I woke up the next morning with a massive headache and to someone snoring. I looked over to my right to see Mason sleeping shirtless on the floor of my bedroom. I slowly stood up and tiptoed to luggage. I rummaged through my stuff until I found my migraine pills. Once I found them I stood up too quickly. I grabbed my head with both of my hands to try to make my brain stop moving. As soon as my head stopped hurting from me standing up too quickly, I caught a glimpse from the mirror on the side of my eye. I turned my head towards it slowly as to not make my head hurt more. Once I looked at myself in the mirror, I notice I still had my dress on from last night and my hair looked like a bird's nest at the moment. I looked around the room to find a cup of water beside my bed which was also right next to Mason. I walked over to my bed and as I was carefully trying to reach for the glass of water I heard a knock at the door.
"Lea, are you in there?" Asher asked while turning the door knob. I was so startled from his knock that I lost my balance and tripped over Mason's body. My head hit the floor as I fell over. I held my head again to stop the movement from inside.
"Lea?" Shit I said out loud. I moved over and sat up to see Mason finally woke up. We both heard my brother trying to come in and we both realized that the door wasn't locked. We both looked at each other with wide eyes. I quickly ran to the door and held it shut again.
"Lea, what is going on. Open this now right now!" Asher demanded me. I just rolled my eyes at the door.
"And don't roll your eyes at me either!" Asher yelled through the door. I closed my eyes as my head started to hurt again.
"Open this door now, or I will break it down."
"Bro, chill okay. I'm naked right now and I have a migraine. Can you just give me moment and stop yelling please?" I say slowly but calmly.
"Oh okay, I'm sorry." Asher said before leaving from the door of my room. When my brother left and I knew he wasn't close to hear me. I turned around to face Mason. Mason was now sitting on my bed, still shirtless. Can't he put a damn shirt on. I can't focus with his sexy body right in front of me.
"Why the hell are you in my room for?" I asked trying to sound mad, but I sounded like a love struck puppy.
"You was a little tipsy last night, when I brought you home from the club. It was late and your brother was here. When I brought you to your room and laid you on the bed, that is when your brother came out of his room and watched t.v. in the living room. I had no choice but to sleep on the floor all night." Mason said sounding annoyed which pissed me off. No one told him to take me home. My girls could have taken me instead.
"Well no one told you to take me home. Lexi could have taken me home, not like you are my boyfriend." Mason shot up from my bed and got in my face so fast, I stumbled back. He followed and backed up more until my back hit the wall.
"Damn straight I'm not your boyfriend and I never will be; but I'm not going to sit here and watch some guy put his filthy hands on my...on you." Mason said while gritting his teeth. I couldn't help but look him in the eyes as he said what he said. He was about to say something before he corrected himself.
"Still you didn't have to take me home. I never asked you too, so stop sounding so annoyed as if I was such a burden."
"That is exactly what you are! A huge mother fucking burden, always has been since you were twelve. You are so unbelievable." Mason yelled in a hushed voice so Asher wouldn't hear him. Instead of crying in front of him, I sat up straight and poked my chest out. I was so mad and hurt, I can't believe I have a crush on him. Without saying anything to him at all, I walked away. I grabbed my pills and water and walked out of the room. I quickly walked to the bathroom and started the shower. I swallowed my pills quickly, got undressed and hopped into the shower.
Mason was so confusing. Last night he was being gentle and sweet and taking care of me. Then this morning he was acting like an asshole. An asshole who never see me as a woman. That much was now clear. I ran my head through the hot water and washed my hair.
Twenty minutes later I left the shower, dried my body and hair and walked out of the bathroom towards my room. I opened my room door to find that my room was empty. Mason had left while I was in the shower. Good. I thought to myself; but a part of me was wishing that he stayed. Then I mentally slapped myself for wishing that. He just called you a burden and made it so clear that he only saw you as a twelve-year-old. It's time for you to move on. The inner me told me.
