KIMBERLY
I stand there staring at Ronan's home, he lives with his father because after the divorce, his mom left for her modeling contract in miami.Ronan couldn't go because of school and his life here, the fact that he enjoys the glory and riches is the icing on the cake,he wouldn't leave that behind.I ring the doorbell and the butler opens up."Miss, we weren't expecting you.""Hello, I'm here for Ronan.""Ahh," he nods. "Sir Ronan is upstairs,you can come in.""Thank you."I make my way up the stairs and hold the doorknob."Ronan? It's Kimberly, can I come in?" In a flash,the door opens wide."You came," he says it more to himself, seeming surprised."Hi," I say but he doesn't respond,he grabs my hand and pulls me inside his room then shuts the door. I sit on the edge of the bed while he sits in his study chair."Thanks for coming," I just nod in response."Where's Izzy?" I stare at the wall behind him."She's in Miami, am scared she might spiral out of control again Kim,what if she hurts herself?""She won't," I look him in the eyes.Ronan is a very handsome guy, with sandy blonde hair and blue eyes,he's lean and tall with a gorgeous smile."She's a strong woman, whatever she went through during the divorce made her stronger."He stares at me for long beats then stands from the chair, my eyes follow his movements as he comes to stand in front of me.He crouches and wraps his hands around my chin."I was wrong, I won't blame it on the alcohol, i'll take full responsibility for my actions. When my mom found out about the cheating,she was depressed and heartbroken, I don't want anyone to go through what she did,but I did that to you."He takes in a sharp breath, I can feel moisture building behind my eyelids."I'm so so sorry Kim, I love you and I don't want to lose you,please give me another chance. Give me a chance to be better than my father."I'm about to say no when he does the unexpected, he kneels down and begs."You can do whatever you want,humiliate me at school or anything but please,don't leave me. Think of my mom,I want her to be proud of me,to see that I'm like her and not him,I want you to be proud of me,let me be a better man to you."I wipe at the tear that just rolled down my cheek."Please..I can't be without you Kimberly," I just stare at him.a"Yes?" He asks me with so much hope."Yes," I nod and he smiles."Thank you," Then he kisses me.* * Blackwool Royal High* *"You what?! Kim! You can't be serious right now," Sam stands in front of me,one hand hiked up on her hip."He deserves another chance Sam,he's going through a lot and maybe he's realized his mistakes.""Kim, guys like Ronan will always cheat no matter what, he's a womanizer,a golden boy, why won't you see that?""He's not, Sam, the fact that he cheated once doesn't make him one, you've never liked him, just give him a chance okay.""No, I won't and guess what? When he cheats on you again, remember I told you so."She sighs and flips her hair then disappears down the hallway, I hug my books to my chest,she's not right about this right?* *A Week Later* * Ronan keeps doing small nice things to please me,we agreed to let our relationship be private."We talked about this Ron.""I know beautiful, but please understand,I had to do it, i don't want to hide this.""I wanted this to be between us, at least for now."He takes my hand in his."Look, I've seen the stares and heard the secret whispering, there's a lot of guys out there wanting and lusting over you. They want you so bad it's difficult for them to hide it, I won't let that happen."I bite the inside of my cheek then sigh."Okay."He parks the car in the lot, a spot reserved for only the Elites, I rush from the lot and head straight for the school entrance."Hey.." a hand wraps around my arm."Why are you running?""I-i'm not," I stutter."What's wrong?""Nothing, I just remembered Sam asked me to help her with the hard parts of her homework before the teacher goes in.""Oh, okay, but can't we just walk in together?" I'm about to say no when he pulls me by the hand dragging me inside.Everyone stops whatever they were doing,their eyes widen and some stare with mouths agape.Noah stares at me in disbelief then taps Sam on the shoulder, she mumbles something and drags him out of the hallway by the jersey. My face immediately falls."Hi Kimberly.""Looking good Kim."Huh! Unbelievable,these people would do anything to please Ron just so they could join the Elites circle. They'd even go as far as befriending me so they can use me, the same faces that threw nasty remarks at me not too long ago.I sit next to Sam, who by all means clearly