Ash POV
I scrub the plates, a little too hard. I can’t believe I just spilled my life’s history to a random stranger. He must have put something in the food to get me talking. I can’t believe I told him I was rejected.I can feel my face burning up. However, as soon as I started talking about my parents, I couldn’t stop. It is annoying because I can tell that he was listening, really listening and if I ask, he will probably be able to repeat everything I said word for word. This is so embarrassing.I felt bad earlier that even though he knew nothing about me, he still went out of his way for me. That's why I told him about my parents but then I overshared and now I'm just embarrassed."That's the last of them," he says behind me.I turn to look at him, he is wearing the apron again, it's hard not to look at him and chuckle. He is close enough to touch and I have to raise my head to look at his face."Thanks for letting me help.""I should be telling you, thank you," he says and takes the apron off.My eyes fall down and for a second I forget my train of thought. I take a step back and immediately look away."Nah. By the way the food was delicious," I say and look at him from the corner of my eyes.He shrugs and hangs the apron. "I try.""Hmm, is there anything else that needs to get done?" I ask."No," he mutters."Alright," I say and make my way to the living room.I sit and turn on the television, flipping through the channels. I am not looking for anything in particular, I just want something reasonable to watch."Ashton."I turned around so fast, I am sure I sprained my neck. I don't think I have ever heard him call my name. I would have sworn he doesn't know it. Is it weird that I like the way he calls my name?"What?" He frowns.I shake my head, "What's wrong? You called.""Oh yeah. I found some clothes in the wardrobe. I was wondering if I could wear them. I didn't bring any change of clothes, you see.""Yeah, of course. They probably belong to my brother." I say. Or my father but I highly doubt that. At least, I know why he was walking around shirtless."You don't mind if I wear your brother's clothes?" He says gently, he looks genuinely worried.I shake my head, trying not to laugh. "No, I don't and I am sure he wouldn't mind." Nathan didn't care about inconsequential things like that."Okay," he says and walks away.He returns a couple of minutes later wearing a tight polo shirt. "This is the biggest thing I could find that isn't a hoodie."I pout and look away, my brother did love his hoodies. He almost wore nothing else. Caspian is roughly the same age as my brother but Nathan is lanky so it's no surprise his clothes are a tight fit."Is it comfortable?" I ask.He glances at me and plops onto the couch beside me. "No, I will live."I nod and try my best not to snicker. The polo is made from stretchy material so at least it can expand. I sneak a glance at him and I see him looking at me. I quickly return my gaze to the television.Night falls faster than I expected. I and Caspian made dinner together. It was a fun experience even though it mostly consisted of me standing in the corner watching his every move while he does all the work.I've eaten and I am all set for bed. The only problem is, I have been lying down for the past forty-five minutes and I haven't fallen asleep.I throw the sheets off my body and sit up. I grudgingly make my way to the living room and I am not surprised to see Caspian sitting on the couch."Can't sleep?" He asks as he sees me.I shake my head and walk past him. "I can't," I say and sit on the opposite couch. "What are you watching?""Some romcom, I think.""Seriously?" I turn my attention to the screen. "What's the story?" I ask because it will take too long for me to find out."No clue," he says with a straight face.I blink and turn to look at him. Why am I surprised?"Don't look at me like that. As I have said, I am not watching this to be entertained, I am watching it to fall asleep.""How's that working out for you?" "Not very well." He shrugs and stares in my direction.I glower at him and turn my attention to the television. All I can do is watch and pray I start to feel sleepy at some point.I wake up with a jerk, rubbing my eyes. I am in bed, and the last thing I remember is watching movies in the living room. I sigh. This has really become a thing. For the past five days, I have been falling asleep on the couch and waking up on my bed like I'm a kid again. I never know when I fall asleep and I never wake up when he moves me. It is also so annoying that no matter how hard I try, I can never fall asleep on my bed.I get out of bed and head to the bathroom. I tie my hair up. I always tie it up before I sleep but I've never woken up to see it the same way. I brush my teeth and take a shower before leaving the bathroom. I walk out of the room and it is no surprise