~ I have more of reasons not to be with you rather than to be with you~
DOROTHY'S POV:
Oh God!
I have really bad days nowadays. I mean I have really awesome and hit days for my business but really tiresome days for my body.
I have become like an ass in these some days, the contracts, the interfaces, software, visit in all the game stations. Phew...I am going be more than the ass but I really love it. Because of it, I didn't have chance to remember him and him. Both of them were encircling in my mind like the crazy person.
Like how could he just kiss me ? Just like that..
But his kiss surely made the chills run through my spines for some seconds. And, I was trying really hard to not remember him.I can't believe that he came to my memory more than that fucking bastard Mike.
His memories of five days, it comes flooding in my mind. I am afraid it
~Somewhere in the nook of my heart, I know I love him too~DOROTHY'S POV:I was analyzing the software and some of the game stations of the city through some files in the evening. It was already six and I was still in my office. I called my assistant and asked her to go back home.I was so tired that I didn't intended to go back home and instead stay there in my suite room.Oh! God, suddenly I remembered. Hell ! I haven't cleaned my room for a while it was a mess and also, my chauffeur he has gone out earlier today and it sounds embarrassing, but yes I can do most of the things but driving is what I cannot do.So, I had literally planned to stay here tonight. And, yes I nearly forgot.I took out my phone and called my assistant and asked her if she had informed Alex about the meeting. She told me he wanted me to talk to her. God ! this boy why is he so stubborn and cling
~However strong we are, we always tend to hide the things that hurts us but we don't want to show it off~Alex's POV:After being able to see her after such a long time, I mean a week I was in cloud nine. Then my heart was at ease. I know she would call me. I knew that she would surely call me now.I was in practice room and was trying to concentrate on the new song which I had written in dedication to her. I don't know why but the lyrics which were written for her, was making me feel so much loved in it.And when I added music to it, it felt like she was along with me, listening to my songs and staring at me sweetly. Though, that view was impossible but now, she has become my inspiration, my motivation for singing, for doing music.I was so eager to make her hear this song. She is the only one for whom I have written this song. So, I wanted her to listen it at first but I still didn't h
~Feeling jealous and getting angry are part of loving you too~ DOROTHY'S POV:He grabbed my hand and pressed it hard. I didn't want to show him my hickeys that Mike had made on my body last night. That bastard had made quite a lots of hickeys and very deep.I was so happy to hear from his mouth that he liked me. But, I wasn't able to reveal him. And, I was so happy to find out that he was that young guy whom I had met many years ago. I had my own part of story of that night. The story which I hated to decipher to people.That night, I was trying to get inside the bar after I heard the touching voice of someone singing inside the bar. I was so lost in my world and blues but the voice had made me feel something else to me.His voice made
~You are my inspiration, my motivation, my music, my tunes and all of my music notes~∆Warning: The following content consists of 18+ sexual mature content. Please, skip if you are uncomfortable ∆ALEX'S POV:" Did you have these too ?" she asked me. I didn't understand what her 'THESE' referred to?"These ?" I asked her." Hickeys. You told you said you had made out with lots of girls," she asked scratching her forehead.Hell ! I put myself in great trouble. It was a tongue of a slip...I mean slip of tongue..." Not, many just two...," I closed my mouth with my palms with nervousness in my face."Hmmmm....m" she said. I wanted to ask to her too. She was already thirty, she must had with lots than me." And you ?" my slip of tongue again. I hit my lips for asking her that question.I peeked her face in the mirror.She was looking at me and smiling a devilish smile. Her devilish smile was scaring me now.I had the v
~ Hide and seek is fun to play~Alex's POV:She said she wanted to hear the song that I had played her last night. As she walked out of the bedroom and walked to the kitchen, I grabbed my guitar and then followed her dark figure in the dark.I switched on the light of the kitchen and then, pulled the dining chair and sat on it with my guitar as I viewed her as my audience right in front of me in the couch opposite to me.She looked at me with a heavy sigh and then, smiled. She walked to the refrigerator to get some vegetables and fruits.Placing the fruits and vegetables in the kitchen counter, she tied her long brown hair into the messy bun from which some of the strands were falling down to her neck making her seem extra gorgeous and sexy that I was literally drooling over her." Aren't you going to start ?" she said looking at me with a hopeful eyes.I was busy staring at her, her face, her hair, her beautiful curves and her every m