After I got dressed, combed out my hair, and put it up in a ponytail; I went over to my bed to check my phone. I had five missed calls all from Lexi and CeCe, and one text message. Before I checked my text message I went and called Lexi and CeCe on three way.
"Lea! Spill the beans girl." CeCe and Lexi both said.
"There is nothing to spill." I said while I laid on my bed.
"What do you mean there is nothing to spill? Mason came and saved you from that guy and took you home; and you are telling us that nothing happened?"
"That is exactly what I am telling you."
"He didn't try anything with you at all when he brought you home?"
"Nope." I said popping the P.
"He slept in my room last night."
"See I knew something happened!" CeCe yelled out.
"He slept on the floor. Then when he woke up he yelled and told me I was a burden." I finished saying. Then CeCe and Lexi both said oh and then went silent.
"Don't sweat it, he isn't the one. I guess now you will probably get over him now right?" Lexi asked me with concern. She knew most of all how much I liked Mason. How every day since I was twelve that I dreamt me and him would be together. Now though, that dream had crashed and burn. I sighed and told them that yes, I would move on; and I meant it to.
Because when I got off the phone with Lexi and CeCe, I checked the one text messaged I had got. I opened the text message and saw that a number I did not know messaged me. I then read what the message said.
"Good morning beautiful. I hope you had a great time last night, because I know I did. In case you are still wondering who this is, well it's Jack. You know the guy from the plane three days ago. Well just thought you should know, you were on my mind; and I would most definitely like to take you out on a date sometime this week." I smiled as I read the messaged. I then replied back before getting some breakfast.
"Good morning, thank you for the text message, I'll lock you in my phone; and I would like to go on a date with you." Looks like I get to finally move on from my childhood crush after all.
For the rest of that week, I have been texting Jack every day. Hanging out with CeCe and Lexi. I didn't see Mason at all that week, not after the last words he said to me. which is good, it made it easier for me to move on. Jack was a nice funny guy. He would text me every morning. We only talked on the phone a couple of times and he has a sexy voice on the phone too. A couple of times my brother caught me on the phone with him. You know how older brothers are, they always want to know who you are talking to and meet them. Every time my brother would pester me about Jack I would shrug it off and walk away. That frustrated him more though. I was getting ready for my date with Jack. I was in the bathroom putting my silver earrings on and finishing up my make-up. I straightened my long hair and wore it down this time. I wore a black halter top dress that came down just above my knees. I wore silver heels to go with the dress. As I was finishing up in the bathroom I heard a knock at th
It's been a week since that night at Texas Long Horn. After Mason dropped me off back at my brother's house, that was the end of it. I haven't seen or heard from Mason at all since that night. I felt stupid sitting around all day and checking my phone every few seconds. Just to get no calls or text messages. I shouldn't have let him kiss or eat me out, I felt so dumb. Today though, I'm not going to let him control my day and night. CeCe called me this morning to tell me about some party someone is throwing. I agreed to go, why not right? Not like I have a boyfriend and I still have to find a date for Asher's wedding. So later that day, CeCe came to pick me up. I packed some clothes and make-up and all of my hair products to take to her place. I decided to just sleep over at CeCe's house for the night. I didn't want to keep my brother up wondering where I am and when I will be coming home. When CeCe and I arrived at her place, she showed me her room. I put my stuff in the corner o
That night Mason and I fucked at least five times. On his couch, floor, kitchen counter, his bed, and then in the shower; before we finally went to bed. I woke up the next morning with him holding me. we were both naked still. I tried to move out of his arms when he moaned and started grinding on me. I instantly became wet and horny. I tried to ignore as I tried getting up, but he obviously didn't get enough of me, because right then we started fucking again.An hour later I took a shower as he started making us breakfast. As I got out, I dried myself and wrapped a towel around me. I walked back into his room to get dressed in the clothes I wore the night before. I walked downstairs to find Mason getting breakfast ready while being naked. Just seeing him naked makes me wet all over again. "Hey." I said as he turned around. He smiled once he looked at me and I instantly melted."I was thinking we should talk, but once you put something on.""What, you can't focus when I'm naked?" Maso
