Don't Lose Yourself

Alley POV

My eyes couldn't leave his as we laid side by side in bed. I never felt anyone so anger yet so satisfied from my body and it made me fill with so much desire to always be this to him. I needed him to take his anger out on me, use my body for his pleasure because it sent me into the most erotic state of euphoria that I knew I would feign for it the rest of my life.

The way he needed to claim me, make me his and only his was something I needed and I didn't know why but didn't care. I wanted to feel his softest touch just as much as his roughest.

I fucked up so bad today. I can't even imagine how hurt he was seeing me kiss Ethan. That was a long and passionate kiss that I completely let my body melt into his. If he ever kissed someone else that way, I would lose it. I wouldn't be able to survive it. I didn't know how but I was going to prove to him that it meant nothing and I was only his.

"I love you." I whispered, still staring into those deep green eyes. He scrunched his ey