Chapter 64"It's all my fault... it's all my fault so -" I couldn't finish what I was going to say because the lady hugged me tightly again and then she said -"Everything will be fine. I promise you that.” He told me again and again and then after a few moments the Señyora also settled me and then he said –"The Doctor will be back here soon, I will request that he check on you again and we will request that you can be discharged once the test result is given, then we can go and... uhhmm and see your Mom and Dad. " Is it just me or does he seem hesitant when he said the last sentence about Mom and Dad, but I didn't quite understand it, I just wanted to get out of here so I could see Mom and Dad."Uhm, thank you Señyora." He nodded and then hesitated to smile at me. "Uhm, Señyora, I'm sorry if I have a lot of questions...""The Doctor is coming here anytime, it's better if you rest for a while so when we get a better test result later." I just sighed and nodded to what Señyora wanted
Chapter 65"Alright." The lady just smiled."I'll go first and wait for you downstairs or in the car.""Sure we'll be right next." He waited for Señyor to come out before he spoke to me again. "Selena, please don't bother to understand what you heard earlier from Joven." I nodded at what the lady said."I can't even understand where Señyor is talking about, Señyor, I'm sorry!" Maybe they have in mind that I'm too slow, I understood their English but they were nosebleed, the only thing is that I can't understand what they are saying, I have the idea that it belongs to their family, I just can't understand how it connects to me.He shook his head and then held me by my back. "Let's talk about that later, aren't you excited to see your Mom and Dad?" Then I smiled too."Excited already.""Then let's go." Since I was still a little weak, I was even more grateful that Señyora helped me walk even though we were slow to get to the parking lot where Señyor was said to be waiting.It's strange
Chapter 66Hmm, how can I describe it? There are two mansions in front of me now that are both two stories too, they are on both sides but they look like one house because there is a small part of the house on my second floor that connects them. The color of the house is tawny, which is close to the color of brown.My swimming pool in the middle of the two houses and on the first floor is only half the color of the glass wall, the other part is over space so you can hang out. All in all, it's nice to be on vacation, because you really relax surrounded by trees and then all you can hear is the sound of water and rain around you.I thought we were going inside the mansion but no, we just passed by my patio and then we walked until we got to their backyard which is a vast land, I couldn't see anything but tall pine trees.We walked to my side where there is a paved pathway. Mom and Dad secretly lived there, I just thought that maybe this is because the Señyora and Señyor were very worrie
Chapter 67"Selena..." The lady said again. It's like they're the only ones who make me feel so much pain, but now I can't feel anything anymore. Until the heavy downpour finally fell, we were both soaked by the heavy rain."Selena..." I turned to my left side when I heard Señyor's voice."We understand how much pain you are feeling right now but your body is still weak and it won't be good for you if we stay in the rain for a long time.I understand that you still want to be with your Mom and Dad, we can come back here again when the rain stops but for now I'm sorry but we have to go back to the mansion." The Señyor said to me, coming too Aling Amor is with me and as Señyora and Señyor want to happen, he is also begging to come back."Selena, It's not that I'm complaining, I'd love to join you here, but with my old age, my body is weaker than all of you. I hope you'll understand if we have to go back to the mansion." Señor grabbed my elbow and then he allowed me to stand until we wal
Chapter 68"Why Marga? She's not my family! She has nothing to do with this!" Miss Maria seemed surprised by the irritation on my voice when I answered her because she took a step backed away from where she was standing, so I cleared my throat and then forced myself to calm down."I'm sorry for yelling, what I mean is how did Marga get the news, about this mess?""As far as I understand, it looks like she's in your parents office." I nodded but in the back of my mind I can't stop myself thinking negative thoughts about her like, that woman really sucks! I am not her business to deal with but what the hell is she doing, it looks like she's on her way here to come and get me."I see, is it okay if I call my parents to confirm if they can't really make it?""That would be great!" Miss Marga said and then she excused herself to check on the other parents who were standing by and waiting for their turn to speak with the Dean.First, when I tried calling Mom's number, the line was still rin
Chapter 69"Take care." That's the last few words I heard from Dean before I was about to open the door to get out of the office, however when I held the doorknob the door's lock from the outside open then I saw the person who opened the door, my eyes were barely out of my eye socket when our eyes met but only for a moment because he immediately shifted his gaze at Dean. Then my heart also started beating so d amn fast."Good afternoon. I'm sorry if we're late, it's traffic." What is he doing here? I even asked myself.Before I could say even a single word, another person entered the office, I almost forgot about her."Hi! I'm sorry if we're late but it's better that we didn't come." Marga said in her artistic voice and then she hooked her hand on Kenzo's arm while looking straight at my eyes.If you think I'm jealous or affected, you got it all wrong sweetheart! I looked at Marga and she just gave me a sweet smile, I form my fist into a ball but I made sure I am hiding my hand at my
