Chapter 86Your naked body was submerged in water and covered with bubbles. It's good that the water is warm and the cooling that I felt earlier is gradually disappearing. While Kenzo just remained standing in front of me, the only problem was that he was not the only one standing in front of me now so I looked away because his boyfriend was also standing and saying hello to me. Sigh.I miss him so much, so much! But it's not possible anymore, it's not possible anymore. Next life time is only possible when we are reincarnated as long as we are not siblings. So I just avoided looking at him and then I put my knees together and rested my chin on it. I don't even know what to say to him, it's a good thing and I've stopped crying. So it's up to him what he will do."You're not really going to invite me to join you there?" After a while he asked me again if I was paying attention to the way I looked at him. I was still frowning because at first I didn't catch what he meant."What now Selen
Chapter 87I was stunned for a few moments until what was happening slowly dawned on me. I just bit my lower lip to avoid making any noise even though I wanted to get lost and cry loudly I gathered all my strength not to make any noise because Kenzo and I would fall apart.I just cried and cried while covering my mouth with my hands so that I could avoid making any noise, I just cried so much that I didn't even notice that I fell asleep inside the cabinet."Selena are you sure about this?" Macy asked me. I frowned."You look. You're so scared girl." I answered him."You're sick! I'm not afraid of drug racing! Maybe if you're crazy.""I'm fine, just relax." My conversation with Macy was interrupted by the Ate girl signaling to me in the middle of our parked cars, she raised the two white flags so I stepped on the gas of my Mazda MX-5 Miata."Selena!" Macy told me more but I ignored her and then I focused on my race.The green lights came on and then the yellow lights, so I pressed hard
Chapter 88"Selena –" Daddy chased after me but Mommy and I ignored them and went straight to my car, I frowned when my buddy guard immediately came to me. I even wondered at first, then suddenly I thought that maybe he had my car key, so I held out my palm to him just in case -"I'm sorry Ma'am, Sir Joven ordered you not to drive." My eyes widened."What?! It's not possible!" I complained to him. It's just that he ignored me and opened the door for me in my backseat."Ugh!" I said in shock and even if I lost my way, I would just waste my effort because what Daddy said is probably what they will follow, I just got inside the car instead of me being in their car. they me."We don't know how to discipline you Selena!" Daddy told me when we entered the entertainment room. I sat down on one of the couches. Mommy also followed us and just stood next to Daddy."We can no longer understand why you are acting like that. You were not like this before, you were obedient and kind. What's going o
Chapter 89"We miss you too, come here and hug granny." Mommy added that's why Yelena left hugging Daddy's leg and it was Mommy who she kissed on my cheeks and then she hugged Mommy's neck who was happy now."How are you today baby?" Daddy asked and squatted in his position to match Yelena's height and then he measured the height of Yelena's head. Just like he used to do with me before... those times when I was not reprimanded."I'm good Grandpa. Daddy and I have been here since earlier but you guys are not here." And then Yelena pouted. Really cool! I said to myself, but what can you get from a two-year-old boy?"But I'm glad you're here now Grandma, Grandpa." And then she smiled, I stared at Yelena's face when she smiled, she looked exactly like Marga.And then Yelena looked at me, I frowned at her but the boy really didn't want to give up and still wanted to approach me."Selena, have you been a bad girl today? Why do Grandma and Grandpa seem upset?" And then he came to me. Uhm, I
Chapter 90"SELENA!" I looked down at my chin when I heard someone say something to me, well I also know whose voice it is."What the f uck are you doing?" He asked me more loudly, I panicked. What is he doing here? It's late! Why did he go home?! I asked myself one more question. I've lost my focus so I've also lost my mind that it's dangerous to go down and that's when I missed a step, so I lost my balance and let go of the bed sheet."Ahhh!" I screamed at the same time I heard Kenzo cursing one after another. I just closed my eyes and waited for my body to fall on my golden bush on my side, just in case it didn't happen.I slowly opened my eyes because a few minutes ago I didn't fall from the plant and then the first thing I saw was Kenzo, he was lying on my grass and closed his eyes while I was on top of him. My eyes immediately widened due to nervousness."Kenzo..." I called him with a nervous voice. It's just that he didn't answer, he just closed his eyes. So the next thing I di
Chapter 91Was everything he told me when we were at the Hacienda just a lie? So, like what Marco had said, he would get me? Into my pants? And before I could cry in front of Mommy, I quickly stood up. Mommy will be surprised for sure if I cry all of a sudden."Where are you going Selena?" Mom said to me with confusion. I bit my lower lip. I'm sorry Mom, if I have to lie to you now but everything is so complicated, that even I am getting a hard time, understanding everything that is happening."Just a moment Mom, I just suddenly remembered something that I should check, is it okay if I try on those gowns later?""But -""Later Mom." And then I pulled my jacket that was resting on my vanity chair and quickly left my room leaving Mom and the two helpers there.I don't care anymore and I don't want anything else to happen now but to talk to Kenzo. No. I will not allow him and Marga to marry. His mine. Kenzo is mine! He was the only man I loved! He is my universe, my star who lights up my