that I am immediately greeted by the smell of cooking. I rush to the kitchen."You could have woken me up to help you," I say as soon as I step into the kitchen."Now, why would I do that? Good morning." He slowly turns around to look at me.His hair is a mess, he looks like he just rolled out of bed. It is obvious that he ran his hand through his hair a couple of times but he just ended up making it worse."Good morning," I say back. "Did you sleep well?"He shrugs and faces the counter. He picks up the meal and walks toward me. "You are just in time," he says and places the meal on the table."You always say that." At this point, I am a hundred percent certain that he knows exactly when I will wake up and he cooks to match it.He sits down and smiles faintly at me. Now that he is this close, I can easily see the dark circles around his eyes. I don't think he has been sleeping properly. I feel bad, I am thinking of joining his pack. However, I am hesitant and I don't even know why. He hasn't asked me to join since the last time and I am a little grateful about that but I know I can't keep him here forever and I have to make my decision soon enough.I take a bite and chew, I close my eyes immediately. I can't comprehend how he cooks this well. It should be illegal."How is it?" He asks."Delicious," I say without hesitation. "But you already know this.""I have no idea what you're talking about." He smirks but it doesn't reach his eyes.I wonder if he is tired of me but to join a new pack would be to forget all that I am used to. I haven't completely said my goodbye and I know I should, they cut me off first. However, to do that would mean addressing the issues I have been avoiding.Halfway through the meal, I hear a loud bang and I jump out of my seat. The sound came from the living room. I and Caspian exchange glances. He is also standing.He moves out of his seat with his finger to my lips and gestures that I follow behind him. He tiptoes to the door and pokes his head out.I hear a low growl and he walks out. "What are you doing back here, baby boy?" I freeze up. Why is Tyler back? My eyes widened in horror. What could he possibly want now? I hang in the doorway only poking my head out.Tyler stands in the middle of the living room and he is not alone, this time around he is with more goons.All l can do is scream as three wolves simultaneously attack Caspian in my living room. He is putting up quite a fight but there is no way he can hold up against that many werewolves and that is only half of them."Caspian!" I scream as one of the werewolves bites into his neck.Caspian POVAll the hair at the back of my head stands just as I hear a crash in the living room. I stand up immediately and so does Ashton. I put my finger to my lip and call to her with my hand, she stands behind me and I make my way to the living room, making sure to cover her with my body.As soon as I stand by the kitchen door I know who it is immediately. Tyler, I can smell. I growl, on the verge of transforming. I feel my fangs grow a little."What are you doing back here, baby boy?" I say as I walk forward, putting some space between me and Ashton. I am glad when she doesn't follow and remains in the kitchen.The first thing I notice is that he isn't alone. There are about five other werewolves with him and I can sense a few more outside the house. I frown. What is his plan?"I am here to take what is mine?" He says as stands in the middle of the living room."Are you joking or perhaps you've got nuts? What part of the last conversation did you not understand?" My breathing i
Caspian POV"Leave Jamie!" She suddenly blurts out.My eyes widen at her outburst but it is nothing compared to the look of hurt that appears on Jamie's face. "I-I…" He starts to say but goes quiet."Thank you for your help. You have done enough. Now leave." She refuses to look at him as she speaks."I see. Caspian, can we have a conversation outside?" He asks, his eyes pleading that I speak with him."No, there is no need for that. I am sure there is nothing useful you can tell him…"I hold her wrist and she looks up at my face. Her eyes are behind a glass screen. I'm surprised the tears haven't fallen down her face. They look on the verge of spilling."Let me hear what he says," I say to her.She sighs and sniffs, "If you insist. Go wait outside," she says without looking back. "He will join you when I am done.""Okay," Jamie says and slowly walks away.The door closes with a soft thud and I feel Ashton shake a little. I want to hug her but I doubt she will appreciate that."Does i
