I arrived at the Tetra household, taking a while to admire the view. It was a really big house, with an even bigger yard and a pool out back. I couldn't help but wonder what Mr David did for work.
I walked through the gate and rang the doorbell. Unlike the first time, I didn't bother counting. I knew I had no choice but to wait until someone came. Thankfully, I didn't have to wait for long. “Raya, you're here early." Rain looked as handsome as he should be, holding the door and grinning at me. I felt flushed, shy even. “Your mother asked me to be here, and here I am." I mumbled with a shy giggle. My eyes widened when I heard him giggle as well. "Well, come in. I'm guessing you'll wait." I followed quietly behind him until we got to the living room. I got a whiff of his coconut scent and my eyes closed for a second to take it in. “Do you want me to keep you company while you wait?" My eyes flung open at his offer. All I wanted to do was scream ‘Yes’ at the top of my voice. “I would love that." I said calmly instead. I was not about to embarrass myself that way. "Cool, come with me.” As I already was, I followed him up the stairs into a long hallway. More exotic paintings decorated everywhere on both sides of the wall. “It seems you guys are fans of art." I didn't even know I had said the words out loud until I heard them. "Oh these, these are mine. I paint when I'm bored." He muttered casually. My jaw dropped and I looked even more closely at the paintings. They didn't look like they were done out of boredom, they looked like a lot of time and effort were put into them. “They look amazing." I said without thinking. I was still looking around when I noticed he turned. "Do they really?” Was he kidding? Was he looking at them? How could he not know they were amazing? “I feel like I'm in an exquisite art gallery." I mumbled. I tried to take my eyes off his but I just couldn't. We stood in silence for a minute, looking at each other. “Thanks Raya." He finally said with a smile. Every organ I had danced around in my body. We had a moment and it felt amazing. “Is there something else you love to do? Asides playing the piano of course." I was shocked by his question. I couldn't recall him being there when I mentioned to his dad that I could play. I racked my head for something I loved to do. “I don't possess any talents like art or music. I guess playing the Piano is all I can do.” I tried not to sound as pathetic as I felt. Walking through a hall with amazing paintings done by a guy who doesn't even think he has talent, made me feel very pathetic. “Not everyone can play the piano Raya, you should feel proud." I said matter-of-factly. I knew he was right but I didn't feel proud. I smiled a little though. I complimented him earlier and now he was complimenting me. He took me to another living room. A house with two living rooms? It didn't make sense to me but I remained quiet, paying attention to everything he was saying. “Would you like to see my room?" Another request I should be screaming yes to. “If it wouldn't be any trouble." I replied calmly. It was becoming increasingly hard to keep my emotions from spilling everywhere. He led me a few metres down the hallway, and stopped before the only door on the left. He opened it and stepped to the side for me to go in. He was such a gentleman. I slowly walked in. His room was huge. It was probably the size of my entire apartment. The walls and floors were all white. The furniture was a mix of calm colours which blend in perfectly with the white background, creating a beautiful color scheme. “It's a beautiful blend of colors." I whispered as my head twisted and turned. “You're the first person that has noticed the colors in this room." He said with a small chuckle. I could tell he was amused. I was flattered too. “It's hard not to miss." I breathed as I walked towards the glass doors at the end of the room. He had a patio. The cold breeze hit my face the moment I stepped onto it. I closed my eyes and took in a big whiff. It felt amazing. “You seem to enjoy nature." I heard him say behind me, causing me to open my eyes. “My dad loved nature so I learned to love it too.” I tried not to look at him but I knew he was looking at me. “Have you ever been hiking?" He walked to the balcony and rested his arms on it. “A few times, with my dad." I walked to the balcony as well, standing just inches away from him. “We should go sometime." Against my will, my eyes travelled to meet his. His blue eyes became one with the sky behind him. I couldn't take my eyes away regardless of how much my mind wanted to. “Your eyes, their green, hazel green.” He whispered after a few minutes of just looking at each other. It was the color of my mom's eyes as well. My dad would always tell me how I took her eyes and how beautiful they were. "They're beautiful.” He went on. I almost melted. My head began to spin and it felt like a dream. This time, I didn't want to wake up. "Thank you." I whispered. I was too flustered to speak. Never in my entire life would I have thought someone this attractive would even have the time to look at me, let alone notice the color of my eyes. “There you are, you two." A voice from the room distracted us. My heart sank. The butterflies in my stomach dropped dead. My head stopped spinning and my smile disappeared. “Hi mom." He walked over to her, planting a small kiss on her cheek. I took in a deep breath mustering up the best fake smile I could give. I guess good moments really don't last.“Maya, could you fetch the diapers on the next aisle?" The bubbly bright eyed blonde turned to me with a charming smile. “How many of them?" At her question, I looked down at the little human strapped to my chest. She slept peacefully, oblivious to the troubles of the world, or her mother's indecisiveness. “I honestly don't know,” I mumbled when my eyes reconnected with Maya's. "Anna has been eating a lot lately.” Pushing the almost filled shopping cart in my direction, she laughed. "She's a healthy baby, healthy babies poop a lot.”I glanced at my sleeping baby again. Fighting with the urge to rub my fingers over her chubby, smooth cheek, I smiled widely. I absolutely adored her. She was perfect. Ever since she came into my life, I couldn't imagine ever wanting to get rid of her. She was my whole world. “Well, this healthy baby needs to hurry up and start paying some bills." Maya burst into a loud laugh at my joke. I laughe