Chapter 703 years ago..."I know you're still hurt by what's going on, Selena." The lady told me. I kept looking at my window, didn't bother to turn to him or react to anything, even when he took one of my hands and gently squeezed my palm."But we are all already worried for you." I understand why because I hardly eat. But who will deal with what is happening?I really want to follow Mom and Dad if I'm not afraid to take it yourself if you're alive, eh."I hope you eat at least a little." What I do is eat every other day. If I don't really feel that weak, I'd rather not eat anymore, eh. I'm just running out of choices so I'm eating less and less.It's also rainy this month, which is why I can hardly leave the Saavedra mansion.The strength of the downpour is like a typhoon but there is nothing, because when my other helpers come here sometimes I ask them what the weather forecast is.Yesterday it rained like it didn't want to stop. Sometimes it makes me think that maybe it's raining
Chapter 71"This is my Kelly 20 Mini II Sellier Geranium Shiny Alligator Gold Hardware Limited edition..." I nodded, that's why it's beautiful because it's limited edition first of all."You can hold it..." The Señyora told me, and I shook my head one after the other."It's okay, don't..." It's still embarrassing anyway, what! He already let me in."You know everything inside here is also yours, Selena." I frowned at what the lady said and then she handed me the red bag. Instead of falling to the floor, I immediately reached out and hugged him, making sure he wouldn't fall from my grasp."No -" But before I could finish what I was going to say, Señyora immediately cut me off."Aren't you surprised that I treat you extra especially compared to our other helpers?""It's noticeable that I'm embarrassed to ask, not because I want to if we're just like this, but I feel like I don't have the right to ask why. You're already helping me and you might think that I'm not satisfied, that I'm st
Chapter 12I gasped as my tears fell one after another, I felt the exact pain I felt the day I found out that Mom and Dad were gone, the only difference was now, Kenzo was here with me. And somehow I feel relieved that I can no longer feel that I am alone."I'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed me the most. I was supposed to be there to accompany you but I wasn't.I even turned my back on you and tried to forget what we are, what we have back then. I know it's too late for me to apologize to you. The damage has been done. I can't take back the time we lost and those times you are hurting, those times you are in so much pain because of me and that tragedy happened.I'm sorry, I thought the decision I had was correct... I thought that over time you will forget about me, what happened to us. The memories we have together especially since you know that I have continued my marriage with Marga. I will not ask you to understand my marriage with Marga. The more I have no reaso
Chapter 11I would have accepted it if you did it in the first months when this issue was still hot, but no! You really waited for my anger towards you to take root before you made such a move. T angina!" I snapped at him."Selena please..." And then he held my palm and gently squeezed my palm and continued what he was saying."Mom and Dad observe that we are distant from each other, like we are still strangers despite the fact that we are siblings. Mom is sometimes asking if we're in a secret fight. She keeps on questioning me, that there is something happened to us here at the hacienda that they didn't know. Reason why we have this cold relationship. She doesn't believe that it's just about you having a misunderstanding with Marga back then.""Well, you shouldn't have told them that you made me pass the time and make fun of me the first time you came here to the hacienda!" I told him using my furious voice while at the same time looking straight into his eyes.I can already feel my
Chapter 9Kenzo immediately came close to me and then he also knelt in front of me to check on me. He violently combed his hair with one of his hands, when he saw how I would cover the wound with my other hand when it was my knee."I told you to be careful. You really won't listen." He said to me annoyed and then he held that hand if he was holding it, I don't even want it if I look at his face and he looks at me badly. I just got angry and let him see my knee."Look at the size of your wound." Kenzo told me strongly and he still doesn't think anything bad about me. In fact, my wound was really big, like the size of my palm. Sigh. I couldn't say anything because I couldn't think of anything other than the pain in my knee and how I could get out of where we were sitting. So I tried to stand up..."Hey... what are you doing?" Kenzo quickly told me and then he held me by both of my waists, it's a good thing he was supporting me because I might have been sitting where I was standing witho
