I tie my hair up for a moment before getting out of the car, but Cedric stops my hand. I furrow my brows and look at him, full of questions.
"Just leave it untied."
"It's messy if I do that."
"No, it's not," he says. I pout but don't argue further. I quickly put on the sweater that was on the back seat. I'm hungry. I really want to eat the famous fried duck in the Radio Dalam area. I don't know why the restaurant sign bothered Cedric when he asked what I wanted to eat for dinner.
Actually, I feel a bit guilty. Cedric's face looked so tired just now. But I can't lie, right? They say when a pregnant woman wants something, it feels sad if it's not granted. So, when I said what I wanted, Cedric became so enthusiastic. As if the tiredness that was on his face disappeared in an instant.
And here we are, right in the available parking area. My wish was granted by Cedric, but it also came with certain terms and conditions. It's like winning the lottery, ri
"Are you serious?" I don't know how many times Cedric has asked this question. I'm perfectly fine! Seriously! I can't stand sitting on the couch all the time, limited in what I can do. I've already finished reading so many novels from my stack. What else can I do? I just want to do the laundry!Of course, it's not like I enjoy doing laundry, but I hate having a pile of dirty clothes in the laundry basket! Sure, I could hire a laundry service, but I had a bad experience once where my favorite blouse got stained with something else. It made me swear off laundry services for good. It's not about the money, it's the memories attached to the clothing."It's not like that. You'll be running around, Joice."I sigh deeply. Cedric is so weird, you know? "Cedric, I have an automatic washing machine. I don't need to run around like I'm ironing, if you must know.""Still...""You're exaggerating." I pat his cheek gently. I think I can feel some soft facial hai
Well... how can I socialize when I'm always overworked and have many off-site agendas? Not to mention Krystal always orders me around with no consideration for the fact that sometimes I really want to be free from the grueling work. Even though I earn a lot of money, sometimes I envy those who can go wherever they want after office hours.Me? I have to wait for Krystal's permission before I can leave.That's why I'm confused. Krystal's change in attitude is incredible, from a devil to an angel. That's how I described it, right? It's what I feel. I want to ask, but I'm never able to. I'm afraid that if I ask, Krystal's attention will disappear. Even though she's strict and firm, Krystal is actually kind.The intercom in my apartment rings. I know who's coming. It must be Cedric. In a hurry, I check my hair once again before I head out. Before, I rarely went back and forth to the mirror. Feeling satisfied with everything, I head to the office. Arriving at my desk,
I was eating while giving two people in front of me a rather sarcastic stare. I guess it's true that they were hiding something from me during my sick leave yesterday. Without beating around the bush, I immediately asked them to spill the beans, even though we hadn't even sat down at the cafeteria yet. I couldn't wait. Not at all.Even though I tried to shake off my curiosity since I sat in the passenger seat earlier this morning until I returned to work feeling restless due to Krystal's words, I couldn't do it. The actions and behavior of my two friends were very suspicious. How could there be something they didn't tell me? Am I no longer considered part of the group?"Well... it's just like that," Dona said with her shoulders slumped. Her eyes pleaded with me not to suspect her again."Yeah, just like what? I don't know." I took a bite of my food while Naomi ate calmly. When her eyes met Dona's, she gave a subtle grimace. See, I was right. They were hiding som
I have to find out more about what happened on Monday. I'll wait eagerly for the full story from both of them. They're behaving too suspiciously. I have to do it. If necessary, I'll use the tantrum technique with Baby. Let them give in to me. No one can resist my whining, right? We'll see. I'll definitely find out what happened that day. There's no way I'm missing out on gossip.***Damn, I'm busy. I even left half an hour later than the office closing time. Krystal was waiting for me to finish, checked on me briefly, and then almost chased me away. Anna was also busy, having to change many schedules abruptly because Krystal changed her agenda for the next two weeks.I helped Anna, who was swamped with the last-minute changes our boss gave her just two hours before the end of the workday. If it were me doing the work, it would take only an hour to finish. Anna? I think she'll take a while to get used to Krystal's whimsical tendencies. I was slow at first too, bu
Krystal walked gracefully and beautifully. When is she not beautiful? Always perfect. Her wide-leg trousers almost brushed the floor, covering part of her high-heeled shoes, complemented by a matching blazer. The standout of her appearance today was her hair. Perhaps she had sharpened the highlights. I don't know. What's certain is that it looked more defined, adding to her beauty.Then there's Anna. The girl smiled awkwardly, looking down, maybe feeling shy. I gave her an encouraging smile. "Take care, Anna. You can do it," I said. Her eyes blinked slowly, and a smile finally appeared on her lips. Maybe she felt relieved, the uncomfortable feeling of taking over my responsibilities slowly fading away.I'm not too concerned if Krystal doesn't invite me out for meetings. Instead, I've become more afraid and started taking better care of Baby. I don't want any unwanted incidents to happen. If the worst-case scenario comes true, and I get fired for breaking the rules, whi
