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Empty And Hopeless

Author: Ash Devilak
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Jeremy pov:

As I looked into Sebastian's eyes, I felt a shiver run down my spine. His touch on my cheek made me recoil in disgust, but he seemed unfazed by my reaction. 

My hands were tightly bound in handcuffs, and my attempts to free myself only made the restraints feel tighter.

"Let me go!" I shouted, desperation creeping into my voice.

"I will," Sebastian replied calmly, "but first, I need to give you a warning."

My mind raced as I tried to figure out what he could possibly want from me. I knew he was a dangerous person, but I never imagined he would come after me.

"There are people who worry about you," he continued, his hand now caressing my hair. "You're lucky to have such caring friends."

I knew he was talking about Oliver. But Sebastian's words held a sinister tone that made me doubt his intentions.

"Don

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