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Naomi's POVOkay, I admit. I am too weak when it comes to Lucas. I tried everything I could do to continue my days without seeing him even if we are literally in the same building, without talking to him that I could almost smash my phone several attempts just so I won't dial his number.I miss him so much and this pain that he caused me was too much to take in, but it's more painful not seeing him or being in his firm but soft arms wraps around my body. I badly want to see his face and stare at his perfect features. I miss hearing his voice that always calms me down and lulls me into thinking that he could put me to sleep while listening to his voice.It's been one hell of a week, I could barely sleep as I always ended up crying and staring at his pictures that I've taken on the internet since he came out to the public. Lots of his pictures everywhere, in magazines, in tabloids, name it. His pictures are scattered everywhere and I'm glad they have them so I could see him everyday eve
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Lucas' POVI'm not really a fan of 'what's running in my girlfriend's mind' series. I mean, after the call with Jamie, she became so occupied. Her mind keeps lurking everywhere, as if she's thinking something that was not in the present days. Sometimes, she'll stare at me for God knows how long and it makes me uncomfortable. Or sometimes, she'll look outside the restaurant and her mind will roam around while I'm talking. It's been an hour but I couldn't feel her presence at all.I had enough. I put down the steak knife and the fork, clasped my hands together as my elbows rested on the table and my chin on top of them. "So tell me. What is it?" I asked, but again, Naomi couldn't hear me at all. "Naomi." I called but still no response. "Babe." I reached for her face and caressed it gently. She flinched on the sudden contact and she backed away. "What's wrong baby?""N-nothing." She stuttered, her eyes looking everywhere but me and I know there's something wrong with that call."Do you
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Naomi's POVIt's hot, too hot that every time Lucas' palm touches my skin, I could feel it's burning and it makes me whimper. I will writhe under him in every kiss he's giving me, tracing my jaw down to my neck, then up to my ear, nibbling with my lobe and whispering to me I love yous from time to time. We're both naked and nervous, it's my first time and I don't think I'm his first as well. But he looked so lost and didn't know what to do. I let him do anything, I waited patiently till he remembered what he needed to do.He found my weak spot, moved his tongue circularly before sucking it and I moaned loudly, digging my fingers on his locks as I pushed him further closer to me. His hand started to work down there which made me feel more hot then he backed up to me, claiming my lips as we kissed torridly. We were lost in our own world, all our worries and things to deal with were washed away as we got drowned in this unfamiliar sensation that I had in me. I couldn't think of anythin
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Lucas' POV"She's really gutsy if she would do that." "She already did, but I already informed our men to find her. She was just around for sure." "I can't believe that she would dare to disobey me after I spared her life and gave her money, Norrie really wants to do this?" I scoffed in annoyance. Denver came here this early morning just to tell me some bad news about Naomi's mom. She already came back after almost 4 months of hiding wherein I told her firmly before that do not ever show up again. But I guess she's really that stubborn and too courageous to do something against my will. "Shut it, Lucas. Naomi might've heard you." Denver rebuked, looking at the kitchen door to make sure that Naomi wasn't there to hear our conversation."Just make sure that she won't get to Naomi." I said as I stood up. "I just got back with my girl and I don't want to ruin it just because her mom came back.""Don't worry, I'll make sure that she will never get to Naomi." Denver assured me as he sto
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Naomi's POV"I'm so fed up with his lies! I don't know what else should I believe because of his lies after lies!" I shouted furiously, pulling my hair up like I'm some mad woman. Jamie is just sitting next to me in silence, rubbing my back soothingly.After the argument, I left my house as fast as I could so Lucas wouldn't stop me. And yes, he didn't stop me, he didn't even call my name as well and just let me leave. Then I drove to Jamie's house and as soon as she opened the door for me, I broke down in front of her.She guided me inside her house and let me sit on the sofa and that's when I started telling her what happened between me and my boyfriend and the argument we had because of all the things I found out about what he did before and about my mom.He just sent my mother away after giving her money and my mom, of course, as a greedy person grabbed the opportunity. And now that she's coming back, I just know for sure that she spent all of the money in gambling and loses perhap
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Lucas' POVI just don't care about anything else right now, all I care is the woman next to me, tear stain on her face, cute little wrinkles on her forehead while she's sleeping—though not really peaceful but at least she gets to fell asleep between my arms. My heart sank when Henry told me that her mom died in a car accident. It wasn't an accident because my mom has something to do with it. She wanted Naomi to hate me more and she thought that my girl would blame me for what happened. Though I already assumed that she will blame me for it, so before I visit Mrs. Kim funeral, I prepared myself, I even had a long script how would I explain to Naomi that it wasn't me, but all of my worries were washed away when she pulled me into a hug and cried on my chest. I melted into her arms and I wanted to cry too, but I stopped myself because she needed a shoulder to cry on and not a crying man.Jamie, on the other hand, didn't comment but I can see the disapproval in her eyes when Naomi told
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Lucas' POV"Since when did you become so childish, Lucas?""I have never seen you act like that before!""Next time, focus on the meeting and act according to your age!""You ain't a teenager with high hormones so stop acting like you're gonna die if you don't see your girlfriend for two hours!"Blah blah blah.. etcetera.. It's been 20 minutes but Denver keeps scolding me while we're heading back to my company after the successful meeting because I literally signed the documents without even reading it. Jorgina has done reading it and I know that she will tell me if there's some clause that we can't accept but since she didn't tell me anything, I don't need to get worried about signing it without reading it.Then I stood up, shook hands with the clients and adjourned the meeting. I don't know but I'm too excited to see my girlfriend when she texted me earlier that she has to tell me something when I get back to the company. Am I that whipped to her? Yes, yes I am. I just love her s
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