CeCe dragged me all the way upstairs and made me sit on her bed as she stood in front of me."Tell me everything." She said while putting her hands on her hips and tapping her right foot on the floor. I had to stop myself from laughing, because she looked like a mother. Even though she is a mother. "I don't know what you are talking about." I say while smiling. I couldn't help it, im pretty sure my cheeks were red. I was so happy and I couldn't even hide it from anyone."Bullshit Lea. I saw Mason bring you upstairs and the two of you didn't come back down until an hour later. Then I saw the both of you leave the party together. You didn't even call or text us to let us know what was going on; or to tell us you were okay. So what happened? And you better start when he brought you up to a room at that party." CeCe said. My smile widened, I tried to hide it, but I couldn't. "He took me upstairs. Told me he didn't like seeing me dance with anyone else. I told him why not, because it is
Mason brought me to a place called Camille's. It's a very high end restaurant so it's a good thing I asked what to wear. Mason was wearing an all black dress suit. He looks very orgasmic with his blonde hair, blue eyes, facial hair, and his muscles bulging out through his dress suit; I have to literally cross my legs tightly and look at the menu as if it was the best thing I have ever seen, just to keep myself from jumping over the table and having sex with him right here in front of everyone. "How do you like the place?""Its beautiful, I love it." I said while smiling and I wasn't playing either. This place is very beautiful. The whole restaurant was dim with candles on the table. The restaurant was big and spacious and quiet for the most part. This is probably the first real expansive diner anyone has ever brought me to. It makes me feel as if I'm a queen, Mason's queen. I blushed at the thought and I tried to hide it through the menu, but it was too late. "What are you thinking
"I can't believe you told him you loved him! You can never take that back, you are the first one to say it. Girl I need to teach you how to get these men wrapped around your finger the right way." CeeCee said. "Um no you don't, you suck at relationships. I mean look at yours, your guy treats you like shit and cheats on you all the time, and you take it. Alethea did nothing wrong, she can't help if she loves the man." Alexa said. I nodded in agreement. After I told him I loved him he looked at me for a very long time. I don't know what made me say it, but I did and I wish I hadn't, because he never said anything back. It became awkward after that, we sat on the cliff in silence that night. After he took me home I haven't heard from him in a week. Each day it was a struggle not to call or text him, but with the help of my girls I didn't hit him up at all. At first, I would go to bed crying, then for a few nights I packed my bag and slept over at Alexa's house for that week, and I'm
The next night the girls and I went to a club called Vault. It's a nice place to dance and smoke hookah, but it is too damn small. From outside of the club it looks dark with flashing lights; the only way you'll know it's a club is by the music blasting through the walls. They play all the latest hits, some reggaeton but mostly hip-hop. There's a bar on the opposite side of where the entrance is to the club. Then there are stools in front of the bar that goes all the way around because the bar is long. Then there are a few places to sit that are across from where the bar is. The rest is the dance floor packed with lots of people. Cece needed a night out away from her crazy boyfriend. It turns out he hits her from time to time. I and Lexa tried to tell her to leave him, but she ignores us and says she was happy with him. I and Lexa both looked at each other and rolled our eyes. Because we both don't understand how anyone would be Happy in an abusive relationship. Tonight though I g
An hour later after having ten more shots we ended up at one of the strip clubs in Providence. I was too far gone in my drunken state to care about being too shy. So when it was my turn to dance on the pole I drunkenly stumbled onto the stage and towards the pole. A few guys laughed because I was drunk, but I didn't care. Without looking at anyone in the crowd, I grabbed hold of the pole as the song "dip it low" by Christina Milian started playing and I did a simple move first. I swung on the pole till my back was against it with my ass facing the crowd. Right when Christina sang "dip it low, dip it low slow", I slowly bent over with my ass on the pole and my hands on the ground. Then I slowly came back up with my left hand going above my head to grip the pole and my right hand going slightly behind my back also holding onto the pole. I slowly turned around to face the crowd and sensually but slowly did a split. Right when the part "pop pop pop that thing" I did split twerk. All ar