Ash POVI wake up with a jerk, I check the time immediately and see that it is barely past six am. I am a little surprised as I did not fall asleep until past two last night.Well, I think I fell asleep around that time last night because as usual, I fell asleep on the living room couch, and sometime later Caspian brought me to my room.I stretch and get out of bed. My hair is everywhere, I bundle it up and tie it in a tight knot at the top of my head. I am anxious, this is an understatement. I am more than anxious, I am apprehensive, scared, worried, just name it.I still can't believe I am leaving. I didn't ask where his pack is located and to be honest, I would rather not know until I get there. I don't want to know what to expect because I am afraid I won't like it.I brush slowly, taking my time. My things are already packed up so I don’t have to hurry. I stare at my reflection as I try to convince myself that this is a good decision. Joining the Rogue pack could be my best decis
Ash POV“Will you stop being a grouchy wolf and accept her handshake?” Damien scolds and pulls Vi’s hand out of her pocket and stretches it out.I accept the forced handshake, it is better than just holding my hand out. Vi grips my hand, her handshake is firm. She pulls me closer to her and I force a smile out as I look to Damien for help.I can see her studying my face, she doesn’t say anything to me, she just stares. Suddenly she opens her mouth, “If you were going to join us why did you take this long to decide?” I feel the blood drain from my face. I don’t say anything, I don’t even know what to say to her. I look away, defeated.“Enough of this,” Caspian says as he steps out of the back of the car. “Let’s go.”Vi let go of my hand immediately and got into the driver’s seat. Caspian opens the backdoor and signals for me to go in. I nod and slowly walk into the car. Caspian slips in beside me. He has his eyes forward and looks so serious.“Next time you decide to throw a stunt lik
Ash POV"We are here," Damien says. The car barely stops when he throws the passenger door open. I try to open my door but Damien beats me to it. Caspian comes out of the other side just as I step out of the car.I swing my legs out of the car and my feet hit gravel, making a loud crunchy sound as I stand on my feet. I instinctively look at my feet to see ash pebbles littered all around, if I were not more curious about the rest of the surroundings I would have picked one.The car stops in the middle of a huge compound. The house we are in front of is bigger than I expected. I can tell immediately that this is the pack house as it is bigger than the rest.It isn't nearly as big as the pack house in Grand Crescent, the main house where I lived but it is better than I assumed. The house is a two-story building.There are two smaller houses on the sides of the house and before we stopped, I saw other houses scattered around on the way here. We were already in Rogue Pack's territory at t
Ash POVI wipe the sweat off my face, I can't comprehend why it is so hot. I am not even doing anything that strenuous, all I am doing is putting clothes in the wardrobe.I sit on the bed with a loud sigh, the ceiling fan is the only source of ventilation. I tried to open the windows but they must be sealed shut because no matter how hard I try to open them, they don't budge.I can't work in this condition, I am likely to end up unnecessarily exhausted from such simple tasks if I am not careful. My only option is to ask for help.I wince at the thought of this, it is bad enough that I have to leave the room but there is also the fact that I don't know exactly where Caspian is. I do know his room is next door but if he isn't there, then what else am I going to do?I frown as a thought pops into my head. I can mind-link with him. We have had enough interactions for me to be able to communicate telepathically with him but this thought makes me embarrassed.We have never had a reason to d
Ash POV“Want to join us for the evening patrol?” Caspian asks.I jerk my head upwards, “What does that mean?” “You know, we will run around. It is just an excuse to go wild in wolf form. It isn’t compulsory unless it is a full moon but it is a good opportunity to meet everyone.” He explains.I try to not let the horror show on my face as I realize that during the course of the days we spent together, not once did I mention that I lost my wolf. This isn’t good. I definitely can’t bring it up now and definitely not at the dinner table in front of everyone.I smile stiffly, “Not tonight, I just want to get some rest.” I stuff some food in my mouth, if I am chewing my expression should not betray me.“That is too bad,” Damien says. “It would have been nice to run with you.”I squint my eyes and nod my head but since my mouth is full, I do not attempt to talk. Kay doesn’t say anything and he keeps his gaze on his food while Damon glares at me and Claire looks indifferent.I can’t keep th
