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My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Merry Go Round
Ace POVDerek was getting on my last nerve. How we were so close before I don't know. He looked at me just like my father did, worthless. Was he actually only friends with me for the benefit of my power? There is no way he ever really thought we were friends if he gave so much hate right now and I didn't even do anything.Alley was standing in front of me, arms crossed and pissed off. Damn it was so fucking sexy. "Fuck with me how exactly?" She demanded to know."Wouldn't you like to know?""Is this really all a game Christian? Are we done for good? Ten fucking years we were all inseparable. I don't know why you two are all of sudden mortal enemies but I'm not ready to throw it away. So, tell me! Are we done?"Her face was pure bitch, but her eyes showed me how my next words could shatter everything. I should say that I don't fucking care. That I want nothing from either of them and that they mean nothing to me, but I couldn't."Always so fucking dramatic, Alley. Derek is the one losi
Last Updated : 2023-04-09My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Numb
Alley POVI don't know what is happening to me right now. Why do I constantly give in to him? I was completely naked on his bed with him sitting between my legs staring at my body. I didn't need to wonder if he liked what he saw. I knew that hunger in his eyes and he was always so blunt about what he was thinking.I moaned when he cleaned me up with a rag. For some reason these stupid little acts of caring were making me want him again. Then he bent down and kissed my pussy. I don't know what he was like with other girls but I couldn't believe he was like this with them too. Probably my own stupid self-trying to make me feel special but I wasn't going to lie and say I didn't love the way he made me feel.He leaned back down taking my lips again and we just laid there making out for at least a half an hour. We felt every curve of our body's, testing what got a reaction from each other. My hand slid under his pants and grabbed his ass and he moaned out. "Do you know how long I wonder w
Last Updated : 2023-04-09My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 No Happiness
Ace POVEverything inside me is in over drive. I punched at least ten holes in the walls at my house, beat two class mates for pissing me off and even sucker punched a teacher who tried ripping us apart. He deserved it for getting in my way though. I had a few arguments with Derek and he is lucky he walked away without a scratch. I was so tired of hearing him run his mouth about me. How he looked at me like I killed his little sister. Yeah, I was being a total dick, even to Alley, but why the fuck Derek turned on me I don't understand. I always protected both of them and now because I lost my temper a few times I'm nothing but a bastard like my father.I went into the city Tuesday and Wednesday and made every fucker in that office run around doing one pointless task after the other. They thought my father was prick they had no idea. I didn't force sex and drugs on them like he did so it wasn't nearly as bad as it could be though. I would never sink that low. I actually started to fe
Last Updated : 2023-04-09My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Randy from First Period
Alley POVI don't know what happened in that locker room but I saw a glimpse of that monster Derek said lived inside Ace. Maybe he was right. Maybe Christian was just like his father, but I refused to see it.Ace beat the shit out of plenty people, I even witnessed him do it twice this week while also taking a swing at a teacher. Seeing him beat my brother though, that was something else. I guess I thought he still had some heart because he loved us but that was gone now. I was nothing but a toy and Derek was nothing but trash getting in his way. How he fell so far in my eyes I don't know but I knew it was his fault. He constantly made bad choices, pushed us away, and tried to prove he was a monster. Me: If your goal was to prove you are just like your father then congratulations you've won yet another game. I fold and you win all games, just leave us alone. Good bye Christian. I sent my message and then deleted his number and blocked him everywhere. Probably childish but I didn't
Last Updated : 2023-04-09My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 She will be ok
Ace POVI headed to Alvarez only to find none other than fucking Derek there as one of his lap dogs. So, this is what he was up to. Moving drugs for a drug dealer and I'm the scum bag. He was such a hypocrite."What the fuck is he doing he?" Derek called out to Alvarez. He had some balls too. Alvarez was a tough fucker with no soul. Even not knowing that he was a pretty big dude covered in tats. Not someone you demanded an explanation from."Take it down a notch before I remove that tongue." Alvarez shot back at him but there was not an ounce of anger in his words. He liked Derek or needed him."What did I do to get the pleasure of Daddy sending his golden boy down here?""You know what the fuck you did. Let's make this easy and tell me who's been giving you shit behind my father's back and we can all go about our business.""Come on Ace my boy. You know I'm loyal to only your father. Let's have a drink, maybe sample some of the goods.""You know I don't touch that shit and you know m
Last Updated : 2023-04-10My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 I will be ok
Ace POVI stood up wobbly but Christian kept his hands on my waist supporting me. "Thank you." I whispered to him for catching me as I was falling again. He gave me the cheesiest look filled with so much love. Why was he being so openly nice to me? Before I could ask, pain radiated in my ankle as I stepped toward the ambulance. I must have twisted it in the fight."Do I have to get in there? Can't you drive me Ace?" I really didn't want to ride in one of them. "Anything you want Alley." He replied and I shot him a suspicious look. He was being too nice."Christian what is... What the fuck!" My eyes found Randy lying dead on the ground with his face mangled. My hand flew over my mouth and as much as I wanted to look away I couldn't."That motherfucker will never touch you again. That I promise." Christian had pure hate in his eyes as he looked over to Randy. I just realized Ace was covered in blood and his knuckles were split open. He went to guide me to look away but I looked at the
Last Updated : 2023-04-10My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Needy
Ace POVI couldn't fall asleep no matter how much I tried. Every time I drifted asleep the image of Randy on top of her flooded my thoughts. I had to push them out of my head, but then all the what ifs started. What if I didn't go to the lake? I wasn't planning on it until my dad made me deal with Alvarez. What if I didn't run as fast? What if I didn't start running the second I heard her scream? What if we found her dead after Randy took her body? What if it happens again? My head was spinning with memories of what I did see, images of what could have happened and hundreds of other possibilities. My body kept tensing and a few times Alley winced in her sleep from me holding her too tight. Even though she was in my arms I wanted to be closer to her. I know it made no sense but nothing made sense anymore. I didn't give a shit how anything in life played out other than this girl's life. I didn't know how to protect her, how to love her. All I knew was that I was never letting her go.
