Lilian's finger caressed the baby's soft skin, sleeping peacefully in her lap with his hands curled in a tight fist. Her hands held the human of a few kilograms to safeguard him from each bump the car felt. The wailing that left a scar in her heart still scared her, and she didn't want to intrude on the endearing sleep he attained after lots of drudgery. Her baby adopted a porcelain colour in contrast to his usual warm ivory pale skin, and she still had the dried stains of tears on her cheeks, a flimsy heart attack she suffered when she saw her infant in ache. Is being a mother arduous, or was she having a tough time because she wasn't the biological mother? This baby in her arms was precious; she had promised to devote herself to this tiny soul without a mother. She didn't want him to grow up without a mother and be in despair, where he would sob over for not having a mother.
'Mommy loves you a lot baby.' She said in a subtle whisper and leaned in to kiss his forehead while patting his stomach though he was already asleep. The girl diverted her eyes at the man sitting beside her, engrossed in his work. He was typing something on his laptop he placed on his thigh, his eyebrows fixed in a V shape with his sharp and focused eyes glancing at the screen. The portrayal of him looking at her tenderly where he held her purse flashed in her mind, the moment when she felt so vulnerable to come up strong. The more reasons she sought to not like him, the more he gave her thousands of reasons to fall for him.Richard was the type of guy who wouldn't hesitate to hold all the girly stuff for the woman he loved without caring for his manly appearance. He was that dream guy of a woman who was dominating but caring at the same time. Intimidating yet loyal and respectful traits this man shared was the perfect mixture of cliche, flirt, fun and seriousness. He was the type of guy who opened the door for his spouse every single time, stood up for his girl in her every decision, and showered her with his cute, loving gestures every chance he got. But all this anticipating side of him was for Nia. Only for the girl he vowed to love eternally. What stupid path were you following, Lily? Walking behind the man who still held onto his wife!Lilian massed her head against the foamy backseat of the expensive vehicle, her mind running back to the moment in the past.The younger version of Lilian, wearing a casual white shirt and skin-tight blue jeans with her shoulder-length hair ironed with a straightener, held a pair of books against her breast, a bag resting on her right shoulder where she stood the position of an average unnoticeable student in the campus of her university. She nervously looked at the group of boys and a few girls sitting under the most enormous neem tree in the arena, but her stares were focused on the guy in the grey t-shirt and ripped black jeans. Her crush was always sitting at the centre of attention, leaning against the bark of the tree while his amber eyes squinted as he laughed. That spectacular vision kept her hypnotised until her friend Emily Ross bumped her shoulder."Just go! Your eyes will bleed if you keep looking at him like that." The friend said, flicking the gorgeous brown curls with her dusky hands.Lilian bit her lower lip nervously, clenching the books in her hands tightly, "But there are so many people!""So what?" Retorted Emily, chewing her gum as she looked at the howling monkeys surrounding the popular guy, Richard Tucker. She hooked her arm around the nervous girl who struggled to confess, waiting for her answer."What if he rejects me?" the question floated, and the confidante scooped her hand in Lilan's back pocket to pull out a small letter. "He rejects a girl every next day babes. People are habitual of it as much as they are of Mr Pott's farting in the class." The brunette scanned the small fold of the paper and sighed, "Should I go and excuse him here?"The lovesick girl snatched her precious love letter and kept it back in her pocket, "Let's head inside. I will text him to meet me on the terrace in the recess or after college."Her pal nodded, and the duo turned, gossiping about the girl caught cheating with her best friend's boyfriend."Lilian!" The girl flinched as she felt a little shake on her shoulder. Her bewildered black eyes met the amber orbits, and the baby mewled in her lap, pulling her back from the past."We are here," Richard notified, and she realised the car wasn't moving anymore. The window displayed the mansion behind the glass film, and she breathed in deeply at the reminiscence of the uneasy part of her life. Her hands patted the infant before she held him against her shoulder. The driver opened the door for her, and she carefully got out, covering the baby with his small blanket. Once she was out, her eyes anchored on the fine man standing a little further with her purse in his hands as he waited for her. Her heart felt sick; she didn't want to be wavered by him. He was just being kind, but she was holding misconceptions unconsciously. It was hard to hold on to the needy heart falling deeper for this man, and it was even more difficult with every kindness he showed.Lilian paced towards him, and they sauntered inside the house together. A maid approached Richard as soon as they stepped on the front door, and he handed the handbag to the worker. The nanny came into view, augmenting her hand to hold the baby, but the mother denied it, wanting to keep the baby to herself. Richard looked at Lilian for a few seconds before caressing his son's forehead, leaning in and kissing it softly."Mrs. Smith, these are the pills in case Aiden gets a fever." The man in a black suit pulled a pill from his pocket and gave it to the nursemaid, "And help Lilian. He will be quite a handful today." The elderly woman nodded, and Richard put his hands in his pants