Chapter 92He blocked his two hands on both sides of me so that I couldn't move from where I was standing and then he looked directly into my eyes."Forget what other people will say in case they find out about us. Just think about how Mom and Dad will take all of this, if you still insist on how you feel about me. Especially Mom, always remember that her heart is weak. Whether it's a small or big thing as long as it will make her disappointed, there is a chance it can be the reason for a heart attack.""I love you." That's all I said and then my tears fell one after the other."Is your love for me more important than our parents?" He raised his one hand and then he touched my jawline and then he brought his face closer to mine until there was only one finger between our faces."Don't ruin whatever relationship you have with Mom and Dad, right now. Better keep it that way. The kind Selena that everyone loves. You're clear in the hacienda I told them that we were so close to each other
Chapter 93"It's good that you're awake." Yelena told me. I glared at him."Seriously how old are you? You sound like my Mom!" Yelena frowned at what I said."Good morning to you too Selena!" Yelena said sarcastically."You know if it wasn't really against the law to hit a child you would really hit me!" I was angry when I answered him, but my boy didn't seem to be really afraid because he kept rolling his eyes at me."Why are you here? It's still morning!" I still complain to him. Also, as I remember, I locked the door before I went to sleep last night, so how did this guy get in?"Go back to Dad!""But I prefer being with you, than Daddy because you are also a girl, you will understand me better. You can relate to what I like and dislike." He said more. I frowned at him."What the hell - I mean what are you talking about?" It's rude to ask him."We've been here at the Hacienda for three days but you still haven't come out of your room. Aren't you bored here? It's only the four corne
Chapter 12I gasped as my tears fell one after another, I felt the exact pain I felt the day I found out that Mom and Dad were gone, the only difference was now, Kenzo was here with me. And somehow I feel relieved that I can no longer feel that I am alone."I'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed me the most. I was supposed to be there to accompany you but I wasn't.I even turned my back on you and tried to forget what we are, what we have back then. I know it's too late for me to apologize to you. The damage has been done. I can't take back the time we lost and those times you are hurting, those times you are in so much pain because of me and that tragedy happened.I'm sorry, I thought the decision I had was correct... I thought that over time you will forget about me, what happened to us. The memories we have together especially since you know that I have continued my marriage with Marga. I will not ask you to understand my marriage with Marga. The more I have no reaso
Chapter 11I would have accepted it if you did it in the first months when this issue was still hot, but no! You really waited for my anger towards you to take root before you made such a move. T angina!" I snapped at him."Selena please..." And then he held my palm and gently squeezed my palm and continued what he was saying."Mom and Dad observe that we are distant from each other, like we are still strangers despite the fact that we are siblings. Mom is sometimes asking if we're in a secret fight. She keeps on questioning me, that there is something happened to us here at the hacienda that they didn't know. Reason why we have this cold relationship. She doesn't believe that it's just about you having a misunderstanding with Marga back then.""Well, you shouldn't have told them that you made me pass the time and make fun of me the first time you came here to the hacienda!" I told him using my furious voice while at the same time looking straight into his eyes.I can already feel my
Chapter 9Kenzo immediately came close to me and then he also knelt in front of me to check on me. He violently combed his hair with one of his hands, when he saw how I would cover the wound with my other hand when it was my knee."I told you to be careful. You really won't listen." He said to me annoyed and then he held that hand if he was holding it, I don't even want it if I look at his face and he looks at me badly. I just got angry and let him see my knee."Look at the size of your wound." Kenzo told me strongly and he still doesn't think anything bad about me. In fact, my wound was really big, like the size of my palm. Sigh. I couldn't say anything because I couldn't think of anything other than the pain in my knee and how I could get out of where we were sitting. So I tried to stand up..."Hey... what are you doing?" Kenzo quickly told me and then he held me by both of my waists, it's a good thing he was supporting me because I might have been sitting where I was standing witho
