldn’t remove the smile on my lips. I had been a little rough, but I couldn’t help myself. I couldn’t control my response to my wife’s arousing groans and her body’s response to me.“Isn’t it like we’ve been on a honeymoon since that night you took my virginity from me? It felt like we’ve been at it like rabbits, honestly. We've been making love all day, sometimes twice, since you started sleeping in my bed.”I pulled her closer to me as we snickered. Then she turned her body towards me and her lips clamped to mine, her arms wounding their way around my neck, and there came back my boner.“Hmm… when are the guys expecting you?” she asked in a sultry voice as her body rubbed against mine.But I wasn’t ready to get that easily distracted. “Baby… the honeymoon.
FAE“I can’t believe the first time we’re back here again… it’ll be with him, of all people,” was what I whispered to Jigo as we got off the tarmac towards our waiting car. We flew via heli during the weekend as soon as he was free from work. The others had been here since Thursday with Carl. I wasn’t even still sure why I was here with him. It was Carl’s week with his other friends.I felt like I shouldn’t be here but Jigo insisted I came with him. I avoided the guys two days ago when they rushed to Jigo’s—our—pent suite when they found out what happened at the club and that Carl was there and the wife wasn’t going to be around. I slipped out before they could arrive because I didn’t want my presence and questions about me and Jigo to overshadow whatever male support the others were ready to shower Carl. At that point, on a group call, they already found out Carl and Sarah were separating three days since arriving from their honeymoon. They were probably going to talk about details a
JIGOWhen I left, the way Fae was treating the situation eased my worries about leaving her with Carl. Therefore, as I drove back to the pent suite I wasn’t thinking much about worse scenarios.Then I opened the door to the house with my key card and their laughter and easy banter from the direction of the dining area assaulted me. I became as stiff as a rock in the doorway, my whole body racked with fear and jealousy.It took a moment for me to wrestle myself away from those almost debilitating emotions. I rubbed my face with my hand and felt the tiredness from the almost sleepless night and the long day before that. I tried to school my face into obedience. In the few weeks we had been together, Fae had quickly become acclimated to my every mood and this was something I really didn’t want her to see. I trusted her. I kinda trusted Carl, too. It was my own insecurity—I didn’t even know I had this until right now—to their friendship that was gripping me at the moment.I wanted all her
JIGO“He came in before dark with a few companions—all of them women. The others have left so he is alone inside. I’m not sure where to call. He’s been telling everyone he’s single and available when he got drunk so I didn’t think I should call the missus. I called you, sir.”“You did good, Riggs. Thank you. I’ll take care of this.” I patted the manager’s shoulder before sliding the key card on the slot to the door of the private room where Carl was in. It was one of the larger ones executives and CEOs usually booked to entertain team members or clients. We didn’t normally use this, though. Our friends were all single except for Carl just recently, and me, secretly. We preferred seeing the crowd and welcomed the noise of merriment and relaxation after work. Or we used to.I pushed the door open and there was my friend, sleeping like a log on one of the long couches, one arm had dropped on the floor. I took a deep breath. Even in sleep, his face looked troubled. He had never seen Carl