Last Updated : 2023-04-10My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Present
Alley POVThe rest of the week I stayed with Ace and we hung out wrapped around each other. He was supposed to go into the city but he told his dad he had a big game coming up. One thing his dad caved for was winning any kind of competition. He wanted the Blackwood name to be known as the smartest, sexist, most ruthless, and even most athletic out of anyone else. We didn't talk about what happened that night or anything that we fought about the weeks before. We were just us again. I had my friends over again Thursday night but I could still see the distance between Ace and my brother. Derek and Layla seemed to be a lot closer so I was happy about that. Ethan brought Jess with him and I was starting to warm up to her. She didn't grow up here so I'm sure this fucked up little town was strange to her. I was giving her the benefit of the doubt plus Ethan seemed to be happy and he deserved that.At school no one so much as gave me a dirty look. The whole school knew that even if Christian
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My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 3 - End of Our Journey
Ace POV Seventy two. That's how many years I lived this life so far. At eighteen I thought I would be lucky to see thirty and now I've seen so much more. I wish I could say it was all good. That after Alley and I found each other again that everything was just happiness and perfection, but that wasn't life.Our first heartache was losing our daughter when she was seventeen in a car accident. Alley could barely breath for what seemed like years after we buried our child. I would relive all the horrors my father handed me over and over to never have to experience that pain. Our seven other children keep us going though. We had other's depending on us and we had to push through the heartache for them. Show them life was still worth living, despite the hole we all shared.My Nanny passed shortly after our daughter. She battled her lung disease for years and I knew she was in immense pain but she held on. Losing one of her great grandchildren I think pushed her to the end though. She told
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 2 - Life Was Never Kind Until It Was
Nanny Fuck Face POVI looked down from my balcony from my bedroom window leaning on my cane as all my great grandchildren played in the pool outside. Today was the twin's sixteen birthday and the house was full of friends and family. For six months I stayed with Ace in hiding, waiting patiently to be able to live this life I desired for so long. After my daughter died I gave up thinking life would ever be kind to me. I felt hopeless and weak until that day I stood at Ace's graduation party and saw his undying love for Alley. They were saying goodbye but I knew she was his salvation. The light he needed to keep his soul alive and good. Then I saw my other grandson, a boy I thought that was lost to this family and was thankful for it. The Blackwoods were so deeply rooted in sin I prayed everyday my grandchildren would find a better life than my daughter or I did.I never thought it would turn out like this. I wish I could change my past but I also didn't want to change a single moment
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 1 - Simple Life
Alley POV"Are you saying my son is a problem. I can assure you he is the least of your worries." Christian's tall muscular frame was backing up a perky little woman against a wall. I rolled my eyes with a sigh. Such a brute, especially when it came to his kids."Calm down there, Varsity dip shit." I pulled his shoulder away from the scared woman. Christian's eyes turned dark on me and I just raised my eyebrows at him. My fingers touched my necklace, one he had made for me on my sixteenth birthday but gave to me years later. He was my forever, our love and bond infinite, and he will be a good boy that listened."This woman said Darien seems distracted. She thinks he's been the one pranking the principal. I want to speak to this so called principal!" His voice softened as he spoke to me, but it still held a demand in his tone. "This woman is his teacher and is harmless. We know our son and I'm sure he has been causing some havoc. Sit and calm yourself." I pushed him down in a small cl
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Where To Go From Here
Alley POVMaybe it was the pregnancy hormones or maybe I was really hating Ace right now. So much rage was coursing through my body and I was doing everything in my power not to grab the cake next to me and smash it in that motherfucker's face."What just happened?" Greg asked. He was still playing catch up."Ace faked his death. I'm going to kill him." All the pain I felt the last six months and he was alive? He was just hiding out, lying to all of us to keep us safe. That was bullshit, he was a motherfucker."Whoa! Alley's about to go lethal." Ethan and Daniel were next to me now as I watched Ace kneeling down speaking to Darien and Derek. He did look really hot and how he played with the boys was making my body call to him. No! He pays first."He lied to us." My head shot to Daniel. He knew too."Calm down. Remember you are with child Alley." Daniel had his hands up in the air in surrender."What's happening? I love when Alley goes psycho!" Elise said way too happy at my anger. Lyd