lets me see that she's mad at me, the teacher walks in and the classroom goes quiet. During lunch, I try to catch up to Sam,I almost reach her when I get blocked by a tall frame."Hey beautiful, I've been looking for you, let's go eat."Ronan smiles down at me,I stare in the direction Sam went,she's long gone so I face Ron."Okay," I force a smile."What is she doing here Ron?" Bree slams her smoothie cup on the table."I thought this bitch was long gone."Naomi stares daggers at me."Shut the fuck up Nao, you will respect my girlfriend, unless you want to be thrown out of the group." Ronan braces his hands on the table, leaning down to hold Naomi's stare, her mouth hangs open."What?! You're back with her?" Bree screeches."That's none of your business Brianna."He responds to her and she gasps. Well Queen b hates being called by her full name, she gets up and stomps her foot like the spoiled brat she is."But Ron, she can-""If anyone is uncomfortable with her presence then leave because she's not going anywhere,"the whole table goes quiet."Good," he takes a seat and pulls me to sit next to him.* *Hallway* *"Sam!" I jog to her side. "Are you mad at me?""Yes," she sighs. "Kim,this is not a good idea, he's playing you, manipulating you by using his parents situation.""Let that be Sam, I know you care about me,I don't want to lose you or Noah. Let's just stop talking about this please."I grab both her hands in mine, she groans."Fine, but I still don't like him nor approve of this relationship.""Soo...we good?""Like I have a choice," she rolls her eyes and smiles. Three days later Ronan and I go on a date, life at school has become bearable,the bullying has lessened but it's still silently there,roaming around in dark shadows,in stares and bathroom walls when they think I'm not there."So, did you have fun?""Yeah I did," I smile up at him and he leans in to place a kiss on my lips,his phone rings and he frowns."It's my dad.""Well? Pick up then.""He doesn't call me,so why is he?""You won't find out unless you answer," I gesture at his phone with my head, he picks up."What?!" He roars making me flinch,I move closer to him and mouth,"What is it?" He places a finger to his lips, after a few minutes, he cuts the call and bangs his hand on top of his car."What's wrong?" I ask placing my palm on his back."It's my dad, he-he,fuck!""Ron, talk to me." I hug him from behind, I can feel the tension in his muscles."Talk to me," I whisper again and he turns in my hold to face me."He married that woman, he secretly married her today in a fucking county clerk office.""What?" I ask dumbfounded. "A secret wedding?""Yes, she's moving in tonight with her son," he closes his eyes and I place my hand on his cheek."Am here for you Ron, I won't leave you to deal with this alone."His face looks pained and when he opens his eyes, I see a lost boy and not the star Ronan."I Should go home," he brushes his hands through my hair."You want me to come with you?" I examine his face."You'd do that for me?""Of course I would," I place my hand on his chest."I love you," he says and plants kisses on my forehead."Me too."* *Caicedo's House* *I sit still in his bedroom,my hands fidgeting as Sera the fifty seven year old nanny places my favorite cookies on the bedside table, I've never found anyone who makes delicious cookies like hers."Oh sweetie, are you sure you're okay? You look so nervous,maybe you should get some air.""No nanny it's ok-""You will respect my wife Ronan! If you don't, I won't have any choice but to strip you off your trust fund."Ronan's father growls from the other room."You can't do that! I am your son!" A bang follows."Then start acting like one! You will respect me and you will respect Lydia and her son."Silence, deafening silence."Well I hope you'll be happy with your new perfect little family dad.""Ronan!" A door slams, making both me and Nanny Sera jump. I've always found mr Jonathan scary despite the warm smiles he gives me."Oh dear, this is bad," She places a hand on her chest and leaves.A few seconds later, Ronan enters the room, his angry face makes me hesitate whether I should touch him or not. He sits on the bed,his shoulders tense and head hanging low."He's already choosing them over me," he says with a strained voice, I kneel beside him."Just give it some time, your dad loves you,maybe he just wants some sort of peaceful ground in this house.""Peace?" He scoffs. "They will not be peace in this house, I'll see to it.""What if they're nice?" I try to make him reason because that heated conversation just scared the shit out of me."Tha fuck? Are you seriously trying to defend them? Who's side are you on Kimberly?""No no. I'm on your side, I just want you to maybe..feel some sort of comfortability," he shakes his head, letting out a sarcastic laugh."Not gonna happen."