~Love can make you forget everything~Dorothy's POV :" Why is this crazy girl in your house ?" growled Brad after he was done spying me in his house.Alex was trying to stop him from speaking rubbish, but his mouth, it's sharper than the knife itself. He finally called me crazy. This Brad thing. Sometimes, I think I should just smote him with sword in my mind." I came here because I had some financial issues with him. Now, it's done and I wanna go back," I explained and got out of there hurriedly and stood in front of the car.How could he just leave me in his home?For his kind information, first thing I cannot drive and second thing is I won't find taxi at this lone place. And, how does he expect me to go back?I am saving myself this time. Yes, it's to save myself from those unwanted troubles that was going to occur.All three of them arrived. I could see the three different expressions on their faces. Alex had that sly expre
~ Sometimes people we hate might be our medicine too~Dorothy's POV:I stood up when I heard the thud sound from my suite room. I rushed to the room and saw that Mike was already awake.When I reached inside, he was madly furious. How could he not be? H hadn't eaten and had been tied for two whole days and also he can't been able to go to washroom as well.I signaled Allie to walk out of the room and then tried to talk to him.I had done the mistake, so it should be me who should apologize to him but he should be the one to apologize to me too. It should be properly ended, this relationship.I quickly ran towards him as I untied him." Mike..., " I said trying to convince him but before I could he slapped hard on my cheek." How dare you Echo? How dare you treat like this to me? We spent two years. Damn it... Two long years loving each other but how dare you do this to me ?" he said with clear fury on his eyes and his action.
~To love and to be loved are greatest feelings~Alex's POV:I was preparing really hard for the coming music awards and for the coming national concert.It was such a hectic schedule and I was provided with the phone only after six. I have thought to myself, next day I am getting a new secret phone to talk with her.I really felt like hitting Brad to his guts out but this guy I love him so much, he was there since I had debuted and still with me." Alex, why do I feel you have changed these days ?" he asked me." Changed? What do you mean by that ?" I replied with the further more question." I have seen you blush hundreds of times today in your practice. Don't tell me that you are in love with someone. Alex. You are at the top notch of your career. Don't ruin it with your stupid acts," he warned.Stupid acts!I feel as this guy has never fell in love. He doesn't know what it feels like to love and being loved
At the end:The whole novel's Theme Song: Wanna be that song by Brett EldredgeThe radio and a sundressMakin' my world all a messBack corner of a cornfieldBottle tops and the truth spinPull the lever, lay the seat back laughin'You slippin' off your shoesWhile the dashboard speakersSing every word of Night MovesI wanna be that song that gets you highMakes you dance, makes you fallThat melody rewinds years, once disappearedMakes time stallI wanna be those wordsThat fill you up, roll your windows downAnd keeps you youngMakes you believe you're right where you belongI wanna be that songI wanna be wanna be wanna be wanna be that songOohI wanna beI wanna, I wannaI wanna stand with you in the third rowThe window booth at a barBack pew on a Sunday, pourin' out your heartWhen the bleachers are crowdedWhen you're sittin' all…Source: MusixmatchThank you so m
After a month.Dorothy's POV :Wantedly or unwantedly, I stood at the aisle for the wedding. Looking at the people all around, whom I used to call the crowds and hated them, I clutched my hands tight on the corner of my designer gown which took quite a long time to be mend.The cape sleeved gown which was showcasing my white arms, designed white floral designs from the V-lines neck to the thin slimmed waist and gradually, spreading finely and thinly on the flares of the gown.I was constantly twitching the flower on the gown, due to nervousness." Oh! God Dorothy. Why are you so much nervous? You can do it, Dorothy," I motivated myself. It's not like this is my first time being together with him. It's just a wedding." It's just a ceremony where you are marrying your husband again. Not more than that," I moaned at myself.With a loud voice, a phrase was announced," And, the bride enters."My heartfelt as if it would stop right at
" Commit thy works unto the LORD, and thy thoughts shall be established." - Proverbs 16 :3Dorothy's POV :It was tough to see him breaking down in each and every notches of his life. It's heartbreaking for me to see him like that.Allie had submitted me with all the information about the Andersons Company. I had a better idea to deal with their business. I got to know that more than sixty percent of the shareholders of his company were willing to sell their shares, because of the company's dropping of share's value in the stock market.I was willing to purchase all of the shares, all sixty percent of it. So, I had acquired all the sixty percent of his shares without even revealing my face and also urged him, that I would be investing for his company willingly but he had to do one thing for me. I will be making an app to upgrade his company's finance. You can't imagine how much profit the online app can get you but the promotional teaser and the theme music s