If his parents question our relationship, I'll prepare myself mentally. Cedric never brought up this issue, though. He's actually really happy that I'm finally willing to meet his mother. He often shows that excitement in front of me. He said his mother can't wait to meet me and wants to touch my belly. If I hear that, at least I won't be greeted with scornful looks, right?I hope not.I check the clock in the living room; it's already eight in the morning. In the message, Cedric said he's on his way to pick me up. Last night, when I expressed my sudden doubts that made my stomach ache, he just laughed."My mother isn't as scary as you imagine, Joice."I pouted when he said that."Your mind seems to be all mixed up. You need to separate the positive from the negative. There's too much negative. Try to reduce the negative and increase the positive."My lips pout even more."Don't be afraid. I won't leave you."I look up to reass
I felt like the two friends I treated were avoiding me. I invited them for lunch, but they said they already ordered delivery. This morning before work, I offered them breakfast from our favorite restaurant, but they didn't want it. They only replied to my messages with short and often repeated responses, so I wonder, did I do something wrong?It doesn't seem like it.We're still on good terms. We haven't had any arguments or debates. Is it because I pressed on the gossip issue? So what? I just want to know! Could they really just leave me hanging like this? It's strange!"Anya, we're going out until evening," my boss informed me. She was getting ready with her Hermes bag, while Anna was still rushing to keep up with Krystal. There was a meeting scheduled for this afternoon, and originally, they planned to have lunch together. But Krystal refused, according to Anna, who was worried about being asked many questions by the client about why her boss declined the lunch invitation.In my m
I'm nervous. Very nervous. Well, of course! It's my first time visiting a guy's parents' house! To formally introduce ourselves. And I know it's because of, well... one of my mistakes. But I can't back out now, can I? Not because it's too late or anything, but because it needs to be done soon.It's not right to give in to selfishness, especially pretending to be brave and taking on the challenge of raising a child alone. The problem isn't about money or anything; it's about love and affection. Naomi was right, it deeply affects me when it comes to the meaning of love. I was born out of love but neglected due to selfishness.I don't want Baby to experience the same thing. It's not their fault. It's ours. I've come to realize that, and well... I feel fortunate that Cedric never let me go just like that. He didn't give up and is determined to prove that everything can be fixed slowly. Although I know our journey ahead is long, at least there's something that motivates me.Baby.If his pa
I was just about to be hit by a pleasurable wave. A wave I had been waiting for and was sure would be amazing, even though it was just using his hands and tongue. But I admit, Cedric really had a knack for rendering me powerless with just those two parts of his body. What if he entered me with his manhood?No words could describe the ecstasy that was building."Waiting for something?"My breaths were slightly ragged; my face was probably already flushed with passion. Given what I was experiencing in this state of anticipation, I spoke with a pleading tone. "I'm waiting for you to enter me, honey."Through the corner of my eye, I saw Cedric smirk ever so slightly. "So, this is what you get, honey."The sheets I lay on were utterly messed up. My hands clenched again, especially when Cedric's manhood pushed into my womanhood. I couldn't tell if I was too tight or if Cedric was just getting larger.It felt full and tight."H
Slowly but surely, I play with Cedric's penis. Creating wet traces there. Repeatedly. Moving like a child who's given their favorite lollipop. Several times, I also suck on the tip of Cedric's manhood.Feeling how Cedric's taste fills my mouth. The first time I did this, it felt strange. But as time goes on, I've become addicted. Sometimes, I intentionally make Cedric release himself in my mouth.Because I know... our second session is going to be way wilder than the first. That's also why I want to experience it again."Oh, Joice! You're getting really skilled at sucking, babe." Cedric starts to get restless; I can tell. Occasionally, his hand strokes my cheek, sometimes reaching for my hair and holding it in a grip. I think he also doesn't want our activity to be disrupted by my hair. With his other hand, Cedric squeezes my breast, though I can't really feel the squeeze.I guess it's because Cedric is more focused on the core of his body that I'm curren
"Instead of feeling your kiss without being allowed to kiss back, how about using your mouth to unbutton my shirt?" he suggests, and I quickly nod in agreement. Cedric slightly shifts his sitting position to get more comfortable. Then, he resigns himself to what I'm about to do.One by one, I undo the buttons of his black shirt. Just as he asked; using my mouth. I also use my fingertips to gently graze his skin with a deliberate rhythm. On purpose. It's not just him who knows how to raise body temperature with passion. I can do it too.And I won't waste this ability of mine to please him. They say that making your husband happy is one of the things that adds to the joy of married life. Besides, after our lovemaking session later, Cedric won't stop praising me. Who wouldn't be happy to be praised by their own husband?As soon as his shirt buttons are all undone, Cedric's body shape remains unchanged. I guess my husband really takes care of himself with a lot of w