* *An Hour Later* *I reach home exhausted, I throw my purse on the couch and take a seat, letting out a long breath, I reach for my phone and scroll through my messages, replying to Noah's from three days ago.Noah: just be careful,He's bad news. I hope you know what you're doing.Me: Noah, if it makes you feel better, ok I will. Thanks for being concerned about me xo.I massage my feet and head up to my room,sleep takes over in no time.* *Five Days Later* *"Shit!" I lift from the bed and look at the time on my clock hanging on the wall, 7:36am."Shit! Shit! Shit!" I rush to the bathroom and slip on the tiles."Ouchie...oho-ho."I cry out, hurts like a bitch. It takes me a few tries to get up, I limp to the shower and it's the fastest I've ever taken. I rush into the closet and I hear Sam's car honking, I move to the window and peek down,"crap! I overslept and it's a Monday..." I singsong the last part.I pull on my stockings quickly,the motion sending me flying backwards."Whoa,whoa,whoa..!"Thump."Kim honey are you okay up there?""I'm okay," I pant while putting on my shoes from my position on the floor,I get up and grab my backpack.Rushing down the stairs I round the table and snatch an apple from the basket."Your food box honey.""Oh!" I rush back and grab it."My kiss Kim!" Killian shouts.Gosh! I rush back again and kiss him on the forehead."Bye!" I shut the door and run to the car, Sam groans."You're late,now I'm late too.""Best friends Sam remember? Best friends no complaints," I slam the door shut."Easy there, this is my baby." I roll my eyes. We rush in the hallway,a few students linger there, mostly girls, giggling and whispering"Did you see him? O.m.g!"KIMBERLY"Did you see him? O.m.g "He's so hot! Those eyes!"We walk past them and find another group huddled in the corner applying glittery lip gloss."I'd do him any day.""He's like the hottest guy ever, I heard he plays ball.""Yeah,the best at his previous school and the whole city."And another group, the cheerleaders team b, rivals to the main cheerleaders who are part of the Elites."I never thought I'd see any guy hotter than Ronan walk these walls.""He's like a Greek god, man I Wana climb that man like a tree.""Teris..you're such a whore.""What? It's true!"We round the corner, I push open the classroom door and heads turn towards us ,the teacher stops whatever he was saying."Ms Monoa, you're late and disturbing my class.""Sorry we're late," Sam pants from beside me."You too ms Reed.""We're sorry sir, it won't happen again.""As it shouldn't."We slip into the seats and the class resumes."What's the whispering all about?" She leans closer to me."Uh Sam, you're whisp
KIMBERLYUncle Luca picked up Killian last night, I miss the little punk and his bugging. I wrap the rest of the remaining pie I just baked and decided to call Izzy. She picks up on the second ring"Hi Izzy, it's Kimberly.""Kim! Oh my God, hi sweetie how are you doing?""Am doing great,how are you doing?""Oh well, trying to be sane for my boy, i'm in miami doing shoots for a magazine.""Yeah Ronan told me about that, congratulations.""Thank you. How's your mom and that sweet little brother of yours?""They're both doing great," I pick at my cotton jersey."How about you and Ron,are you guys okay? He sounded a bit weird when I asked him about you last time." I keep my voice as natural as possible"Yeah, we're okay, he must have been having a bad day that's all," she's quite for some time."Yeah, thats understandable. With everything that's been going on,I can't blame him."We talk some more about her contract and my school, we say our goodbyes and I hang up.I sigh,about to stand wh
KIMBERLY"You look perfect sweetie," my mom praises from the doorway. I'm wearing a short yellow dress with pink printed flower designs which reaches my mid thighs, paired with white cinderella pumps, and I let down my gold blond hair down my back in curls. "Thanks mom," I grab my purse and head out.Mr Jonathan, Ronan's father is having a family dinner, Ron asked me to join them and I will not under any circumstances abandon him to face the nightmare of his life alone. Well those were his exact words which by the way, I think were totally exaggerated.A few minutes later he picks me up from home. The moment we enter the house I can feel the air in the environment shift."Young Sir, dinner has been served,the rest of the family are waiting for you.""Thank you Charles." It's funny how rich people's children are addressed with respect while they give non to their elderly workers.We head to the dinning room, there's three people seated there; his father,uncle and new stepmother. I t
