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5) I am not Yours

Author: Shokhi
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Giving a triumphant smile I kept aside the iPad and started replying to all the letters; I was all involved in the task, and adding to my joy I had also completed replying to the letters by 10:25, five minutes before time. 

Taking the leverage of leftover five minutes, I looked towards Mr Dark finding him still all consumed with his laptop and silly work. His dull grey eyes for a moment shined with life, looking to which one could see an innocent, lovely boy within him. Deep inside his dark soul. A slight smile swept over his face as he said; finally done. 

Looking upwards he caught me looking at him with wonder and some unknown emotion. Breakfast time, I uttered out of nervousness and consciousness. 

"Humm! Right, he said with a grinning face. Let's go. " 

He went past the door in quick steps; I sat wondering shall I go to meet Rohan, we both can also have breakfast together.

But soon he came back, did he forgot something. Coming towards me he held my hand tightly and was dragging me through the corridors. 

"Hei! I am your employee, not some sack of rice you are dragging. Where are you taking me?" I questioned .

Still no answer. 

I was startled at this.

I was extremely annoyed, I tried to get free of his hold by biting his hand. But he is absurd as rock, it was ineffective. Soon we stopped at room no. 2 which looked like a lavish cafe with all kinds of drinks and food. 

Letting go of my hand, beside a table, he sat down. 

"Are you mad or what; what were you doing how dare you to bring me here like this. I said blowing at him with anger. "

Coming extremely closer he clenched the neckline of my shirt; his lips were closer to my ears. 

"I don't waste my time on creatures like you. It's breakfast time; just eat without noises."

And never repeat this he said biting my earlobe;

Aah!  A sound escaped at the delicate warning. Leaving off my collar he sat like a lion as if nothing happened. As he ranged the bell food arrived within a minute. 

I was still numb at what happened recently. 

Don't just sit like a fool, finish it; he was dictating me as if I am his possession. 

Appaling, mouth-watering white sauce pasta and fruit vine were served and he was already devouring all of it with half of his plate empty. 

Instead of the fact I had an empty stomach, I didn't feel like having anything.

"Eat it fast" he said scolding me again.

"Now you will decide what I must eat or not; I don't feel like eating anything and don't worry this will not affect your work." I said looking him into his eyes, I do not fear him.

Leaving off his fork, he stopped eating. I felt a bit afraid as if I had disappointed a devil. 

He took the fork and was now making me eat the pasta. Holding my face he made it open and unwillingly I had to eat. 

I can't bear his touch anymore; I will finish it myself. 

"Good for you. " he said with a stern face.

The pasta was a delicacy in itself with all assorted spices. I was just not in the right frame of mind, or not with the right person at this time. 

I finished all of the pasta and grapes juice without a word. As I was in no mood for another face-off. 

I remembered; Rohan has asked me to meet after the interview. I need to go now; thinking this I stood up to go. 

I was closer to the door and was just about to leave the door when he held me by my waist closing the door he pinned me at the door.

I tried to kick him off when he held the waistband of my jeans making me extremely vulnerable, with my kick in the air towards his vulnerable place. Due to this face-off, one of my second buttons flew open from the shirt. He pressed his chest further inside me again there were our lips at the edges with just a thin line of air in between.

"Don't annoy me, otherwise you had to pay. Just one more mistake and you will be deserted. " he said in a scary voice.

Leaving me, he asked where are you going. 

I stood there raging with anger, just going downstairs. I need some fresh air.

I wanted to yell at him, make him pay for how he is intimidating me. I felt extremely insecure around him and his warnings felt threatening; though I was in rage I can't figure a way out. 

I am surely not going to be the loser. Now I understand why not even a single secretary could continue for two weeks. It's just the first day and I am feeling like slapping this man hard on the face. 

"Ok! go and come back in correct five minutes. " his orders.

I nodded and ran downstairs. Then I remembered I must use the elevator, I can't surely go to the eighth floor in five minutes that too through stairs. Panting through the walkway I remembered what Rohan told Eighth floor, cabin... Cabin 10 yes I remember, finding it I plunged open the door and found Rohan sitting watching some movie.

I was so filled at brim with emotions, a lot of things was happening. He noticed me and was walking towards me with wide teeth smile, I just went to hug him tight, really tight. When I was startled and felt as if someone is watching us, consciously I unwrapped my hands around him and looked back as I sensed something fishy. My sixth sense always works well. 

I looked at the watch just two minutes left of five. Getting free from his hold, I told him how things went. I didn't tell him about all the happenings. 

So I need to go now I don't have time I just got five minutes. Saying this I was going to run back to Mr Dark when I collided with him at the gateway. 

Shit! He was standing there watching all this. 

"So, done with your fresh air. Come with me we need to go. " all colour of his face was lost.

"Where?" I asks gathering my courage.

"I don't like questions, just do as I said. " he scolds.

Rolling his eyes in anger he was running towards the exit, I tried to match his pace, as soon as we went out of the building exit, four bodyguards surrounded us from all sides. 

