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How Far Do I Have To Go For You?

Author: Shasha Ayomide
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Ethan’s P.O.V

Heartache, pain, or anger? These were not the perfect words to describe the emotions that surged inside of me at that very moment.

Why was it that all my plans were starting to fail? Why was it that everything that I did for Junia went down the drain?

How could she have done something like this to me? How could she even attempt to get back with Nicholas?

Their wedding would be in two days!

Was this the reason why she began ignoring me? Was Nicholas the reason why she stopped replying to my text messages?

I have gone too easy on Nicholas and that was why he thought that he could have his way. I didn’t spend my time hatching and executing plans for how to destroy his relationship with Junia just for her to get back with him every single time.

Plus where the hell was Charlotte? What did Nicholas do to her? How come I couldn’t even find her? She didn’t even return to Switzerland so how did she suddenly disappear?

“Nicholas! Nicholas! You are a ticking bomb that I have
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