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Author: Liz Barnet
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Athena

My tears were not willing to stop. The burning feeling in my heart did not recede even for the absolute smallest amount at its finest. The torments that they put me through when they were alive did not bother me as much as now, after their death.

I felt so lost. As if there was a big weight hanging over my shoulder, trying to drag me into the ground and let me out again.

They were dead but those memories weren't.

My whole life all I saw got was pain and misery. Never, even for once, I got the chance to smile. It was debatable whether there had been any moments that I had, where I truly felt any sparks of happiness—Maybe, the first and last time was the day when I saw Sebastian for the first time before it all vanished into nothing.

There was only one question I found myself asking to this date...

Why me?

Why it was me against the world? Why it was me who needed to go through all of this pain that broke me, left me so shattered that finding a way to mend myself once again was n
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Sharaya
Yea I’m done reading this story. I’m sick of him being completely horrible and abusive yet somehow she still feels sorry for him. I’m sick of it
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