pockets, ready to excuse himself. He looked at Lilian for the final time, the girl intimidated by the eye contact."Take care." His voice vibrated against her eardrum as she eyed him walk away. Her heart was confused, wondering if he had said those words for her or his son in her arms. Her eyes fixed on the familiar back she was habitual of, and the man she liked, Richard Tucker, looked the same as in the past, back when she always walked behind him, but the difference was, Nia wasn't by his side anymore. She wondered if the present would have been different if she had confessed to him then. The hands he held while walking would have been hers, and she wouldn't have to see his back every time she walked with him.Lilian ambled across the hallway as she entered the laundry room in the backside of the garden with an undersized laundry basket holding dozens of baby's clothing. Three maids were working there as usual, and noticing the madam of the house, they bowed quickly and stood attentively. The superior of three of them, Clara, a young girl in her mid-twenties with her long blonde hair braided beautifully and a relatively healthy build, approached the sovereignty to take the essentials they were assigned. "Madam, you don't have to come here every day," Clara said as she passed the basket to one of her subordinates, signing them to continue the work. "Just inform someone, and we will pick up the laundry." She added. Lilian smiled warmly, shaking her head at the responsible girl. This lass was youthful yet mature, and Lilian appreciated her hard work and determination."That's fine. I also need to burn some calories for the day, so please, don't burden yourself with that."The maid smiled, pl
"What are you doing here?" Lilian felt a sharp pierce through her body, the sudden electrification making her unstable to drop the laundry basket and scatter the garments to disorganize the systematic place. Her eyes wavered to keep up with that killer gaze, making her feel like some kind of an extensive criminal who was unforgivable. She skimmed through his eyes, trying to find the graveness of the matter she unfolded. Unfortunately, the amber pair of pearls was much colder than she ever encountered. The man standing in an ebony office suit was the source of all the trepidation threatening her heart. There was a sudden decline in the temperature of the surroundings, colder than the north pole embedded in ice. "I asked what are you doing here?" The sound echoed again. The coldness kept escalating, and the ambience felt tense.Lilian's throat went dry, the pharynx feeling sore without any moisture to retain the utility. The premature paralysis of her vocal cords couldn't defend her p
Lilian stared blankly at the greenery. The crimson sky was waving at the setting sun, bidding goodbye after a long, tiresome day where it shined dazzlingly to provide vitality to this world. The air danced unhurriedly in cadence, with the leaves of the trees singing a soothing, rugged song in the background. The two big dogs of the Tucker household, Charlie and Cooper, were playing on the soft, big lawn prospered so beautifully, entertaining the infant sitting in his mother's lap. The little one enjoyed the variety of stunts the canines showed. To her surprise, he was so calm compared to the typical cranky composition he displayed in the sundowns.Despite these exquisite and heavenly surroundings, Lilian's mind was still cloudy, with the scene in the afternoon. It was hurtfully running over again and again in the screen of her mind. Even after numerous trials, she couldn't shoo away the distasteful thoughts and not feel hurt anymore. His cold utterances, that displeasing stare of deni
"You are unbelievable!" Richard commented, his voice echoing in the surroundings with a sudden gush of cold air freezing the place. Lilian could feel her heart entrapped in chaos as she gaped at his furious amber eyes, feeling a weight of thousands of pounds clamped to her legs. Not a word left her mouth until she saw him taking some giant steps toward her and snatching the crying baby from her authority. The father held his son close, checking his precious person for signs of injury with worry. His eyebrows furrowed in worry after seeing an alarming redness of the baby's forearm and wrist, and he looked at the culprit with bitterness.Aiden's cries were getting strong enough to denote his pain, and Lilian felt sick for the poor baby. She lengthened her hand to take back the infant, touching his arms to carry him."Let me help him," she pleaded, begging the man who held more authority over that kid than her. Richard stepped back, increasing the distance. Lilian leaned over unconscious
Lilian looked at the mobile screen shining brightly, popping the name 'mom' with a red heart she had set affectionately. Her eyes moistened at the thought of the warmest person in this world whose embrace could hide her from all the tragedies and hurricanes. The girl felt herself reaching out, wanting to pour all her heart out in front of this magical individual called Mother, but she restrained herself from being weaker. Things were already exceedingly stressful after Nia passed away, and even her marriage, where they didn't give in entirely, had complicated things. The daughter didn't want to make things more troublesome for them than it already was. Lilian exhaled all the air in her lungs and forced a smile to formulate herself as the happiest soul. She picked up the device and skated the green circle on the mobile screen."Lily..."She heard her mother's tender voice, almost relinquishing in insanity to complain about this unfair and frigid world. But she knew she couldn't. She di