Chapter 8Why do I suddenly feel the same as a child? Because I make Mommy cry?"Selena, Hija let's go inside. We can talk about this more inside. I promise your Mom and I will fix this." Daddy said more but I just shook my head."Why, Dad, don't you want them to know who you and Mommy really are?" I can already hear the whispering of people behind me."Let's talk inside so you can easily finish the problem I brought? What's the difference between what you tell me inside and what you tell me now, right? I'm already my hint as to how this will end, eh! I'm grounded ? What this time, can I walk around until I'm only inside the mansion? Or can I only go to the four corners of my room? And then the helpers will bring me food.""Son, it's not like that..." Daddy answered."Dad, Mom... I understand the part that why you are addicted to work is for Kenzo and I's future. I received that part a long time ago, the only thing I don't understand now is why I am not happy? Yes, I am thankful You a
Chapter 7When I went down into the water, my body immediately relaxed because of the warm water on the bathtub and then I put my knees together and hugged them, then put my chin on it."Doesn't anyone even know that it's my birthday today..." I said to the air and before my tears started to fall, I closed my eyes tightly.After taking a bath, I am feeling too lazy to take care of myself so I ended up lying in bed naked and hair is still wet from the bath. I didn't even notice that I fell asleep completely. It's just that I fell asleep a bit quickly because I heard noises outside.It looks like their fun outside is in full blast. So, I got up from my bed and went straight to the walk in closet to get my clothes on and then I decided to go out to see what was going on outside but I won't let them see me.I just want to see what's going on because I can't see anything from here in my room except the roof of the tent they built.I'm even a little weirded out by myself because, I went out
Chapter 6The party, dining, dancing continued since my orchestra was arranged for this party. I didn't even notice that with the number of guests there was a line in front of our table. Everyone seems to want to meet me at my bonus because everyone is carrying a gift that they seem to want to give to me personally.I just noticed that Mommy has been busy on her phone for a while, even when we get up for a phone call, she seems to be my problem, well I think it's just basing on her facial expression.Until the next person in line was Mommy and Daddy's friend who talked to us."Hello again Hija." And then he smiled at me. I smiled too."Um, hi." I shyly told him."Your Mommy's speech for you was so touching that I even cried a little." My mouth fell open in shock and he smiled as he finally laughed."Selena by the way, I haven't even introduced my comrade to you yet." Daddy intervened in our conversation."Let me do the honor mate..." And then he extended his hand to me and then he sai
Chapter 5"I love you Son." And then he hugged me tighter. Symepre, I hugged him back and smiled too."I love you too, Mom." I answered him. Mommy loosened a little from hugging me and then she pressed our foreheads together. He closed his eyes and said –"Happy eighteenth birthday, son." I smiled too."Thank you, Mom." Daddy approached me at the same time as Mommy loosened her hug. I just noticed that Daddy was holding a paper bag in my hand."Happy birthday, son." And then he handed me the paper bag. I smiled and then reached for it."Thank you Dad.""I love you too Hija." And then Daddy also kissed me on the side of my forehead. Mommy turned to me and then said –"I'm sure you'll be happy when you see your Dad's and I gift for you, Hija." So we moved to the couch so I could open their gift to me.What I got from the paper bag that Daddy handed me was a black rectangle box, Cartier was even written in the middle of the box. There is a red ribbon in the middle so I pulled it to open
Chapter 4What's up with them? I even asked myself and then I continued walking until I reached the patio. There, I saw a big tent with many round tables and chairs set up in the middle."Good morning Miss Selena." Looking at my side, I saw Aling Saling checking at our helpers. It seems that the saying old habbit, die hard is really true. Just like when I was one of the hacienda's helpers, he also watched over our workers and checked who was cheating. Sigh."Uh, yeah. Good morning too, Aling Saling." And until now I still have no idea what's going on and everyone is busy... Fortunately, before I could ask him, he told me what I wanted to know."Have you met Senyora and Senyor? Today is the feeding program and later the Doctors that the Senyora spoke to will come for a free check up."Oh, okay. So, I didn't know Mom and Dad were coming here and only now, I remember that Clara's Mama told me about this event."Señorito Kenzo and Miss Yelena are also around, it's funny and they are also
Chapter 3"Now you look like Mr. Sawabe, Selena!" And he and Kenzo laughed.Kenzo also stopped tickling both of my hips but I still laughed."Dad do you have your phone with you?" Yelena asked out of the blue."Um, yeah." And then Kenzo took out his phone from his pocket."Perfect! Let's take pictures!" Yelena answered excitedly. So, that's our first picture, I was lying on my carpet smiling while Kenzo took the picture and Yelena and I were on either side of me.We also left many posts, like Yelena is in the middle and Kenzo and I are on both sides. There are solo pictures of Yelena, my solo pictures, as well as Kenzo. Yelena only has two of them."I'll take a solo picture of you and Daddy, Selena!" Yelena said later."Huh? Don't." I told him right away. Maybe the pictures are okay too, there are a lot of them. "Alright, I'm going to prepare the cupcakes so you can put designs on them, Yelena."I was about to stand up from the carpet we were sitting on when Kenzo suddenly grabbed my