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Finding Happiness
Alley POVSix months later:It has been a hard few months, but Greg was right, I did find happiness again. Losing Ace was just as hard, if not harder, than losing my brother and I would never get over losing either one of them.Daniel and his partner Rowan survived the explosion, but had some scars on their face and arms. I was beyond thankful they made it out alive and thought they just looked more bad ass now. Today Greg, Lydia, Darien, Derek, and myself were driving up to Daniel's summer home in Rhode Island to celebrate his engagement to Elise and his official promotion. Ethan and Layla had the baby girls in tow behind us and I looked back to them in my rear view mirror with a smile. For some reason, I was really, really excited about this weekend trip. We hadn't all spent time together in months and I wanted to be surround by my family for the whole weekend. Daniel already promised a big fire pit out back just for me, it was of course for everyone, but he knew how much I like s
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Waiting
Alley POVIt took Ethan a long time to calm me down and get me on a plane back home. I didn't want to leave without Christian, but Darien was waiting for me at home. I wish I could say it was easier to walk away for my son. I would always choose Darien above Christian, but it didn't mean it made my decision to leave any less harder.I cried in Ethan's chest the whole plane ride home, swearing I would never step foot on one of these again. The second I did get home Darien and Derek were there welcoming me with tears. That did make my sadness a little more bearable. I loved this family so much and I just didn't understand why I couldn't have Christian too. That night Greg stayed with me and we watched movies well past the moon rising. He knew I wasn't sleeping anytime soon and Ethan needed to be with his wife. Layla was doing much better, but she still had her own stuff going on.We didn't speak much and I appreciated how Greg was relentless with the way he cared for me. It reminded m
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Then It All Went Wrong
Daniel POVI paced the hallway outside Ace's hospital bed losing my mind. The switch was supposed to take place already and now I was losing my window. On top of that, once they arrested my boss IA moved in our department. Within a few hours I was assigned as the temporary head of the criminal organization task force and had one sorry ass fucker with a stick up his ass questioning my every move."So, you've worked undercover for seven years with this," a studious prick with four inch thick glasses looked over his paperwork, "ah, Christian Ace Blackwood?""Yes! We discussed this two hours ago. It's not that hard of name to remember either.""I see, yes. I'm just curious if maybe you've been too deep undercover. Seven years is a long time and you seem to have an unhealthy relationship with this murder." The IA agent looked in Ace's room with disgust. He was a murder, but they didn't know his story. He didn't kill randomly and never hurt someone innocent. I can't explain that in any ra
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Last Chance for Redemption
Daniel POV"It's time." I called into Rowan to move in on the people at Déjà vu. "You got everything on our boss we needed." I could hear his amusement over the call. We've been working to take our boss down for over seven years and this was our moment."Every last fucking word." I smiled and hung up.Once I heard about Angelo taking Alley, again, and how Ace was calling a meeting, which included Dmitri I knew how to get my boss. His filth went as deep as you would line his pockets. I feed him the bait that Angelo was desperate and he contacted him to make a deal.Before Ace's little meeting my boss meet Angelo to workout a plan to remove Ace permanently, for a hefty payment of course. Angelo paid him more money then he owned and I got it all on video including the wire transfer.My men moved in already knowing I was running this operation. I saw my boss standing behind Ace with his gun to his head and I knew I had to remove him quickly. He would kill Ace just for the high of taking
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 What Matters
Ace POVI stood in front of my wall length mirror adjusting my tie. I haven't looked myself in the eye in a week and I wasn't sure if I liked the man staring back at me. I had my black suit on, black tie, and white shirt. Tonight was about ending as much of the bullshit as possible so I kept it simple. My jet black hair was still a little wet and slicked off to the side. The best feature of my whole body were these eyes and that was because they didn't belong to him. Well one other part of my body but he wasn't getting any attention tonight. I used to see my father in the mirror and fucking hated it more than anything. Despite knowing I was a good looking man I would give anything to change my appearance. To look less like that monster that raised me. Now I say that little boy. A smile tugged at my lips seeing his little face with so much power in it. He was a confident little shit and would grow up to be a man that did what he wanted. No one would keep him back, build him up just