"Come in." The manly voicebox called her inside, but the hesitancy didn't wither despite his quiet composure. Though Richard felt more organized and approachable than formerly, the words he spoke out earlier this day were good enough to halt her feet from seizing a step ahead. Lilian fixed her eyes at him, but the feeling of being submissive and outcast crept into her heart. Both the times when she had triggered this man were the result of her poor actions, and she was concerned that she would do something again to disappoint him. That handsome guy sitting on the sofa with a casual V-neck dark blue-black t-shirt and similar pants raised his eyebrows at her in question, maybe anticipating some kind of response from her. But the girl just looked away, feeling insecure.Richard kept his phone aside and rose from his seat, walking towards the frozen female. He gently grabbed her hand, widening the small almond eyes that looked at him in surprise. He pulled her inside and pushed the door c
Lilian's face flushed with the darkest shade of red when she realised the density of words that left her mouth. Her dark orbs were sealed with Richard's stretched eyes, and she pursued his gaze, looking at her index finger that pointed at her chest area where she was burned earlier. She met his amber stares again, feeling too embarrassed to the farthest point of the galaxy. She lowered her limb, squeezing it to be punished while biting her lower lip in discomfiture."I... I w-will help myself with that." Her tomato-red face declared, shuttering on some simple, effortless words. She wanted to dig her grave and disguise herself somewhere far away from his sharp, penetrating gaze. "Y-yeah, here." Richard handed her the tube hesitantly, the awkwardness between them making the scene more intricate.Lilian found herself getting up in the awkward silence, and Richard said nothing, not even looking at the girl as he stared somewhere aimlessly. Her feet started treading to exit the room robot
(Flashback)"Girls, I think I warned you about this. You know that I can suspend you, right?" A boy stood there firmly, his hands folded on his chest, looking at the group where Lilian was stuck. He was wearing a black T-shirt and wore a grey shirt on it. His ripped black jeans added beauty to his sharp features, especially his amber eyes that stood prominently in his black attire. According to what the fresher had learned in this month's college journey, this handsome-looking boy was named Richard Tucker, and he was the student council president. She had also heard that he came from a very well-off family and was the most popular guy in the entire college since his junior-ship, the crush of almost every other girl."We were just talking. She is one of us." The leader of the bullies asserted, walking to the front towards the senior guy. Lilian looked at Richard, seeing him clicking his tongue and a sarcastic chuckle leaving his mouth before he articulated, "Oh really? Then let me as
"RICHARD TUCKER! COME OUT NOW!" Lilian climbed up into her husband's arms as she screamed through the button of her belly, disbalancing him a little. His right knee flexed at the sudden attack of the disaster but he managed his posture before he descended from top to the floor miserably. All the multitudes in the surroundings paid attention to the couple who looked relatively more fun than anything else at the moment. It was the perfect art to record this moment to gain more likes and followers on social media. Not forgetting to mention that the businessmen also decided to engage themselves so that most of the suited men exited the hall, just to look at the ongoing scene, especially when the name of one of the biggest billionaires was yelled out loud publically."Fuck," Richard uttered with profanity, gripping the woman in his arms tightly and stepping down the stairs as he decided to walk towards the garage instead of waiting there for misery."Hey, where are you taking me? My husb
Richard walked up to the empty table of the two and eyed the familiar satchel kept on it without anybody's claim. This green-suited high hegemonic person was finally left alone by the people and the clock was intending to hit the time of midnight soon. Some people had already started leaving these expensive surroundings and the man of Tucker's house too, decided to wrap up and head home at once.He looked around the region, trying to locate his partner but failed to find a similar personality in the proximity. The man glanced back at the white leather, picking it up as he wondered about the location of the woman he had brought along."Was she perhaps in the washroom?" Richard thought and pivoted his way towards the area of refreshment. With his steps leading towards the desired area, the high-status man passed on a professional smile to the populace who greeted him as he walked by. As he sauntered through the empty hallway towards the restroom, the memories of a few hours back starte
Lilian watched Richard get up from his seat and adjust his suit before he looked back at her for approval. She looked around at the people who seemed to be so determined to have this couple on the floor to entertain them. Never in her life interested in dancing with some other guy, she was uncertain to distinguish between the hell and heaven of this opportunity.The lady wrapped beautifully in a silky white garment forwarded her gaze to the handsome male standing in front of her with his extended hand. She looked into his amber eyes deeply, expressing her nervousness and anxiety to the fellow. The masses of the surroundings seemed to be shelving for her actions but a little nod from her husband pushed a cup of courage into the lass as she took his hand and got up from the chair as well. Lilian could suppose the lookout of every regard as she sauntered to the beautifully embellished dance floor. It felt like walking on the foam of a cloud, slowly and gently. She glimpsed at the man be
