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Author: Sunshine Princess
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Caliana's POV

I didn't want to talk, cry, or even breathe at this moment. All I wanted to do was crumble because my world fell apart, my almost perfect life. I wasn't enough for my mate and now, everywhere I looked, I saw his handsome face. I will never move on. I didn't want this to be my story, not me, I didn't deserve it. Levy and Emilia hugged me and I held them for dear life.

"Okay, please take care of yourself and eat ok?" Emilia said, tears rushing down her cheeks. Levy was about to cry too and I forced a smile,

"Please don't guys because you're gonna make me cry and I'm so tired of crying,"

I hugged them again quickly before going up the stairs.

The jet was huge and everything was customized, it smelt lovely too. I was looking out the window when Tristin and Alpha Blanco entered. Tristin kissed my hair and sat next to me, I leaned my head against his shoulder and closed my eyes. I was pleased that no one spoke to me and a few hours later, the painful sensation was back in my
Sunshine Princess

Let me just start by saying, I create these stories out of nowhere, and just like any artists who uses tools to communicate, you can't come here and tell me to write the story the way you want or expect, no, it's UNFAIR. As I said earlier, Caliana and Edward's story is not all roses and rainbow, and if you were expecting that, then this book is not your cup of tea. YOU CAN CONTINUE TO READ IT OR STOP NOW. There shall be hurt before sunshine comes... Allow me to express my creativity the way I want to.

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Heather W
Edward is going to disembowel Candace once he finds out he hasn't been boning his mate
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Nora Dotson
So sad for Caliana… author dear….this was a wicked twist! Well done! Well done!
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I had to pay to unlock this chapter AGAIN and the previous ones that I have unlocked are locked again. what is going on?
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