It's the next day, I feel so angry at Hakeem for what he did to Alexa last night and I'm waiting on his ass to tell me what was wrong with him. His laid up on the bed and I really cannot wait anymore, I went down my stairs to get ice cubes with water/ cold water. I went back to where he was sleeping, it's 12 pm and I'm waiting on mama to come talk some sense into Hakeem.i poured him with it over his head
" shit what the fuck -!" he screamed making me laugh " the fuck is wrong with you? " he yelled again and I mugged him
" son dont get fucked up - go clean yourself up before mama gets here " I said leaving him to be...I went downstairs to find Shamika and my baby Karren in the lounge
"Oh hey, I was about to come up but K baby wanted to play -hows Hakeem? " she asked making me sigh
<I just landed back to JHB, from my therapy sessions overseas, I up and left because of the pain I was getting on my legs, im glad I went because now I can walk using crutches on though hut it's a process as long I song over do it i' ll be fine. I miss my daughter so much, it don't help that I don't have Alexa 's numbers anymore, it's friday, so before going to check Alexa since she at home now I'm guess I haven't been in touch the two weeks I been gone but now that I am back it's time I take control of what's happening around me." I drove to a diner closer to where Alexa stays, when dealing with Alexa you gotta have the energy for her sensitive ass..hopefully she can understand me" good morning and welcome to Diner Dash I'm Chris and i'll be your waiter for today can I get you anything?" the waiter came" uh yes can I have your breakfa
It's been over two whole nights not having Hakeem around - After my lil talk with my ex husband I realized that being a waitress ain't my thing so I ended up looking online for my old job back but different areas hopefully they might get me and hopefully for the same section I was doing. The kids avoid saying anything that has to do with Hakeem even though I know they want to ask, I just haven't been in the mood for both of them at this point ,so I let them play on that game range thing so that I can look at them from a far...they seem happy though but in worried.ToHakeem: wegottatalk, call me or come to the game range down the road I'm tired of this fighting.I hoped for a text back but nothing instead I got one from my sister whom i've never been in contact for a lo
I must say it feels good fucking with a fresh blood, coz anyway since my girlfriend is always busy why not keep myself busy with someone else, it's bad that it has to be Rosa but damn I ain't got no choice " you think once my sister gets back you gon stop pleasing me? Coz we both know she's coming back today " I looked at Rosa and shrugged" I don't know fo'real...but you know me and you ain't got nothing going on but fucking so we'll see - now finish up cleaning and i'll finish on the cooking " I said she sighed then nodded.Just then my phone rang and mama 's name came up" sup mommy" I cheesed" boy please, I have some news for you...it ain't good news though,your daddy is in the hospital...he got injured while on a mission, I want you to call everybody up because I can't get hol
Unfortunately Alexa still works at the diner.Hakeem finally got his yes, which cost Alexa her job availability but she thought what the hell, her happiness first right and that of her kids.George/Connel is a better father to Bree than he was, he walks with crutches yes but he doesn't let that take him downShamika is still with Connel, even though they fight all the time they love each other and the fight she had with George's mother not so long ago could be their breaking point.Brandy is trying her level best to tolerate Benedicts infidelity issues and the baby coming but how long can she hang on that?Benedict knows dealing with 2 baby mamas and a wife is hard, yes him and Brand
Ever since daddy been back home my mom has been thee most happiest woman on earth only because daddy cannot go back to the military again, he decided to retire not that he had a choice he just had to since his injury he can't do much like he used to but I'm thankful that his still strong. I finally agreed to marry HakeemOnly because I want to spend the rest of my life with him, and it can be that I had to choose between him and getting my job back but I chose him,since he has a criminal record that was opened up by me that it and we have kids together at the same time we together like that, I was either going to have to ask him to take time in jail or I just don't get my job back and now I'm happy to be working at the diner even though it is financially killing me as I have too many hills to pay thankfully Connel is paying for his own medical bill now also Bree 's medical bill coz her l