Alex's POV :My heart broke as she asked me if I was well or not. If I was alright or not? I wasn't? Not even a little bit. The pressure of learning the things that I don't know was more than the grief of leaving the music in the company.I wasn't being able to learn. I felt like a small kid struggling hard with his school assignments and still couldn't do it.Somewhere in my mind, I have wanted, wanted that someone would ask me if I was well or not. If I was okay or not? When she asked me about it, my heartfelt more than broken. I wanted to stay in her embraces as they were the only secure place for me now.Honestly, everything others were frustrating me except her and Gloria in my life. I don't know why but Her happiness with Gloria had made me happy in her happiness. But, sometimes thinking about the departure that which id obvious and sure to happen, ruptures my heart into pieces. And, when I think of her who is more attached to her, it makes me mor
~I am not weak. I was never.I won't let anyone to stumble on my belongings~Dorothy's POV :My heart left its place when she told me everything. Wait! What is this everything? Why did he leave the music for me?" What are spouting? How did I make him leave his biggest dream?" I asked her with a teary voice. My mind refused to agree that I was the reason for his retirement from the music and my heart denied the fact that he gave up the music.I wasn't able to take both of the things." Mam..., that ..., donor...," she stammered with each word that was enunciating from her lips. As always she is always slow or she is scared of me, I can never understand.Wiping away the tears, with my palms, I asked with a gentle voice," Tell me, Risa, everything. I swear I won't be telling even a single word to Alex and never mention your name in front of him. Please for God's sake, tell me everything," I pleaded with all of my heart and soul to her.I
~ Some people we meet in our life are more than just the angel~Dorothy's Pov:Finally, after three weeks I am being discharged from the hospital. I swear, the excitement which I had during the admittance in the hospital faded away just in some days after I joined.My back was aching like the hell by sleeping everyday on the bed. They won't allow me to eat something that I wanted and yeah, not even travel as I wanted. But, I knew that it was all for me. It was just because I wasn't habituated to sleeping and getting rest almost all days.Yeah, my little friend, Gloria would visit me frequently in my room and we would be together with each other almost all the time.We used to stroll around the garden and look at the old people laughing and giggling and make a silly jokes on some of them. As she was more of a patient in a hospital before me, she knew quite some of the people in the hospital and would describe me about them, with he
~ I lie, I tell truth. Everything is only for you~Alex's POV :Since some weeks she has to go through all sorts of tests. I can't even understand what kinds of tests they were but I can feel that she must be exhausted and fed up with all sorts of bitter experiences during the tests, needles, cuts and all.And on top of that, I didn't even want her to know what I have actually done. She might hate me, hate me for being a coward for giving up my dreams for her but I know she would never be able to feel proud even when I gave up her life for music. The music isn't as much worth as she is in my life.Her surgery was scheduled at 11 O' clock sharp. She has been in several tests since then, and she has been going through different procedures since morning.Dad reached the hospital on time. I don't know why but when dad showed up in the hospital, I felt like hugging him so tight as his presence had relieved every cells of my body.They
~ I lie, I tell truth. Everything is only for you~Alex's POV :Since some weeks she has to go through all sorts of tests. I can't even understand what kinds of tests they were but I can feel that she must be exhausted and fed up with all sorts of bitter experiences during the tests, needles, cuts and all.And on top of that, I didn't even want her to know what I have actually done. She might hate me, hate me for being a coward for giving up my dreams for her but I know she would never be able to feel proud even when I gave up her life for music. The music isn't as much worth as she is in my life.Her surgery was scheduled at 11 O' clock sharp. She has been in several tests since then, and she has been going through different procedures since morning.Dad reached the hospital on time. I don't know why but when dad showed up in the hospital, I felt like hugging him so tight as his presence had relieved every cells of my body.They
~I promise to love this man and never let him regret his decisions. I am going to make everything alright~Dorothy's POV:" Aren't you cold?" Alex wrapped me in a black warm cardigan as I grabbed the railings of the balcony and rested my chin on the railing and closed my eyes feeling the cool fresh air." A little," I answered as I inhale the cool and fresh breeze." Who's she?" he asked standing beside me.I lifted my head from the railing and turned to him, leaning on the railings. " I don't know but she is suffering from cancer too. I just felt sorry for that little child and I brought her here up," I answered as I hold both hands on mine and playing with them."Alex, did you had lunch?" I asked him." Yeah. Are you hungry? Want me to get you something?" he said caressing my cheeks gently with his thumbs in a round motion."I am on fast. I cannot eat. Tomorrow, I have surgery, you see," I turned back to see the view of the city.