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Chapter 95

Author: Fintary
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Ashley POV

He didn't speak, but he didn't need to. His silence was enough. However, the stubborn part of me wanted to push him to bring up the topic... more specifically, how he had been affected by his father.

“What about you?” I continued cautiously.

His eyes narrowed slightly as they scanned my face. “You know about Jayden,” he pointed out.

I averted my eyes.

“How long have you known?”

He didn't sound accusatory, or angry. No, instead, there was something more familiar, something I also felt related to his... childhood.

“Too long,” I replied stiffly. I didn't like being reminded of my mistakes, so I replied automatically, defensively with, “You?”

“Me too.”

And when my eyes locked with his, I saw that it was there. The endless shame, regret, and guilt. It reflected a part deep inside me, so much so that I could hardly bear to look at it.

But I forced myself to do so. Because if I hated it, so did Jared. Yet he was brave enough to stick to his stance.

Dinner ended shortly after that.
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