I was sitting at my desk in my medium-sized office, looking and feeling like a boss. I was in my very first office ever. I looked calm and collected but inside I was smiling from ear to ear. I am so glad I had the balls to up and quit my old job and apply for this one. It was the best decision I have ever made. Last we left off I got hired at Star Magazine, went to the clinic, and went home. This morning I got up super early to get ready to go to my old job, to collect my things. When I arrived, everyone was staring at me and my old boss kept giving me the evil eye. I ignored her though and didn’t even spare her a single eye glance. I just grabbed a box and walked to my secretary's desk and started packing the box full of office supplies that I bought. The new secretary stopped typing on the keyboard to give me an annoying glare.“This is all the stuff that I bought, so you can look at me with that annoying glare all you want. You should have brought your own pens, note pads, and sti
I made it to the airport just in time to board my flight. A part of me hoped Mason would be here trying to fight for the love I thought we had. But was deeply disappointed when I walked through the airport, through TSA, and to the gate, my plane was and didn’t see him anywhere. Tears threatened to fall from my eyes but I pushed them back and vowed to never cry over Mason again. Once I arrived back in Florida it’ll be a new chapter in my life with no Mason. With that thought, I gave my ticket to the lady to scan and I walked onto my plane. My seat was 8F which was towards the back and thankfully the window seat. Ever since I flew on a plane for the first time at eighteen years old I’ve always loved flying and always bought the window seat. I hate the middle seat and the aisle seat. I made my way to my seat, lugged my luggage into the top cabin, and took my seat at the window. The window blinds were closed shut and I didn’t mind that for now. I didn’t want to look at Rhode Island any
It's been three weeks since I woke up to an empty bed after that night Mason snuck into my room. Three weeks since he told me he loved me after making love to me. Three weeks since I last been in his arms. Three weeks of crying non stop, three weeks of being angry at him and cussing at the air at the tops of my lungs. On this day, I finally became numb & on this day, is my older brothers wedding. We are still not on speaking terms. He has tried everyday to talk to me, texting and calling me but I don't respond or answer his calls. As for Mike, we haven't spoken much since our date but thankfully he agreed to accompany me to my brothers wedding. There's no way I could face Mason and what ever date he brought with him tonight. I sat in front of my mirror looking myself over one last time. I wore a baby blue knee length altar dress with clear glass heels with diamonds running on the side of them. My hair was pinned up in a neat bun. I looked like a princess, but I didn't feel like one.
Tonight was the night to get laid. I was in the bathroom shaving my legs and pampering myself, getting ready for my first date with Mike. We have been calling each other and texting every day, some times ill go watch his shows some nights. This is the first time he is taking me out though, so I'm a little nervous.Once I was done shaving, brushing my teeth, doing my hair. I sprayed my neck, chest, and wrists with bombshell perfume from Victoria Secret. I then grabbed my black halter dress that comes up to my knees. I smiled at myself when I looked at my reflection in my full body mirror. I wore black eyeliner, mascara, with light pink almost nude eye shadow. I looked beautiful. I was putting my silver heels on when I received a text message. Thinking it was from mike, I opened the message. My face instantly falling to see that it wasn't from Mike. Ash: I miss youI read it and then closed out of the message with no response. Yes I was still mad at my brother for what he did. He can
An hour later CeeCee, Alexa and I were sitting inside of a male strip club with the rest of the bachorlette party. We had front row seats to the stage. Ash's woman hasn't said much to me since I arrived, she's been having too much fun with her friends mooning over the strippers. I sipped my wine as I sat watching the whole show. Ash's lady was caucasian with long black hair, fairly tall well average for a female, I'll say about five foot five. I barely know her, but I'm already getting a bad vibe from her. "WOOOOOOO YES BABY!" Ariel, my brothers woman was yelling towards a male stripper who was giving her a lap dance. I can never understand those who need to do this before they get married, this is so not my scene. I'm itching to just get this night over with already. "Man this blows, I want to leave already." Alexa said, CeeCee and I both agreed as we three sipped our wine some more."Isn't this your kind of scene though?" I asked CeeCee, she is of course the wild one in our group.