The weekend wasn't so much fun for me like I planned it's Tuesday and Shamika is still not back home, I know the fight between her and my mother was extreme but since I heard my mother's side I wanna know her side but she's avoiding a nigga like crazy I don't even know what else to do with her at this point. I'm trying to call her now she's pressing ignoreBabe soon as you listen to this message you better get back to me I don't have time to be chasing youShe's really starting to really get on my nerves, im at my work place right now, have to meet up with mark later on about the info he got concerning the accident. I got my work done and headed to the station for my meeting with Mark" I'm glad you could make it- sup?" I shook his hand
It's Wednesday and I'm off work I decided to come check on Renne but I found Benedict there, seems like they were fighting. I don't wanna get involved but I will get involved coz she my friend though, Tori said she's coming over later on to see the baby again hopefully she don't sleep here again." I know I interrupted something here with how Ben left so what up?" I asked taking diamond in my arms, shes so cute and still smallRenee sighed " I been asking him to sleep over and help me with Diamond until she turns 3 months coz I'm barely coping here and having my mother here is really getting on my nerves coz she don want Benedict around, girl I don't know what to do" she said, she does look tired yes I feel bad for my friend really" I can see you not coping with handling everything on
Hakeem and I are out on lunch, since he decided to let me have my wedding first before his he asked me to plan some for Alexa and him on her birthday this coming Friday, how sweet of my baby brother though...since it's Wednesday we still got time to do so but Hakeem and his unpatient ass are getting on my nerves by the minute and he know I don't like that since I have headaches from hearing Benedict talking about his damn kids every minute,dont get me wrong I have nothing against the kids it's the parents...sSince Shamika be acting on George the poor guy, shes always in my house saying Benedict should look after Karren all the time, damn girl get your life that boy don't need to be with his daddy all day Ben do needs a break from all these kids he be having ." so what do you have planned out? She talking to you now?" I asked coz I haven't been in contact with him that much" we okay but not until she knows I didn't forget her birthday, shes off today and
As if my life isn't hard enough as it is, Victoria goes and does a thing like this: cheating...on my brother. Now I'm beginning to wonder if the twins were fathered by Addie,i really doubt. I'm now on my way to her house to talk to her atleast to know why she didn't tell me nothing ,,yeah I changed from going to see Snow I'm not ready for her yet...not at all let me deal with one thing at a time.I knocked, She opened but then rolled her eyes " what are you doing here Alexandre? " now it's my turn to roll my eyes " if you here to lecturer me shame you're was-".I just had to cut her off" you know you're wrong though " I said sitting on the couch crossing my legs " why are you doing it knowing it's wrong?" I asked." oh please like you don't know" she snapped, I looked at her cross eyed
Hope y'all remember me...Alexa and Tori's best friend from way back, I own a club yes and few restaurants around this town so I'm making my money. I'm a newly mother to my precious Diamond who's now a couple of months old I must say her daddy being around is really giving me a piece of mind and I can finally say I'm resting well enough my glow is back...yes her daddy Benedict who else...even though I know he loves Brandy I know he loves his kids a lot too which is why his living with me now for the sake of Dia getting the feeling of her daddy being around ...But now his been talking about leaving and that's not sitting right with me Dia isn't even 4 months yet,I'm not saying I'm not capable of taking care of my own baby alone but I do need help...Dia cries a lot and I mean a lot so it does frustrate me always " Renee I'm leaving, ill be back later on are you gon be good? " I raised my h
" I said I'm telling her tonight, Junaid I'm tired of you and your games.cant you see that this is going to ruin my sister!?" Rosa yelled at me making me put my hands upI'm tired of both of them really they fucken stress me out" yo stop yelling, she don't know nothing if you wanna stop what we got on say that don't you dare tell her anything you want her to be stressed and lose my seed like you killed yours?" I asked she kept quiet " that's what I thought!" as I started getting in my clothes I'm sick of this I'll rather deal with Rina's bullshit than Rosa at this point, yeah the fucking is good cause Rina ain't giving me none..." you're leaving? What am I gon do with all the food I cooked?" I looked at her like really,i shrugged" that's all on you ma- im out!" grabbed my shit and le