KIMBERLYJust when I squeeze my eyes shut,Brandon moves away, I open them and find him a few feet away from me. I shake my head, pleading without wordsThe moment Ronan's figure appears Brandon moves and they almost bump shoulders in the doorway, I let out a shaky breath."Hey, I've been calling for you but you weren't answering."I turn and grab another cookie,taking some time to collect myself. "You know, nanny left those there on purpose. She said I should tell you to take them with you after watching you steal a few." I can hear him smiling through his words as he speaks, I turn around with a smile."What?" He comes closer and kisses my forehead."She made them for you.""She's so sweet, thank her for me please?" I smile genuinely."I will, come on,let's get you home."* *School* *"What?! I'm just saying he's hot Kim,I do want to sleep with him, I mean there's a strong attraction there but I'm just...""Scared?" I finish for her, leaning my back against the lockers while I wait
KIMBERLY"Told you I'd find you alone again."How the hell did he even get here or behind me without making a sound.He grabs both my hands behind my back,his erection pushes against my ass and I instantly want to throw up."N-no.." I stutter,my voice shaking.He lifts my skirt up and cold air whooshes against my skin,he rubs his erection up my ass again and I let out a sob."I love it when you cry for me baby,shhhh. Don't worry,in no time I'll give you what you want," he whispers in a sick tone."No...please.." my lips tremble while my body shakes."Shhhh. Now be a good girl.""Why are you doing this?""Because you belong to me doll, you're mine to play with.""No Andrew, please..""Yes,beg for me babydoll."He rubs against me again then tries to put his hand in my lace panties.. I will enough power and slam my head back,I must hit him on the face because his hold on my hands loosens,I take advantage and elbow him with all my might causing him to stagger back. Then I Run!I place a h
BRANDONWhen Kimberly tried to touch me yesterday, my whole body froze,I wanted it,I wanted her to touch me,I wanted her soft hand on my cheek, but she didn't,she didn't and I hated it.The fact that I caught her staring and she didn't entertain the idea to pretend she wasn't really caught me by surprise.The thing with me is that I'm very good at keeping my poker face, I developed the habit when I was just eleven years old. Some people called me unfeeling,some detached, some heartless because well,when I set my mind on something or someone, I do get them one way or the other, whether I use manipulation or force.When I want something,I don't stop until it's mine and as of now that something or rather someone is Kimberly. Ever since I laid my eyes on her in that cafeteria, I wanted her for myself, and then that fucker introduced her as his girlfriend then I needed her for myself and lastly I fucking touched her,smelled her natural scent,tasted her skin and now I'm beginning to have an
KIMBERLYFour days, it's been four days since Bran last spoke to me, I hardly see him at school, it was just once in a single class three days ago,he doesn't show up at the cafeteria but I've heard he does go for practice. "Sam,do you wanna go watch the team practice?"She stops chewing."Who are you and what have you done to my best friend," she narrows her eyes."Well the game is just around the corner,I think it's good to catch up and by the way it's me." She looks at me suspiciously but then she says."Yeah, I think you're right." Then it dawns on me,she doesn't believe I've just gained interested in watching the practice, she wants to see Xander.The guys practice,I cheer as loud as Sam but Brandon doesn't look at me not even once. My face falls, why is he ignoring me, I didn't do anything wrong."I'll be right up babe," Ronan shouts."Okay!" I shout back.He's taking long, having a conversation with Lenny and other football players.I see Xander and Brandon heading towards the