The miserable seconds turned into miserable minutes, that turned into miserable hours, that turned into miserable days, as I laid on my bed in my dark, smelly apartment. I didn't know when it was day or night since the drapes were shut tightly. My heart was as dark as the rooms, my stomach as empty as my fridge. I lay quietly, waiting for death, hoping it'll come any day now, but it didn't. Somehow my eyes kept opening each time it seemed like they were going to close forever. I stared at the small Urn that stood on the other side of my bed. I couldn't exactly see it, but I knew it was there. Its shiny body occasionally glistened in the darkness. It was Anna's new body. I spoke to her. Every time my eyes opened, I sighed and said hello to her. I told her about everything I did. I told her about David, about Rain. I told her about Chyna, about Katy. I told her about Maya, about Devin. She didn't judge me. She didn't cuss at me or remind me how much of a terrible person that
The loud, rapid beeping sounds from Anna's vital monitor pierced through my subconscious, instantly waking me up from my deep slumber. My heavy eyes flung wide open, my weak legs pushing my aching body to my throbbing feet. The intense panic that clawed its way to my windpipe was enough to numb every other pain that my body felt. I noticed Anna laid completely still, her chest wasn't rising and falling like it did before I slept off. “Nurse!" I screamed so loudly, I hoped it would wake her. She remained still.In a heartbeat, my weak legs mustered up enough energy to run. I headed straight for the door, pushing through it like a hurricane. “Nurse!" I called again, louder. Two worry stricken nurses ran in my direction. I didn't wait to be asked what was wrong. “Her monitors are beeping." We all ran to where my sister lay. The nurses quickly started pulling plugs, pressing buttons, grabbing stuff. Their hands moved so fast, I
My legs were shaking, back and forth, up and down, while I sat in the waiting room of Anna's hospital. I rushed in less than five minutes ago, hoping to see the doctor but I was told she was in surgery, Anna's surgery. I was told that her blood pressure spiked, again, causing some implications as well as internal bleeding, resulting in an emergency surgical procedure that needed to be carried out. I begged the nurse to let me wait in Anna's room, but she didn't let me. Too weak for a struggle, I yielded to her offer, landing in the waiting room with other nervous family members or friends waiting for their loved ones. My insides were in a knot. I had felt so much anxiety in the past few days, my brain couldn't register the feeling anymore. I was numb. I couldn't cry, I could speak, breathing was a chore, and my eyes sometimes closed on their own. While I waited, the sudden urge to consume food came over me, but the uncertainty of Anna's situation was enough to suppress the
The past few days had been miserable. I was cut out of David's life, as well as his finances. I was cut out of Rain's life, as well as his finances. Since I couldn't afford her salary, Maya moved out of the apartment. I was running low on food and money. If David hadn't paid a year's advance for the apartment, I definitely would have been homeless as well. All I did was cry, day in, day out. I couldn't bring myself to eat anything. I had a baby growing inside of me that caused me to be sick every morning, but I had to drag myself around the house because I was by myself. I had tried to reach Rain so many times but after so many tires, I realized he had blocked my number. The same went for his father. Both men had blocked my numbers and I couldn't bring myself to show up at the house. I didn't know if the witch was still living there and I knew she could very much hurt me without hindrance from any one. The only person that showed me care was my sister. We spoke e
At the sound of the intruding voice, my legs spun me around. I felt my heart beating again, thumping loudly, when my eyes met David's. He looked pale, as if he had seen a ghost. I tried to breathe but it was continuously caught in my throat, hanging halfway. “Dad," Rain whispered behind me. I didn't need to look to know he was on his feet. David's eyes shifted to his son behind me. When they shifted again, I knew they rested on the diamond ring in Rain's hand.“What are you doing here?" Rain's voice dragged his father's gaze to him. After a second, he shifted his eyes to mine. He quietly moved his feet towards me. I wanted to step backwards but my legs were numb. The closer he got, the harder my heart pounded, creating a feeling of dread that traveled through every cell in my body. “Are you pregnant?" He asked again. His low, bloodcurdling voice sent ripples down my stiff spine. I struggled to push down the lump in my throat