The silence in this house can really apply to one of the colleges library, back at home,guest room...atleast free food,get to be with my family ,Sunday evening chilling with my sisters just before I go to my hell home" so you telling this whole week she hasn't said none to you at all?" Brandy asked making me nod, Alexa is acting like a child right now" have you tried asking if she's alright?" mika asked making me look at her like she crazy" man for what? - I came clean to her didn't I? What more does she want from me?" it's getting old.." sympathy it's what you're forgetting, be a lil sensitive to this matter,this girl you fucked is her friend so obv-"." they were not friends wh
I miss having Hakeem around, now I have to go through this pregnancy like every other pregnancy I went through alone...I know I should forgive and forget about what Hakeem said when I was temporarily blind but I can't. But I am willing to work us out one last time that's if his still interested. I'm heading to Connel and shamika's house to talk to Hakeem,Brandy told me his been living there the past few weeks." Alexa? - get in, uh Connel isn't here if his who you're looking for" mikae said opening the door for me,i don't hate the girl, but I don't like her either." in here for my fiance I heard his here" I pointed out getting in and yes he is here being a couch potatoes " hey a Hakeem can we talk? "" let me give you some privacy " yes trick please...Hakeem gave me a look but still p
Things just got heated up in this house, who the hell does Brandy think she is stopping Ben from spending time with his son my son finally learned how to say daddy I mean come on she mustn't be this selfish or I'm gon fuck her up soon..." Benedict I swear to you,if you listen to Brandy's ass you won't see your son no more"". I said you need to spend some time with him too,imnot with Brandy now,i told you I'm withReneeI can't look afterKarrenright now" I rolled my eyes" whatever, if you're not back by next week believe me you won't see him no more" I said hanging up, I groaned, Hakeem has been living with me for these past few days well it's the days after the dinner party we held for Alexa,which didn't go so well,im just happy she can se
Hey yal I'm Onika Delia Poland aka Snow, I wasn't introduced nicely I think, yeah I'm the one who basically forced this guy named Hakeem aka Danger to fuck me ...I didn't know he was with my girl Alexa, but two days ago I really didn't think I was gon find out that Alexa is the wife he was referring to but what the hell I won't say anything unless he say some I don't wanna break my friendship with Lexi this quick coz this girl is nice to me and she got me this job at the diner since I got kicked out from working at the bar for getting pregnant yeah its tough outchea.I have a meeting with Hakeem later on, he said some about going to church with his family and stuff I must say I thought I was gon be a single mother coz that's what I wanted but bumping into Danger got me feeling some typa way about needing my baby girl's dad around if yal know what I mean I mean we not seeing each other it
I knew coming to this party was not gonna go well,but hearing my husband to be saying that I'm a burden because I got stupid enough to get pregnant and heat I should have been checking my health more maybe I wouldn't be blind now hurt me,it really cut me deep" Alexa crying about it won't help baby,youve been crying ever since Tori brought you here,tell your mama what happened" my mom doesn't stop asking me questions, I came here for a peace of mimd.I been laying down ever since, well yes crying because I'm hurt and it's not like I have anything better to do with my blind self " mommy I'll be fine,please call Connel and ask how my kids are" I asked still crying in bed with my head on my pillow"alright,i made something to eat,Tori told me you left without eating, I'll bring the food up here and help you -" " I'm not hungry- can I be left alone?" I asked waiting for an answer I heard her sigh so she's really down now I know " just know that I love you child, I'll come check onc
The day is finally here, how can she believe that I will forget her birthday out of everyone, since he mother told me she never did anything for her b day since having them kids I just thought it's only right that I do this for her and to show her that we appreciate her, that I really am lucky and blessed to have her in my life...She may be blind now but it's just temporary...planning this party went left only because I had to leave everything in Brandy's hands I hope she got everything right because I'm now on my way with Alexa and Cory to the venue, even though she may not see I hope she feels the spirit and the love. " one last question where the hell are you taking me? " lex asked" relax we'll be there soon " I said trying my best not to look at her face,i know she's pouting now" I promise we almost there" I assured her