Putting on a soft perfume around the nape of my neck is the final part of my preparation to welcome Cedric. I glance at the clock – it's been ten minutes since he went to the kids' room. Such a fleeting moment to get myself ready. The click of the door makes me stop what I'm doing at the vanity table. I grab the kimono-shaped pajama I casually hung up to greet him.When we come face to face, Cedric looks at me with a furrowed brow."Why... are you in your pajamas? Didn't you check the gift I left for you earlier?"I smile and close the distance between us. I made sure to lock the bedroom door, just in case Zain suddenly opens it or Zennita walks in without permission.I still remember what happened a few years ago when Cedric was right on top of me, but I quickly pushed him away because Zain was at the door. He asked, "What's Papa doing in there?"Since that day, the door hasn't escaped my attention. Even though they've grown up
Having two kids is fun. I believe that. Especially when you have a partner like Cedric, who's always ready and available whenever I need him. Though I can't deny, the fear before childbirth stressed me out big time. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to open my eyes and greet Zain and Cedric anymore. Also, my other family members: Krystal, Dona, Naomi, and my little brother Jacob.Our relationship is getting better and, well... the past is truly behind us. Even if I wanted to bring it up, there's nothing I can do now except accept it. Sometimes, with Cedric by my side, I visit Mother's grave. The nagging questions in my heart about why she left me when I was a child have lessened."Mommy!"I close my eyes briefly. The voice of Zennita, my youngest daughter, fills the kitchen. Her face is flushed with annoyance. Clearly, Zain is right behind her, chasing her with a superhero mask on. Zennita is now 5 years old – an age that demands a lot of my energy to keep u
a few years later"Hey, Champ. What are you up to?"My movement playing Mario Bros paused. I looked up briefly and saw a man in a black shirt. He looked well-dressed and quite classy. Who is he?"Playing a game, sir."He chuckled. Confusing me. Was something wrong?"Do I look like a 'sir' to you?"I grinned and blushed a bit. "Not really.""Well, don't call me 'sir' then. I'm too old for that."We both ended up laughing. He seemed like a nice and friendly person. I was still in my gray school uniform, suddenly feeling quite impressed. Who was he?"You must be Andrew, right?"Oh... I became cautious. Did he know me? Where from? I felt like I had never met this man before. It couldn't be that at my age I was getting kidnapped, right? Thank goodness Dad had me take self-defense classes. At least I could escape if he suddenly acted suspiciously. But I had to punch his fairly handsome face first."I'm Nelson. Yo
I thoroughly enjoy the attention of my two mothers at home. Mommy and Mami Keira. The house is bustling with activity now. Every weekend, Mommy pays a visit. She cooks together with Mami Keira, although I know they both try to become close to each other. Andrew says Mommy doesn't want to miss an opportunity to accompany her beloved daughter-in-law. On the other hand, Mami Keira adds, "Keep me company, Soffia. Take care of Andrew and Krystal. They're both so busy. I'm all alone."Clearly, this makes my husband even more elated. He says, "There's nothing that brings me more happiness than having both my mother’s here. I love them."Then... which part of my heart doesn't belong to him? I'm reminded of what Grandpa Jordy said that day."One day you'll understand why Grandpa wanted you to be Andrew's partner."Grandpa was right. He was a good man. Very good, actually. How respectful he was toward the two women often present in the house. He held them in
I don't know why I'm going through my days with such enthusiasm. Despite the doctor's frequent warnings for me to be more careful. To me, it seems exaggerated. All the meetings and encounters with new business partners, all sabotaged by Cedric without exception. I'm truly fine with that, and I'm only learning how my brother reaches a consensus.Truly, Cedric is the one who should be in control of BlaxtonExpress.Three months have passed since that incident. Several times, I've accompanied Andrew to the intense hearings because Phillip won't give up easily. He's put in every effort, which is dragging Daddy Jackson further into it. My husband predicted this. Entrapping Phillip wasn't merely about presenting evidence, but also about strategy.Andrew is clever at fending off Phillip's arguments and promptly presenting the additional evidence demanded until the older man loses. Truly loses. Daddy Jackson, on the other hand, never complicates the course of the trial.
It's been three days, and Andrew still hasn't opened his eyes. In contrast, Jacob has regained consciousness and is already in the recovery phase. He mentioned that he doesn't like lying down for too long, even though Jacob's condition is just as concerning. Two bullets lodged in his body. I can't express enough how grateful we are or how real the power of God feels in this situation.Besides his back, the bullets also hit Jacob's shoulder. His body is covered in bandages, there are bruises on his face, but he's already up and about in the hospital. He's doing this not just for me, even though it's unnecessary. Andrew's trusted men are taking turns to watch over him. I earnestly ask Jacob to focus more on his own recovery.And my words are only heard when my brother speaks. Looking defeated, he retreats to his room after expressing his anger and cursing Doni, of course."If that bastard doesn't end up in jail for a long time, I'll personally take care of him, Mr