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last update Last Updated: 2024-04-10 23:09:41

Lily shook her head again.

"You expect me to believe you?" he chuckled

"I wasn't allowed to date anyone, because of dad"

Zared nodded slowly in realisation.

"No one wanted to date me either"

"I understand that part" he said making Lily look down.

"Remember what I said, I won't repeat it again"

Lily didn't respond as Zared turned and left for upstairs. Both of them made their way to their rooms and lied on their beds.

Zared was staring at the ceiling while lying. He recalled what he felt earlier, with Lily. He didn't know what it was but he knew it was wrong, wrong to feel that way because he already had a girlfriend. He thought about Riley, he always felt at ease with Riley, he felt joy and he was calm and happy, but with Lily? Not the same thing.

There was something different, he felt the chaos that surrounded him when he was close to her. She made him feel butterflies. His heart beats fastened and his chest heaved, his emotions would be at peak and he would over react. He lik
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