KIMBERLYThe whole place is packed, people linger outside doing all sorts of different things. We make our way inside and it's worse,"Is the whole freaking school here?"I shout over the music. Sam turns"I think so! Who wouldn't?""They really did book this place just for a party didn't they?"Sam looks around the place then nods"Yep. Definitely did."We make our way through the crowd."Hey!"Lenny jumps on us from behind,each hand around our shoulders."Guess who the day saver,no I meant to say night saver is?" He slurs, he must be really drunk because Lenny and I haven't spoken more than ten words to each other. He's a bit of a jerk. ps: I hate jerksHe leads us to the far corner, the football team is seated there and the cheerleaders,both team A and team B but separately,you can tell there's two groups."Look what I found."He makes a show of looking side to side at both of us.Xander comes from behind us with a red cup in hand. He grabs Lenny's hand and squeezes then drops it
KIMBERLY I take his hand and get to my feet. We dance around for what feels like forever and everything feels better, so much better. The Weeknd's song I Feel It Coming starts playing and something in the air changes as the lyrics go on and on. Matt's hands are on my body, touching,tracing,everywhere. He turns me around, my back to his front. A tingle zips through my vagina and my legs clench but his hands slowly move to my inner thighs and he parts them open. His fingers press down on my clit over my panties and the feeling intensifies. Why am I so horny? I ask myself the words that don't leave my mouth. His lips come to my neck and he nibbles at the skin there. This isn't right, it isn't and I don't want to do this, but why does my body say otherwise? Why can't I say no? He plays with my belly button and then his fingers are pushing down my panties, cool air blows on my skin then his finger is inside me, my back arches and he slowly moves his finger in and out until all I
KIMBERLY There's a knock on the door, I straighten from the couch and head over to open only to find Harry standing in front of me. "Harry?" I gasp then wrap my hands around his neck. "Thank god you're okay, I've been trying to call you for weeks now." "Yeah," he clears his throat. "I was away." I lead him to the living room and sit, pulling him down to the empty space next to me until we are facing each other. "What happened to you? The last time I saw you, you were in a hurry and didn't look good." "Oh, that. I got your messages that's why I came here. I was going through something and needed to go away for a while in order to clear my head." I nod. "Well, you're not the only one going through a lot." "Why? What happened? Are you and Brandon having problems again?" "Long story short, Marisa followed him in Andy's diner toilets and forced a kiss on him then revealed it using the classic game truth or dare and made it seem like something else." Harry sighs. "I'm fed up of
KIMBERLY You know when you cut yourself so deep they have to stitch you up and then you mistakenly end up getting the stitches open? Yeah, that how I feel right now. I was healing, but then I feel like I'm moving backwards from the progress I was making. My vision becomes blurry with all the tears forming. I look to my left and see Matt and his friends chatting, I jog to them, when he sees me, he pushes off the car with a smile on his face. "Please take me away from here." His smile drops. "Hey, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" "Just take me away from this place." I wrap my hands around my middle. "Okay, okay, come on." "Catch you later man." His friends walk away. I get in his car and turn my head to the side, rolling down the window because i really nee the air, i feel so suffocated right now. These stupid tears won't just stop flowing, I wipe at them angrily and Matt starts the car and drives off. This isn't the way to the girls condo but I can't seem to care about tha
BRANDON "Truth." I glare at her. She grins and I find everything wrong with this whole situation, it makes me uneasy and I don't know why. What the fuck is she playing at? "If you were told have sex or like kiss with Brandon." My head snaps to Lily but she keeps staring at Marisa. "In any diner's toilets, would you do it?" "Oh for fucks sake!" Jonathan says with annoyance lacing his tone. I look at Marisa, ready to pull her up and drag her out by the hair if I have to but she keeps smiling and then takes a sip of whisky. "Well, I wouldn't say no, I mean we actually-" "Marisa." I say through gritted teeth. She ignores my warning and keeps going, her eyes briefly moving to stare at something over my head. "We actually did it recently and I must say I enjoyed it quite a lot, so doing it again wouldn't be a bad idea." "Marisa!" I call out angrily and get to my feet. "What? She asked, I'm just playing the game." She shrugs her shoulders. "It's the truth anyway." She mumbles.