Chapter 8Why do I suddenly feel the same as a child? Because I make Mommy cry?"Selena, Hija let's go inside. We can talk about this more inside. I promise your Mom and I will fix this." Daddy said more but I just shook my head."Why, Dad, don't you want them to know who you and Mommy really are?" I can already hear the whispering of people behind me."Let's talk inside so you can easily finish the problem I brought? What's the difference between what you tell me inside and what you tell me now, right? I'm already my hint as to how this will end, eh! I'm grounded ? What this time, can I walk around until I'm only inside the mansion? Or can I only go to the four corners of my room? And then the helpers will bring me food.""Son, it's not like that..." Daddy answered."Dad, Mom... I understand the part that why you are addicted to work is for Kenzo and I's future. I received that part a long time ago, the only thing I don't understand now is why I am not happy? Yes, I am thankful You a
Chapter 7When I went down into the water, my body immediately relaxed because of the warm water on the bathtub and then I put my knees together and hugged them, then put my chin on it."Doesn't anyone even know that it's my birthday today..." I said to the air and before my tears started to fall, I closed my eyes tightly.After taking a bath, I am feeling too lazy to take care of myself so I ended up lying in bed naked and hair is still wet from the bath. I didn't even notice that I fell asleep completely. It's just that I fell asleep a bit quickly because I heard noises outside.It looks like their fun outside is in full blast. So, I got up from my bed and went straight to the walk in closet to get my clothes on and then I decided to go out to see what was going on outside but I won't let them see me.I just want to see what's going on because I can't see anything from here in my room except the roof of the tent they built.I'm even a little weirded out by myself because, I went out
Chapter 6The party, dining, dancing continued since my orchestra was arranged for this party. I didn't even notice that with the number of guests there was a line in front of our table. Everyone seems to want to meet me at my bonus because everyone is carrying a gift that they seem to want to give to me personally.I just noticed that Mommy has been busy on her phone for a while, even when we get up for a phone call, she seems to be my problem, well I think it's just basing on her facial expression.Until the next person in line was Mommy and Daddy's friend who talked to us."Hello again Hija." And then he smiled at me. I smiled too."Um, hi." I shyly told him."Your Mommy's speech for you was so touching that I even cried a little." My mouth fell open in shock and he smiled as he finally laughed."Selena by the way, I haven't even introduced my comrade to you yet." Daddy intervened in our conversation."Let me do the honor mate..." And then he extended his hand to me and then he sai
Chapter 5"I love you Son." And then he hugged me tighter. Symepre, I hugged him back and smiled too."I love you too, Mom." I answered him. Mommy loosened a little from hugging me and then she pressed our foreheads together. He closed his eyes and said –"Happy eighteenth birthday, son." I smiled too."Thank you, Mom." Daddy approached me at the same time as Mommy loosened her hug. I just noticed that Daddy was holding a paper bag in my hand."Happy birthday, son." And then he handed me the paper bag. I smiled and then reached for it."Thank you Dad.""I love you too Hija." And then Daddy also kissed me on the side of my forehead. Mommy turned to me and then said –"I'm sure you'll be happy when you see your Dad's and I gift for you, Hija." So we moved to the couch so I could open their gift to me.What I got from the paper bag that Daddy handed me was a black rectangle box, Cartier was even written in the middle of the box. There is a red ribbon in the middle so I pulled it to open
Chapter 4What's up with them? I even asked myself and then I continued walking until I reached the patio. There, I saw a big tent with many round tables and chairs set up in the middle."Good morning Miss Selena." Looking at my side, I saw Aling Saling checking at our helpers. It seems that the saying old habbit, die hard is really true. Just like when I was one of the hacienda's helpers, he also watched over our workers and checked who was cheating. Sigh."Uh, yeah. Good morning too, Aling Saling." And until now I still have no idea what's going on and everyone is busy... Fortunately, before I could ask him, he told me what I wanted to know."Have you met Senyora and Senyor? Today is the feeding program and later the Doctors that the Senyora spoke to will come for a free check up."Oh, okay. So, I didn't know Mom and Dad were coming here and only now, I remember that Clara's Mama told me about this event."Señorito Kenzo and Miss Yelena are also around, it's funny and they are also
Chapter 3"Now you look like Mr. Sawabe, Selena!" And he and Kenzo laughed.Kenzo also stopped tickling both of my hips but I still laughed."Dad do you have your phone with you?" Yelena asked out of the blue."Um, yeah." And then Kenzo took out his phone from his pocket."Perfect! Let's take pictures!" Yelena answered excitedly. So, that's our first picture, I was lying on my carpet smiling while Kenzo took the picture and Yelena and I were on either side of me.We also left many posts, like Yelena is in the middle and Kenzo and I are on both sides. There are solo pictures of Yelena, my solo pictures, as well as Kenzo. Yelena only has two of them."I'll take a solo picture of you and Daddy, Selena!" Yelena said later."Huh? Don't." I told him right away. Maybe the pictures are okay too, there are a lot of them. "Alright, I'm going to prepare the cupcakes so you can put designs on them, Yelena."I was about to stand up from the carpet we were sitting on when Kenzo suddenly grabbed my