Caspian's POVI am sitting across from Ashton with my hands folded and it is all can do to not grab her and hold her close to me.She is leaning against the chairs, her shoulders are relaxed and so is her face as she stares at the night sky. I do wish she could go running with us tonight, I am curious about her wolf."What do you think about my Pack?" I ask.I am curious about this and a part of me still can't believe she agreed to follow me here considering how adamant she had been about it.The questions about how we located her in the car threw me off guard a little and I thought she might catch up on me and decide not to go with us but she did and it is relieving.I see her twist her hand at my question, she looks genuinely uncomfortable and I can tell I won't like what she is about to say. I brace myself for her answer. Ashton's words always seem to catch me off guard."I am not going to lie, it is much better than I thought." She says and throws her face away."Did you actually
Ash POVIt has been more than three days since the birthday party. It went off without a hitch. I had so much fun I can barely remember the incidents except that Caspian refused to let me out of his sight. He said I was too beautiful to be left on my own, according to him someone might kidnap me. Even though there was no chance of that happening, I did like the fact that he was all over me. It did get annoying at some point but he didn't stop me from having a good time.However, even though I had a swell time a couple of days ago, I am in bed with the sheets to my neck and a fever band on my head. I fell sick. It's a full moon today and the patrol is compulsory but Caspian is missing out on it to stay with me. I feel awful, he is the alpha of the pack but I am keeping him away like this."You know you don't have to stay with me. It's just a little fever, I will be fine on my own." I say as he changes the fever band on my forehead.He glares at me, "The fact that you think I would le
Ash POVIt's my birthday, I am actually more excited than I thought I would be but it wouldn't have been possible for me not to be excited not with the enthusiasm Claire has shown as the birthday party planner."You don't have to go this far Claire, I can handle this," I say as she forces me to take a seat in front of my dresser."Absolutely not. It is your birthday, there is no way I am gonna let you dress up by yourself.""But…""No buts," Bennie says and holds up two different earrings. "Which do you think will match perfectly, Claire?""Huh? Aren't you supposed to ask me?" I yell out."Nah, I am pretty sure the designer is the one who decides.""It's my day, don't I get to decide anything?""Of course not. Leave everything else to us. It's your day," Bennie says, wiggling her brows. "You're not required to do anything. Let the adults handle this.""Wait, what do you mean adults? You're just a couple of months older than me." I glare at her."Still older," she smirks.I glare harde
Ash POVI move my head even faster and he grabs my hair to pull me off him. I don’t understand what this means and I hold, not letting him pull me off.“I am gonna…” he blurts out and I feel him spurt against the back of my throat. I swallow before I realize what is happening.“Did you just swallow?” Caspian asks as he pulls back my head with horror in his eyes.I smile up at him, nodding. “Why? Spit it out.”“I can’t,” I reply. It wasn’t exactly my intention to swallow. I can taste it at the back of my throat and it tastes gnarly.“Why did you swallow it?”I stick out my tongue, “It tastes weird.”“Don’t say that,” Caspian says with an embarssed expression and I burst out laughing.He grabs my cheeks and pinches them a little too hard, stopping my laughter immediately. “Ow,” cry, “That hurts.”“Serves you right.”I try to kiss him and he shrinks back in fear. “Nooo, I don’t want to taste it.”“I swallowed it,” I glare at him.“You didn’t have to,” he says and looks away.I raise a
Ash POVI am kneeling on the bed with my legs across Caspian. He is sitting on the bed with his back against the bed’s headboard. He is hard as a rock underneath me and I feel him press against my sensitive parts. I can swear I feel him grow some more and it takes me everything not to squirm against him. His hands slowly make their way up the back of my shirt, I try to keep still as his warm hands caress me. They slowly move from the back to the front until cups my breast with his hands. I break the kiss and lean on his shoulder as I try to catch my breath. His hands on my chest don't slow down and all I can do is hold on to him as the waves of pleasure carry me away. I am supposed to be in charge, why am I the one panting against him while he is in perfect state? Without thinking I softly bite the side of his neck and Caspian groans against me. I bite harder and he curses. I suck on his neck and he squeezes tighter on my breasts.His fingers pinches the tip and I gasp, I throw my