BRANDON Kim has been down for a few days now, she must have caught something when we went boat cruising five days ago. I step out of the pharmacy from getting her her meds since the ones she was taking got done last night. I stop at the gas station to fill my tank, then Andy's to get her favourite food. I leave the order and enter the bathrooms, exiting the stall, I feel hands wrap around my waist. I flinch away and turn only to be met with Marisa's eyes. "Whoa, there's no need to act like that, it's just me." "Yeah, it's just you and that's the problem. It's not supposed to be." "Oh come on, Brandon." She throws her hands up. "You're overreacting." "Get out of my way, Marisa." As if my words entered from one ear and left through the other, Marisa gets on her tiptoes and quickly crashes her lips to mine, sucking on my bottom one. The act makes me freeze but I push her away with my hands tightly gripping her shoulders. "What the fuck is you problem?" "Brandon," she fo
BRANDON "Did you tell Sam about your outing with Shiloh?" I ask when Kim stays silent for long. "No, why?" "Just asking, since you girls tell each other almost everything." "I didn't." She sighs. "I don't know how she'll react to that." I pause flipping through the papers and look at her over my shoulder. "I think it's great that you and Shiloh hang out, she's Xander's girlfriend and everyone agrees that they've moved on, it's only fair that she's made to feel welcomed." "Yeah, and I do want to hang out with her for Xander's sake and the fact that she's nice, but the last thing I want is to make things awkward if I decide to bring her along at the barbeque and Sam is there. You know, the 'the ex I hate's girlfriend thing'." "Maybe you don't have to bring only Shiloh, Sam's boyfriend can come too." "That's okay with everyone?" "If you mean Xander, then the answer is yes. He wouldn't mind." "Cool," is all she says. After a few beats of silence, I hear her stand. "Do you wa
KIMBERLY I grab my books and head out of the café when someone steps into my path, blocking me from moving. I sigh, starting to get tired of the repeated shit. "What do you want, Lily?" "You know exactly what I want Kimberly, my only problem is why you haven't yet done it." I roll my eyes. "If you're here to talk about Brandon, then forget it because I'm not leaving him." Her eyes harden and if it were possible, I would be seeing smoke coming out of her ears just by how mad she is right now. "It wasn't enough that you almost got Marisa killed? All that empathy for her I saw I'm your eyes was just a façade, wasn't it?" "Look, I was really sorry for what happened to Marisa, but it wasn't my favourite, so stop trying to pin it on me." I try to move around her but she grips my arm and pushes me back. I grit my teeth, finally annoyed. "You know, Lily, there's one thing that surprises me more in this whole little dynamic of yours. You seem to hate me more than even Mar
KIMBERLY I jump to my feet and throw my hands around Brandon's neck. He wraps his around my waist, after long minutes, I pull back and meet his eyes. "I-i didn't know this would happen, you need to be at the hospital and not here." His worried eyes look over my shoulder at the girls. "What the fuck did Lily say to her?" Nao repeats what Lily's exact words were and I wrap my hands around my middle and repeat what I just said to him when he entered the room. "You need to go to the hospital, Brandon." His eyes move back to mine and soften, then he places his hand on my cheek. "Where I need to be is here, with you." "No," I shake my head. "I know you say you don't but you do care, Brandon. I won't be that selfish to stop you from checking up on someone who attempted suicide because you shut them out." "Baby, what Lily said is bullsh-" "Please," I cut him off. "Please." Contemplation dances in his eyes. "For me." His eyes search mine. "Fine, but you're coming w
KIMBERLYI hug my books to my chest, leaning against the wall and smiling at Harry."Sooo, you will make it, right?"I sigh."I don't know, Harry. But I promise I'll try my best to make time."His face falls and I instantly feel bad for turning him down."Hey babe," Brandon says from beside Harry and he goes tense.Bran's eyes find Harry, but instead of scaring him off, he smiles at him and says,"Hi." I'm taken aback for a second there and so is Harry."Uh, hello. Kim, I better get going.""Sure, see you around."He walks off and I'm left with Brandon. I turn to him and smile with amusement."Well look who's being nice."He corners me until there's no space behind me and the wall. He places his hands on the wall behind me, caging my head between them, then he leans down so close such that I have to cross my eyes to get a better look at him."For you, I'd be nice even to the devil."He smiles down at me and I'm reminded once again that this man is the only one for me.I smile back an