chapter 19

I squeal in laughter beneath him, but the laugh turns into another moan when he pushes the ridge of his cock into my groin.

"Feel me?" he whispers against my mouth.

"Yes, but want – I want more," I say between kisses.

Rex sighs. "Fuck, yes."

He retreats onto his heels and hurries to undo his belt. He's shaking.

I understand. I'm shaking too. The adrenaline is coursing through our bodies. How many times do you get to have something you never thought you'd have again?

I'm getting déjà vu as he works his pants down his thighs, except not at the same time. I've been beneath Rex Redford with the stars as our roof before, but now we're older. Both our bodies have changed. And he's not wearing his usual T-shirt and slouchy jeans, the ones I remember well. He's wearing a suit I picked out for him to pretend to be my husband.

My heart swells with adoration. I push myself up onto my elbows and crane my neck up, lips begging for a kiss.

When Rex sees me, the seriousness splits with a smile. "Hey