#Chapter90'THE LAST Chapter'******"Oh, put on some clothes." I rolled my eyes, very uncomfortable about Harper's nudity when Natalie was standing inside the room.Okay, I get it. They slept together, they may have got pregnant too, but they could at least have a sense of propriety when I was around. Natalie turned around immediately as if she hadn't seen a naked Harper before and Harper scrambled with his boxers and hastily put them on. I rolled my eyes at this fake display.I picked up my discarded sandals from the floor. I walked towards the bed so I could put them on. "Zara, we need to talk." Natalie whispered and my eyes snapped up to meet her red, blotchy ones."Do we, Natalie? I think you and Harper need to do that more and let me know what conclusion your discussion brings." I smiled at her but my eyes reflected the venom I felt inside.I wanted to applaud myself because I knew I looked like I was in control of the situation, while inside I was slow
#Chapter91BOOK 2- DREAMS FADE AWAY'HIS MISTAKE'******Everything was slipping from my fingers and I wasn't able to do anything. Time felt like sand and my circumstances seemed like a cruel joke of life. I would do anything to rewind time and live through the time I was beside Zara once more. Nothing mattered anymore. How could situations even change that suddenly? I woke up beside Zara sleeping beside me. I may sound like a creep but I watched her sleep for a really long time, how her hair moved with every breath she took and how her naked chest moved up and down in rhythm. She looked so peaceful that I didn't move. And now, I really wish that I hadn't.Maybe if I didn't feel the need to pee and take a shower afterwards, everything between us would be alright right now. Who am I kidding? I fucked up and I fucked up real bad. It's really funny how I fuck everything up, how people leave whenever I come close to them.My body felt on auto, I didn't know how my hands w
#Chapter92'"Please hold onto me. Don't let go of us."'******I could tell you the second the energy round me changed and the exact moment I felt Harper standing on the other side of the door to my bedroom. Suddenly, I wanted to throw the door open and be embraced by him. So far, I had my instincts lead me and look where that got me. Fucking nowhere! I know he needed to talk because that's what always happened, didn't it?! He creates messes and apologises thereafter. Well, this time it wasn't any small mess we were talking about, this was pretty big and he had to understand it.I was tired, so damn tired. I shouldn't have to do this every step of the relationship. It felt as if I was crossing some sort of checkpoints and already waiting for the next one to come. There's only so much I can possibly take.I sat down on my bed and faced the door, not entirely ready to face the person I loved, not sure how I would be able to discuss with him how he had gotten my best
#Chapter93Harper's face softened when he caught me doing that but he made no move to touch me and I was glad he didn't. "They stood strong and kept trying for ten fucking years. They loved each other and tried the best they could.""Everything went downhill when one day my mom caught my dad sleeping with a widowed pack member." I gasped and I felt another tear slip down my cheeks."All their promises went down the drain after that because instead of confronting my father, like my mother should have, they started sleeping with other unmated wolves in the pack." I didn't know what to say but I didn't need to say anything because harper was the one doing all the talking."My mother had suffered through so many carriages but she easily conceived so many times when she mated with other pack males. The same with my dad." His expression morphed into one of disgust and I couldn't help but be saddened at the thought."A few years in, things got so bad that my mom moved out o
#Chapter94'Well, that's what the future alpha thinks about it anyway!'******For as long as I could remember, I have only seen my parents madly in love with each other. Sure, they had small outbursts and fights here and there, but on the whole, they were as loving as a couple could possibly be.I can't stress enough upon the fact how their compatibility affected me and my siblings. We had experienced love first hand in our home which immediately made the three of us believe in it. Just like how I feel up believing in love, maybe the same worked for Harper, but in a different way. It would be pretty easy for me to say that he should have learnt from their mistakes and a path of his own. For once, if I could put myself in his perspective I think I could understand where he was coming from. He didn't know any better, he never knew things could be any different than his parents or his grandparents.He was a misguided teen who had responsibilities of a whole pack thru
#Chapter95'"Well, Zara's the best thing that has happened to you, son. Take care of your mate".'******I cringed as the sound of my phone hitting the floor echoed in the room. I just hope that it wasn't broken. I don't think I could handle more stress at the moment.I gingerly looked up to find Eva smiling down at me. I nervously gulped while I was freaking out on the inside.Why the hell do these kind of things always happen to me?!"I'm, Hi, Mrs. Cain." I quickly picked up my phone and stood up from my seat to greet her.She crossed her arms and sighed mockingly. "Oh Zara, How many times have I told you to call me Eva?" I chuckled nervously and fiddled with the ends of my shirt.What are you even doing here?"Well, I'm here for my sonogram." She laughed while roaming her hand over her belly affectionately.Of course! Eva was pregnant so she was bound to go to a doctor's office. Pregnant women go for regular checkups. Stupid Zara!It was just my luc
#Chapter96'HIS HELPLESSNESS'******I had no idea why Zara acted surprised when I told her that me and Natalie decided to abort the baby if I turned out to be my child. And if it didn't turn out to be mine, then the decision to keep the baby will be solely Natalie's.I loved her, more than anything and she would be a fool if she thought I would let go of her that easily.Having a child with Natalie would mess up the situation on so many levels. Me and Natalie would be parents of a baby and where exactly would Zara fit in the picture? Zara was my mate and I would try as long as it takes to make her believe that I really was sorry about what I did. Having a child in the equation would make the situation unsalvageable.Sleeping with Natalie was a mistake and whatever reasons I come up for my actions could never redeem me. I was smart enough to know that. I had made shitty choices and now I was suffering through the consequences. My wolf had been constantly whining
#Chapter97'"What exactly do you plan to do, Sebastian?"'******No matter how many times I repeated the facts in my head, I couldn't get used to them. Simple facts laid out so indifferently by the woman they claimed was the moon goddess.Me and Harper are not meant to have children.The child in Natalie's womb is going to be the Alpha after Harper.If the moon goddess had planned it all along, then why the fuck she strung me along? Why the flying fuck did she introduce me to this new world, only to create situations where I could play no part in it. It just didn't make sense and I was already damn tired by trying to contemplate everything that was happening."What do you mean?" My head snapped up to meet the tearful eyes of Natalie. Why was she crying? Nevertheless, I meekly nodded.Her shoulders racked with sobs again and she determinedly shook her head. "No way." Sebastian's body had become tense since I had spoken and for good reason too. Despite his harsh