Lilian linked her arm with the flexed elbow of the gentleman beside her and walked at his pace in high heels. Her fingers gently grasped the rich fabric of his blazer, keeping her hand upon him like a publicly acclaimed couple. The proximity between the two was such a rare moment; it was only the second time she had locked her arms with him other than the beat of their wedding.The duo entered the significant glamorous hall. Some people greeted their presence while they welcomed themselves in the arena and the girl's eyes skimmed through the gigantic extravagance of the surroundings. The lights were enlightening enough to brighten up even more than the rays of the sunlight and all the people were dressed in high-quality attires to fit the high class of the society. Some waiters and waitresses were walking elegantly while passing on drinks and platters to the wealthy people and a soft soothing music played in the background.Richard's presence being a powerful entity, a few people walk
Lilian's facial muscles curved into a smile when she saw her man gleaming with the loveliest smile ever. He looked like a mesmerizing collection of diamonds to keep staring at for thousands of years, especially his stares which had squinted a little in the tremendous portion of contentment. She averted her eyes to the miniature version of him who appeared to be struggling with one of the hands stuck under his tummy. Chuckling, Lilian turned Aiden back to his previous position and she kissed his cheeks once before getting up from the mattress. She noticed that Richard was also done with his Filmfare and had shoved his mobile in his pocket to pick up the baby on his lap."I am glad I was here," Richard uttered casually and the girl blinked her eyes twice.Did he just talk to her? That's something… unthinkable. After Nia's death, Richard had never chatted to her nicely. Either intimidatingly or necessarily, he kept his words to a minimum and always showed off his bitterness but recentl
Lilian clenched her hand around the tuft of the hair of the man who nibbled on the skin of her neck, heating her body to the level of insanity. She had closed her eyes, calling out his name with the sinful noises leaving her mouth. Trapped in the scene, she was the long-waiting heroine of the movie, finally mating with her hero as per God's wish. In the intimate moment where she dived into her most hidden fantasy, Lilian breathed in deep at the closeness they shared. Her other hand encircled her man's torso as she touched the thin fabric of his shirt. The next instant when she was about to clench on that piece of his clothing, the man above her disappeared into the thin air. The girl opened her eyes, sitting on the bed all alone. Richard was nowhere to be found in the surroundings but her attention was diverted to the shadow in one of the corners of the room. She looked up at the bathroom door, squinting her eyes to scrutinize the person who stared at her intently."How could you do
"Richard…" Lilian called out as she compiled courage. The moment felt so ethereal and accessible, one of that millionth comet which was willing to inaugurate a new bond of existence between the couple.Everything moved in slow motion, the girl watched Richard's eyes directing at her as he paused with his meal. His amber eyes were glistening with the light of the brightest star of the galaxy and for the first time, the anticipating words were ready to coat her tongue for their departure. Lilian's mouth opened up, the two vocal cords closing the distance between them as the production of sound initiated."I…"Before she could pull out more words, a knock on the door distracted the versatile moment. Lilian's eyes widened a bit, realizing the thickness of the dialogue. How could she even think of confessing when the bond of this marriage itself demanded the strong denial of any romantic feelings? What were you doing, Lily?The sound of the taps on the door intrigued the surroundings for
The girl stared at Adam's apple moving up and down with the deglutition of each spoonful of porridge. It threatened her cells to reach the threshold at the intent of action potential. Her husband looked hellishly handsome, and Lilian thanked God for the thousandth time to see him in a piece of cloth. To her mercy, he wasn't flashing his shiny body anymore or else, it would have been another disaster.Outside the window, the sun was already setting down and exiting the day of sunshine. Lilian had successfully managed to convince the sick person to have at least a bowl of porridge and to take a rest from the heavy loads of work. At least for the end of this day! Of Course, it wasn't easy to talk but under the threat of his passionate mother, the task had evolved smoothly. Currently, the lady was sitting in the raven-themed room of the estimated personality where her presence was strongly denied. Though her heart still palpitated while crossing the boundary of the door, the calm and non
Lilian felt something weird yet warm crippling up against her skin, waking her up from her light slumber. As her orbs opened up, the direct contact of her eyes with the amber pearls left her her heart struck. In the window of her retina, she could see his prominent facial features which stood across his noteworthy ocean-deep eyes. The warmness in his gaze reminded her of one incident.(Flashback)Trapped in between the two large hands, the girl poured a river of tears at the most fearful incident of her life. Going to the alley in the backside of college when someone sent the anonymous cheat was the worst decision of her life ever. She had fallen for people's traps so easily, bringing the danger upon herself like an invitation to the party.Now stuck at the point of humiliation, Lilian prayed for God to send a lifesaver to the area where even dogs were denied to wander. With the boy in front of her so bulky, all her defences had fallen to his gigantic strength. She was now going to be