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My Cold-hearted Rogue Alpha CHAPTER 104
Ash POVIt has been five days since the incident where Kay kissed me. My relationship with Caspian has only worsened since then. Even though he lives right next door, I only see him during mealtimes and as usual, he ignores me.In the space of five days, I've gone from concerned to worried to annoyed to sad to angry. I've tried ignoring him but that didn't help my case. Now, I have decided to go confront him and ask what this is about.I pinch myself, grabbing a huge part of my skin and I pull in an attempt to tell myself how bad of an idea this is. It hurt, it hurt more than I anticipated.I quickly cover my mouth at the scream that is threatening to erupt. After the pain subsides, I start toward the door. I stop with my hand on the knob.I shouldn't go out but I know if I don't do it now, I most likely never will and I don't want it to continue like this. Did I do something wrong?I want to apologize about this so we can move past this and this can return to normal. It's annoying an
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Ash POV"No, you didn't. Why do you think that?" Caspian asks. He is holding the door open and I can see inside his room.My eyes widen a little at his response, he sounds cold and detached. It feels as though someone stabbed my heart with an icicle. I want to run to my room and forget this ever happened but not before I try to make the situation between us slightly better. It grinds at my gears and I really hate the distance."I don't know," I scratch my head and look away. "It just looks like you're ignoring me." I want to be angry at him but he didn't just start ignoring me. Something happened and he is likely still angry about it.It doesn't make any sense to me as I think we are already past this but I want to be sure there isn't something else I need to apologize for.Caspian sighs, "Come in." "Huh? What?" I ask. I'm sure I heard him wrong. I didn't think he would want me in his room.He grabs my arm and pulls me inside his room at my slow reaction. He closes the door behind
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Caspian POV“…If you don't want what I am offering it's expected that I should stop offering, hence the avoidance." I am rambling, I know but I am basically giving her an ultimatum and I don’t like it either.I could have guessed all the possible reactions she would have to my words but not once would have guessed this. My face falls immediately and I leave the seat and rush to her side.I fucked up. There is nothing else I can say about this except the fact that I messed up big time. I made her cry. That was not my intention. I wanted to get my feelings across in the best way I knew how to and I made her cry. The wheels in my head spin as I try to clean up this messed up situation.I raise my hand to touch her face, I wipe the tears falling out of her face. "Please, don't cry." I say. "I am sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry."I don't know what else to say, I didn't anticipate for this. I anticipated that she would stomp out and I have already thought of what I would say to stop h
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Ash POV"I would greatly prefer it if you didn't compare me to that dickhead. I would never do something like that to you. Not in a million years."Caspian's words warm me from the inside out. He touches the side of my face and I lean into his warm hands.I can't comprehend why I was scared anymore. Scared of letting him in. It wasn't like he has done anything to make me think he couldn't be trustworthy.I wince slightly, I thought the same about Conall and he betrayed me and there is also a high chance he betrayed my brother too."No, don't do that." Caspian says. "I can tell you are thinking of bad thoughts. Think only of me. I want to be a part of your life. I don't think I would be able to stand it if you decline so don't."Caspian runs his hand through his hair. "I don't want to tell you to trust me with your heart but let me show you that I can be trustworthy."What is this? I can feel my eyes water. Nobody has ever said that to me. I can feel his words reverberated in me. I don
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Ash POVHe plants a loud kiss on my lips and pulls back. He leans forward and kisses me again. This time he takes his time to slowly coax my lips to open to him and I kiss him back before I even think about it.He pulls closer to me still kissing me and I wrap my hands around his neck. I feel warmth in my guts and it quickly spread to rest of my body.I squirm against him and Caspian groans in my mouth. He pulls me into his laps and I straddle without breaking the kiss. Why do I feel so impatient? Is it because I can tell he is or this is solely from me. Is it the feelings I have been suppressing that's letting loose.He throws me on the bed and I gasp. His elbows are on the side of me as he looks down at me."You're so beautiful," he whispers and I blush like a schoolgirl.I can't help but feel beautiful as he looks at me with desire in his eyes. He pulls at my pajamas, ripped the shirt and I feel buttons fly everywhere."Hey, I liked that one.""I will get you another one," he says
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Ash POV"Do you want me to?" He asks and turns my head so I have to look at him again.I close my eyes and nod my head. I feel his breath against my lips and his kissing me again. I kiss him back, feeling all the pent up tension from him touching me so much.I grab the back of his head and run my fingers through his hair. Why is it easy for me to be so wanton when we are kissing? I press my body against him as I hear him swear.He breaks the kiss and rests his forehead on mine. "If you do that," he says with a raspy voice. "I can't control myself so well."Before I can respond, he is between my legs again and I feel him flick on my inner folds. I gasp against the warm unexpected feeling.He grabs the apex with his lips and sucks on it while gently pulling. He lets go and softly nibbles on me. I curse as his teeth brush my already stimulated lips.He makes circular motions with his tongue and I grab the sheets. I can barely keep track of what he is doing, all I know is that it is prett
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Caspian POVI step out of the bathroom to see Ashton fast asleep on the bed. I don’t blame her, I spent a while in the bathroom there for several reasons. I thought it would be a quick one but I ended up spending more time than I wanted to.Aside from how long I took, I know she must be exhausted from the rollercoaster of emotions she had to go through today. That's more than enough reason for her to be fast asleep.I stare at her from the bathroom door. She is lying on her side and even though her head is on a pillow she still puts her hand under her head. I can't really see her face but her auburn hair is splayed all around her.There is a towel around my neck to catch the dropping water. I walk to the closet with my ass out and pull out a pair of pants.I quickly put this on and I try to dry my hair. It is still dripping a lot of water and I don't want to get it on the bed.I walk to the side of the bed and slide in with her. As I get into bed, I lean forward and place a kiss on he
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Ash POV"Sorry, you were in the bathroom and I thought I will be back before you return." Her eyes dart around as she looks at everywhere except my face.I pull her to myself by the waist and she falls against me. I gently pull her head back with her hair to kiss her on the lips but she turns to the side and my lips touch her cheeks."I haven't brushed," she mumbles. She looks absolutely adorable.I say at Caspian's failed attempt to kiss me. I can believe he actually wants us to touch lips when I just woke up.The fact that I have to explain this is pissing, however, the look of betrayal on his face prompted the response out of me.That's not the only problem, I can look at his face. I can't even comprehend why I am so shy. It's annoying. It's freaking Caspian, he didn't change overnight. However, the fact that he is my boyfriend now feels very heavy and I suddenly don't know how to act in his presence."So?" He says nonchalantly. "I don't care."Huh? "I do," I say with a blush on my
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Ash POV"Just be happy with the person you like and stop being so stiff and let someone love you." She says with a bright smile."I can let someone love me, stop saying weird things." I glare at her."Oh really, I can tell you're the one with the issues in the relationship because Alpha sounds like he wants to keep you all to himself. I mean anyone with an eye can see that.""He just has a protective streak," I say with a pout."Protective my ass. Do you see him lifting me in my arms? Why do you think I thought something was going on between you two?" She smirks knowingly.I sigh, I want to tell her my fears but I will have to tell her more than I want to and I don't think I am ready for that."I do think it's a good thing," she says when I don't say anything. She looks to the corner of the room and screams out. "Holy smokes! Look at the time. Vi is gonna have our heads.""Oh my goodness," I say, following her gaze. "It's past five. What's Kay doing?"I rush out of bed and yo the war
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