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Chapter 20

Author: AminaSb
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-04 10:02:19

~ MAYA’S POV

This land and everything about it is so frustrating, I can’t keep up with it. Ashton has made me realize that no matter how comforting a place is, it’s never going to be home. I need to focus on my mission and once I’m done with it, I will get the hell out of here.

When Ashton saved my life the other day, I thought that maybe there are good people out there and maybe Ashton is one of them but I guess I was wrong, he is worse than the evil ones, he is cruel, arrogant and now I understand why no one wants to be around him.

My greatest mistake was letting my emotions take the best of me. I always feel nervous around him, I thought that maybe it meant something but even if it did. I will make sure that I crush that feeling before it gets to my heart.

I had my fair share of crying last night, I had enough time and space to think for a while.

Crying In front of Ashton wouldn’t make him feel sorry for his actions, in fact, it will infiltrate his stupid ego. It will make him
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