Bella I couldn't stop myself from blinking numerous times in my bid to see clearly and still make sense of what I was seeing. He was standing right in front of me and I didn't know what to feel. Anger, frustration, sadness— all at once. I didn't say anything and was about to close the door to him when he held it open, as usual. Struggling to control my temper which was already attempting to go up the roof, I asked him through my gritted teeth, “What do you want, Xander?” “Why did you leave the house? I've been searching all over for you.” “Why? What else do you want from me? You wanted a baby and I've lost the baby— weren't those your words?” His hand flew to his head and he ran his fingers through his hair, trying to avoid my gaze. A shadow of regret passed over his features as I watched his face etch with pain and self reproach. “You heard?” He asked, sighing deeply, his eyes darker than I was used to. “What do you want from me?” “Why are you here? Couldn't you h
Xander “I don't love him!” She shouted, staring right into my eyes. “I love you, Xander!” I wasn't surprised to hear her say she loved me. I knew she had feelings for me but I thought she loved him even more. All I've ever done was try to get rid of her. He showed her the love and care she badly needed but she…doesn't love him? My eyes narrowed to slits as my eyelids drew together. “I don't know why my heart keeps longing for you!” I saw tears well up in her eyes, waiting for her next blink so they could escape. This woman— the one who keeps me awake at night, who tamed me like her personal wild beast, loves me. “I don't know why my heart longs for you either,” I got lost in my own musings and in my mind was a whirlwind of conflicting feelings. I moved even closer to her and she tried to move away from me. She got to the couch and because she didn't realize it was behind her, she fell into it. “Perfect!” I shouted in my head. “Why are you running away from me then?” I lay dow
BellaI sat on the edge of the bed, wrapped in a robe, holding onto a cup of coffee, sipping away slowly. I was hurt and confused. He did it…again!The room was quiet, save for the ‘soothing’ distant sounds of traffic outside. I walked into the bathroom and took off the robe. I prepared the bathtub and entered into the warm water, letting it cool the throbbing sensation of my clit.I sat in it for a while with my eyes closed until I felt better.“He said he loves me. Was I hallucinating?”I got out and dried out my body before wearing the robe again. I had barely wrapped the robe around my body when the door flung open and Xander walked in, panting.“What do you wa—”His fingers latched onto my sleeve, his grip was tight and tenacious as he pulled me closer to him. His hand gently cupped my face and his fingers threaded through my hair.“You…who are you and what have you done to me?” I heard him say.He covered my lips in a soft and tender kiss that quickly deepened. Our breaths mingl
BellaI watched in horror as he casually said it like it was normal to murder your own blood. I couldn't believe it. I've seen him instruct men to do horrible things to people but they were always guilty. But now…“What did he do to you?!” I yelled, moving swiftly away from him. My heart was beating so fast, I couldn't keep up.“He fucked you!” Was the reply I got.“But he didn't!” I retorted. “Why do you do such horrible things?” My eyes narrowed as I watched him smile evilly.“I just confirmed that he didn't but I still need him to be as far away from you as possible so he won't be coming back—”“He's your brother!”“Half brother,” he interrupted. If he didn't have such a crazy effect on me, I would have been running with my heel touching my butt right now.“Let's go.”“Go where?” I asked, puzzled, sitting up with my hands over my breasts. He was already putting his clothes on and getting ready.“Home. You're coming with me. I can't leave you here.”“You just killed a person I care
XanderI sat in my office late in the afternoon, going through some documents so I could finish up for the day. Work was starting to get boring and I couldn't wait to go back home.Being a work freak who always had his nose in one document or another, this felt different— in a good way. It was pleasurable to have something to anticipate going home to.It used to be Nana but now, I had someone I could cuddle, kiss, spank and hold at will. It felt great!I heard a knock on the door to my office and my assistant walked in.“Sir?” She said, causing me to look up from what I was doing. I noticed her holding a sealed envelope.“Mr. Rivera, a courier just dropped this off for you. They said it's very urgent and you need to see it immediately.”“Thank you. Leave it on the desk,” I said, sticking my head back into the document I was reading. I was done for the day and no one was going to appear with some ‘urgent’ information, expecting me to leave everything else to face it.“Sir? I'm sorry bu
Bella I glanced at my phone where it sat on the center table. That was my twentieth time that day. Yep! I was counting. It had been a week since I had to move out of Xander's house. Since then, I have looked at my phone at least a hundred times— per day. Waiting— just waiting for a call or message from him. I hadn't spoken to Bruce either. I told him to stay away after the picture thing happened. I couldn't have Xander thinking it was true and I had something to do with him. I had lost both. The light tapping sound which came from the door startled me as it cut through the quiet like a blade, jerking me away from my thoughts. I sprung up to my feet from the couch. I had zero energy since Xander pushed me away but anytime there was a knock, my battery was restored. I ran to the door to see who it was, my fingers crossed that it was Xander. You needed to see the disappointment on my face. The knocks were coming from the room opposite ours. I waved absentmindedly at the kno
XanderThe muscles around my eyes and forehead were tense as I gazed piercingly at the cut in my hand which I got from the broken glass.I closed my eyes, groaning in pain as I pulled out the bit of glass in my thumb and watched my blood drip to the floor of the empty room.I heard moaning sounds coming from the opposite room and it only made me angrier.“She is here and in another man's arms! Does she ever stop?!” I said, clenching my fist.“That's not Bruce so who is it?”I wanted to go out and throw whoever it was a hard punch. I didn't care if it was the president's only child; I wanted to squeeze his neck until he ran out of breath.I paced around the room, thinking about my next move, when the door opened slowly. My eyebrows were drawn together as I turned quickly towards the direction.“Hey, hottie,” I heard the masked lady say. She took slow, deliberate steps towards me, swaying her hips in a quite abnormal manner. She maintained steady eye contact with me, her eyes telling me
Xander My eyes moved from her buttocks to the back of her head with my jaw clenched tightly and she didn't seem to have realized what she had happened. She turned to look at me with her butt still touching my groin. I felt a nauseating disgust churn in my stomach as I glared at her through my narrowed eyes, giving her a piercing look. "Well?" She said, opening her hands in question while she anticipated what was never going to happen between us. First, she tried to seduce me and I suddenly realized that she was infact the one who tried to kill Bella. Not only that, she killed my baby! My lips pressed into a thin, hard line as I contemplated what to do to her. "Should I rip her organs apart? Or feed her body to the wild animals I owned?" "You're so boring," she said, after a few seconds of pushing herself into me. "I thought Bella said you were awesome." She picked up her torn dress and found a way to wrap it around herself in a way that didn't look like a lunatic was amo