I been staying at Ceecee's place ever since Mason and I broke up. I haven't seen my brother since then either, it's only been five days but it feels like an eternity passed and each day gets worse. I can't stop thinking about Mason and I can't stop being mad at my Ash. Lexa and Ceecee both have been taking turns trying to distract me from thinking at all. But what can you do when both of them have to go work? Like right now, I'm sitting cross legged on the sofa eating ice cream watching the movie Friends With Benefits. Basically this girl has to pick up this man from the airport for a job he just got in New York. After he officially gets the job she takes him all over New York to show him how amazing it is there so he can decide to stay. He does, and they become friends, they hang out at each other's house and watch movies. When one day they decide they can have sex with one another without catching feelings and still be friends.Until she falls in love with him and he too falls in l
"Mason let me in, I know your in there I can see my sister." My brother yells and bangs on the door more. Mason slowly stood up, walked over to the open and slowly opened it. My brother barges into the house looking pissed. If this was a cartoon his face would have turned a bright red and smoke would have came out of his ears. Ash looked between me and Mason three times before he focused on what I was wearing. I closed my eyes and balled up my fists, nothing could prepare me for this. It wasn't supposed to happen this way, not now, not today. "You two sleeping together behind my back?" My brother calmly asks, looking between the both of us. I was about to speak and tell my brother everything, but Mason beat me to it."It's not like that.""Then explain to me what it's like then, because my sister is completely naked under your t-shirt.""I-she-" I quickly sent a quick text to Alexa saying, "911 emergency come get me from Mason's." "Spit it out already.""I was drunk and Mason came
I turned around to find Mason walking up to me. "We will give you two a minute alone." Lexa said while pulling Cece into the house with her. I looked at Mason in confusion. "Why are you here?" I asked as soon as he was standing in front of me. "I'm keeping my word." Was all he said before lifting me over his shoulder and walking back to his car. "Mason what the hell are you doing?!" I yelled while punching and pinching him everywhere. Nothing I did worked though. It was like he was made of steal, nothing could hurt him. He opened the passenger door and put me into his car. Before I could try to get out he put my seat belt on for me and shut my door. I looked at him with my mouth open as he climbed into the driver side of the car. "What is wrong with you?" I asked not believing what just happened. He stayed silent though as he drove off. "Your not even going to let me tell my girls I'm leaving or better yet being kidnapped?" I said never looking away from him. "You have a phone don't
An hour later after having ten more shots we ended up at one of the strip clubs in Providence. I was too far gone in my drunken state to care about being too shy. So when it was my turn to dance on the pole I drunkenly stumbled onto the stage and towards the pole. A few guys laughed because I was drunk, but I didn't care. Without looking at anyone in the crowd, I grabbed hold of the pole as the song "dip it low" by Christina Milian started playing and I did a simple move first. I swung on the pole till my back was against it with my ass facing the crowd. Right when Christina sang "dip it low, dip it low slow", I slowly bent over with my ass on the pole and my hands on the ground. Then I slowly came back up with my left hand going above my head to grip the pole and my right hand going slightly behind my back also holding onto the pole. I slowly turned around to face the crowd and sensually but slowly did a split. Right when the part "pop pop pop that thing" I did split twerk. All ar