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His Sadistic Desire

Author: Liz Barnet
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Athena

Warning: 18+, strong mature content ahead.

For the past few days, the only time I got to see Sebastian was when he'd come to my room and use me like every other day. He indeed made me feel like an object; He treated me like one.

But somewhat there was no chance of getting used to his tortures. Each day he was giving me another reason to crave an escape.

Maybe there was a time when I'd desperately prayed to meet my mate, but Sebastian Valdez has left me with no other want other than getting out of his cage. He was lethal and his venomous nature was even more lethal.

I wanted to run away far away from him and never come back.

These few days were enough for me to accept the bitter reality that he did not deserve to be called a mate; He was a bloody sadistic being.

I didn't even want to see his face. He disgusted me. Every time he came in front of me, the memories of everything he did to me would flash in front of my eyes like a projector.

I wished I could escape from this hell...

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Abegail Punzal Abian
Omg he’e sooooo evil!! What a sadist!
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Juicy Miss
There is no redeeming him. I don't care what happened in his past.
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