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Love And Resentment

Author: Ash Devilak
last update Last Updated: 2024-03-16 20:23:53

Steve pov:

***ONE WEEK LATER***

It's been a week since we found Oliver's body and had his funeral. I can't wrap my head around why Sebastian waited so long to send his body. There's something off about it, but I can't quite put my finger on it.

Now I'm at my parents' place, I can't bear to leave them in this state. I need to support them through this difficult time.

Seeing them like this breaks my heart, especially since they are grieving over a son who caused them so much pain. My mom is still traumatized by his actions. He never showed remorse, yet deep down, I believe he got what he deserved.

And yet, despite everything, he was still my brother. A part of me misses him, mourns for the potential he had, the person he could have become if only he had made different choices.

It's a complicated mix of emotions, trying to reconcile the love and resentment I feel towards him.

The weeks that have passed since Oliver's death have been a blur of grief and confusion.

The way Sebastian ha
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