Ash POV"Wait for me," he whispers directly into my right ear. I feel his breath on my ear and the side of my neck, it sends shivers down my spine.I nod obediently and he pulls away from me. I watch him while rooted beside the door. He doesn't turn around and I keep watching him until the bathroom door closes.I put my hand to my chest, it is beating so hard I am sure he heard it before he left me. I groan and climb to the side of the bed.I slip between the sheets and pull the cover sheets all the way to my face. My face reddens as I think of what will happen when he comes out. I cover my face with my palm and close my eyes."Oh no," I mumble. I can't quell my excitement.I sleep on my side with the sheets pulled all the way to my head. It's a little hard to breathe underneath it but it hides my face.After what feels like forever, I hear the bathroom door open and fight the urge to peek out of the sheet. I hear Caspian bustling around in the room and then I hear his footsteps appro
Ash POVI don’t know who is more surprised by the kiss but Caspian recovers quickly as he presses me against him and kisses me hard.I pull away from him gasping for air. "We should go inside," I say with my head down."Indeed," he says with amusement and kisses the top of my head.He removes his hand from my waist and grabs my hand. He pulls to the door and holds it open until we both go through the door.I immediately smell cooking but Caspian doesn't let me go and just pulls me through the living room and to the stairs. We stop in front of his room and he still holds me tightly."Caspian," I say gently as he opens his door."Yes," he responds but doesn't make any attempt to look at me."Let me go to my room and clean up. I will join you in a moment." I say as gently as I can even though I am fighting the urge to smack the back of his head."No," he says without any explanation.I open my mouth to protest and he pulls me into the room and shuts the door. He closes the gap between us
Ash POV"Just be happy with the person you like and stop being so stiff and let someone love you." She says with a bright smile."I can let someone love me, stop saying weird things." I glare at her."Oh really, I can tell you're the one with the issues in the relationship because Alpha sounds like he wants to keep you all to himself. I mean anyone with an eye can see that.""He just has a protective streak," I say with a pout."Protective my ass. Do you see him lifting me in my arms? Why do you think I thought something was going on between you two?" She smirks knowingly.I sigh, I want to tell her my fears but I will have to tell her more than I want to and I don't think I am ready for that."I do think it's a good thing," she says when I don't say anything. She looks to the corner of the room and screams out. "Holy smokes! Look at the time. Vi is gonna have our heads.""Oh my goodness," I say, following her gaze. "It's past five. What's Kay doing?"I rush out of bed and yo the war
Ash POV"Claire!" I cry. "I can't breathe.""Oh my God. I am so sorry." She says and immediately lets go of me.I lean forward and go into a fit of cough which subside quickly, thankfully. I take a deep breath and lean back on the couch."It is fine," I smile faintly at her.She still looks worried and she leans on to check my face. "Are you okay?" She asks.I nod, "Yes, I am.""Sorry about that," she chuckled awkwardly. "I just wanted you to know how sorry I am.""I get it and thank you for apologizing.""It's no problem." She said and gave me a hug before standing to her feet. "Let me know if you need anything."I nod and she waves and skips away. I sit on the couch for a couple minutes and I remember that I did not reply to Bennie.I quickly shoot her a reply apologizing without giving out any details. I don't want to explain on the phone if I am going to explain in person.As soon as I am done replying, I head upstairs. As much as I want to check on Kay I know it is better to give
Ash POVI hear the sound of the microwave go off as I start to send out a reply. As I stand on my feet I hear the sound of someone coming into the kitchen. I turn around to see Claire and I instinctively freeze as the memory of the conversation I had with Caspian pops in my head. For a millisecond, I am stunned and at a loss for words. "Ashton," Claire says and walks into the kitchen.The sound of her voice snaps me out of the trance and I manage to smile as I say her name. "Claire, good morning.""Rough night, huh?" She says with a soft smile."Not really," I say and turn away from her. "I was just lazy." I stop in front of the microwave and pull out my meal. Boy, does it smell heavenly.I blow a mind kiss to Damien and make my way back to the table. I see Claire is also seated and my stomach knots up but I immediately ignore it and go to sit opposite from her.I dig into my meal but she doesn't say anything, just sits watching me eat. I frown but I don't comment, I just pick up my