Why are you having so many bodyguards, are we going to kidnap someone, or kill someone, I said laughing. He gave me a cold deadly look. 

Looking towards my right I saw the man was a bit less threatening among all. Hi! What's your name? 

"Jane" he answers

Cool name. 

And on the left, "what's your's name. " I asks.

"Taylor," he said fumbling. They were nervous. 

I looked to find Mr Dark staring at them with those scary eyes. 

Huhh! Always so intimidating I murmured. 

Mr Dark looks angry, he was silent yet so seems to fume with anger. We sat in the Audi, Jane was driving and we stopped at a Boutique with a board of Beauty&looks.  

Mr Dark stepped outside, and I was awestruck when he opened the door for me. We went inside, it was an amazing place with all kinds of trendy dresses, ball gowns, evening gowns, beach dresses, party dresses and what not. Mr Dark chose a royal blue coat for himself, he went inside and came out wearing it pairing it with the white shirt. He looked amazing, it was the first time I saw a different colour on him. Blues of life were now dominating the black. I can't set off my eyes from him. At which he gave me a boyish smile. Ohh! God! can't this man be this sweet every time. 

"So Ms Aahana, decide your dress we need to go to the party at Scholes, that's a very important one. " he says eying a dress.

But it's just 12 we still have so much time, why so early preparations. I said hesitantly. 

Scholes is 4 hours from here via helicopter, keeping in mind we just have one hour to reach the helipad. 

Now don't waste time, choose the dress. I was puzzled looking at all those beautiful dresses. All were equally beautiful. 

"This black one. " He said pointing to a black slit gown. He has his love for black. Probably he saw me making faces. He amended his choice. 

"So this red one. "He asks.

It looked amazing, a red velvet dress with silver strings looked mouth dropping hot and gorgeous, that's the best dress I could afford. 

As I looked towards him, I found him paying for both the dresses. 

400$+ 200$

"600$ Sir. " lady answers.

This dress cost 400$ I was motionless, I didn't want it. 

"Stop it, it will look beautiful on you. And this party is important, Mom would be there, So you are my girlfriend for today." He says with a mischievous smile.

Ohh! Now I got it. "What the fuck! I am not going to continue that drama;" I said yelling at him. 

With all the staff watching us; he took me out of the store, to save us from embarrassment.

"I am not going anywhere and I am not going to take this dress from you. We can have it on loan, you can deduct the amount from the salary. " I told him.

"You are under contract to do whatever I like, you can't do anything, can't get free from it princess, Do as I said. Go and try the dress." He scolded me again.

Rolling into the dress with a matching pair of silver heels five inches high, I was looking sexy and amazing. I never thought I could look so good, he had a good choice though. 

I went to him, for a moment he was lost. I don't know where. Our eyes met for a second, and then I could see something, love, distrust, betrayal, an innocent boy, loving soul. All that I saw was poles apart from his real personality. What was that, I kept wondering. 

Blinking hard he came back in his sturdy, hard outside self. Holding me by my waist he took me to the hairdresser. 

This lady was really sweet, she gave me soft curls and left them open on one side and Pinned the other side hairs making the neck clearly visible. She gave me a drop pearl earring to wear. I was trying hard to get it in when his fingers crisscrossed mine. Those hard hands delicately hold the earing. Sliding them inside he adjusted a strand towards the back of my ear and kissed my cheek. 

I was startled, butterflies went dancing in my belly, isn't he becoming too cosy. Wierd but I am liking his company, his touch. I felt what I never felt to any man's touch before. There was warmth, there was love. I don't know but I felt a spark. I am apparently liking the rude, cold, Mr Dark. A smile swept over my lips my eyes lift to see him. He was still that harsh, rocky self. Standing in an emotionless posture, with his eyes fixed on me.  

I went closer to him we were heart to heart close to each other, holding his hand I felt his cold hands, suddenly turned hot, as if it was a sudden blood rush in the veins. His eyes felt deeper and deeper and I was delving into this ocean; then all the happenings striked back. He is not a nice human. Not worthy of love.

I jerked off his hand and went outside. 

"So thinking of your boyfriend; what will happen if you get closer to me." He says which left me surprised.

What? Boyfriend. I kept wondering what is he talking about, then I found the thread, he saw me hugging Rohan and he took me to his girlfriend. Ohh!

Aren't we getting late now, let's go. he went inside becoming his previous cold self. He sat beside me without a word. 

We reached the helipad, and this is my first helicopter ride, I am extremely nervous, he sat inside, held out a hand to me and I sat beside him. Adjusting my headphones he secured my seat belts. One thing remained unchanged he was holding my hand all throughout. Never letting the grip lose as if he will let it go I will vanish, vanish into darkness and never come back. 

Never come back again. 

"Just watch your actions; otherwise I know how to control you." Why can't he stop governing mine every action, I thought .

"You won't be able to bear the devil within me, butterfly! " gaves another warning.

"I am not someone you could direct and control, you are no one to have control on me.No one!" I made it clear to him.

"I will make you mine"

He warns.

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